.::May Photos::.

this is so overdue but nvm =p just putting it here for memory's sake and move on to blogging about my tw trip =D

cooked this for baby during our may month-niversary hee my sister ate with us too and she said it's not bad yay~



movie time and dinner at mos burger :)



company teambuilding at universal studios! we were split into groups of 6 to play games, bleah i rather use that time to go on the rides :(



july entry up next! =)

.::Welcome to Taiwan~::.

whee i am jetting off to taiwan in exactly 1 month's time, i am sooo excited! :)))

here's some pictures for now and i promise i will be back with more May pictures soon :)

.::My 2 Random Confessions =p::.

i have 2 little confession:

i really get FREAKING jealous whenever i see her photo log SIGHZ it will always be just a dream~

and i had been eating too much recently =p

teochew muay @ upper serangoon road after watching monga... i absolutely love teochew muay! by chance, we found this super yummy oyster omelette store, it is crispy on the outside, soft on the inside... totally sinful but worth it! best i ever had!



met up with su babe on friday who just came back from japan and she gave me japanese green tea mochi yay! =D we watched "date night" and it was hilarious! but at the same time, it made me even more skeptical about life after marriage yikez!



we went to toa payoh specially to hunt for nice food... settled for roasted meat rice at central... ordered too much la, stuffed max!



it's sunday tomorrow, too fast! :( anyway, my company is announcing restructuring decisions on tuesday, i secretly hope i am on the name list to get retrenched =x hur hur

.::I Am Back! =p::.

i am back to blogging hehe... i just had 1 of the most awesome weekends :) it makes me a happy girl...

9th April 2010 (Friday)

baby picked me up at my workplace (something that he seldom do =p) and we headed to town for some shopping... he sneakily bought me 1 big bag of famous amos cookies while i was in the ladies, hehe i was pleasantly surprised... i <3 famous amos cookies, they are so sinfully yummy!

met lianny pie and dayne for dinner... it was great catching up =D love all the food we ordered at sushi tei!



10th April 2010 (Saturday)

saturday breakfast is now beoming a routine affair for jie and i hee :) we will go out have breakfast and then come back to take a nap =p been like this for the past 3-4 weeks already omg fatty max haha!

this week is bk breakfast yumz! after taking a nap, both of us headed to orchard with mum... had an early dinner at thai express before we did our nails and shopped around... the tom yum that day is really spicy T_T

i love the colour of my toes hee! gonna buy the polish online!



also bought new wedges at trois+inch... it is super pretty and comfy! <3 <3

came home to new online shopping loots in my mailbox heh! my humble review! pardon the messy bed and room cause we just came back =p



i am super in love with the mint colour, very very pretty colour in real life! my 1st mint dress teehee!

the wo cai show that night was SOOO funny can, i almost died laughing... the segment at the end whereby they did a makeover for short-haired girls to see if they are deemed to be prettier when they have long hair... they got 2 tomboys and the change was so funny! ahhh funniest episode ever!

11th April 2010 (Sunday)

went to the soka centre early morning for meeting, feeling fulfilled after the end of it :) had nice prawn mee for breakfast with sis and mum, but the downside is we queued half an hour for it =x

went swimming in the afternoon with baby and sis but i think the overall exercise effect is zero cause we had a feast during dinner at chinatown =x fish head, claypot rice, sambal sotong and the most ultimate sinful of all, 3 big durians =p

and some silly photos i took while lazing on the bed =D i found a new spectacle stand TEEHEE



who's cuter? =D

and my favourite pic of the month:



if only every weekend can be like this *contented sigh* =D

.::One Day, I Will Fly Away::.

one day, i will make damn sure i visit this place :)

.::Random::.

i hope no one is reading this right now, such a shame that my 1st entry after such a long hiatus has to be an emo one...

for the longest time, i had been stuck in this situation, i tried ways to get out of it but i can't. maybe i am incompetent enough, maybe i am just not capable of doing anything decent.

all i want is an opportunity to prove my worth... i tried plan A thrice and not even once did i succeed. i tried to go for plan B countless times since Aug/Sep 2009, but for the past half year, i did not even have the chance to execute plan B. what went wrong, i really dunno. i was disheartened, but i chose to carry on trying because i really believe, one day, my time to shine will come.

for the past 2 days, i tried to think positively so that i can have the strength to carry on, it worked. but just for 2 days. i was still patting myself on the back for the great effort put in. today, everything came crashing down again... all the walls i had painstakingly built up got destroyed in just that short moment. it hurts as much as having your heart broken; the dull ache in your heart, the tear streaks on one's face and the same helplessness...

i've learnt that i gotta fight this battle alone because no one else understands... yes, sad to say, not even you... maybe i can't blame you cause you really don't have the time... we had both underestimated the game of life, we both need more at the same time and yet we can't give more.

my decision right now is to shut you off for the time being with regards to my negativity, perhaps i will be back when i have the emotional capability to bring back positivity to your life :) this is the best isn't it, it's sorta like status quo whereby you have no time for my negativity so whether you know it or not, there will be not much difference... in return, you get to stay focused and perhaps it might help you 2 years later whereby you won't end up to be in the same situation as me now. i will miss you but i need to be strong for the sake of everything.