.::=(::.

i can't wait to get out of the country and quit facing you, you make me sick till the pits of my stomach

.::-_-::.

i swear my boyfriend drives me crazy to the max sometimes. like NOW

.::The Month of July::.

july is almost here! and it's gonna be an exciting month ahead hehe...

looking forward to my hk trip!

and my family + me are in the midst of a major project :) if nothing goes wrong, it should be done by end july... i will reveal more with pictures during month end! =D

another thing is from july onwards, my fyp mate will be working in the same department with me as 1 of my colleagues tendered her resignation recently and i referred my friend for the job which she successfully passed the interview teehee... yay one more lunch kaki and we can take the bus together to work cause we live near each other yippie~ plus i get a referral fee so double yay~ haha... can't wait for her to join the company this coming thursday!

now that i think about it, i have a busy busy week ahead! gotta collect my passport cause mine had expired and run other miscellaneous errands... bahz i am so tired everyday cause there seemed to be never-ending tasks to do both at work and at home...

been meeting him very little recently cause he's been busy... i only see him once fortnightly or sometimes just once in 3 weeks... sometimes, felt that it is unfair of him to treat me like this cause he didn't manage to handle some things well... communication and respect for each other is important but it seems to be lacking recently... not just on his part but perhaps on my part as well cause sometimes i just can't be bothered anymore...

it's sad that it had to come to this stage but we are trying to work things out now so see how it goes ba~

though it is very hard at times when i needed him, but i am thankful that i still have my friends and family with me all these while... been meeting up frequently with lianny pie and i love our girlie time together :) i am spending more time during weekends with my family as well especially with my sister and mummy heh :)

oh well, i gotta end abruptly cause i need to sleep right NOW lol tata~

i promise i will update a photo post as soon as i have the time to!

happy 3 half years to you, though you are away at orientation camp

.::Lazy Bug::.

i've been bitten by the lazy bug... i have some photos to blog about but i am too lazy to =p

some updates for the past few weeks...

i found a job in may and had been working for 1 month so far... very tired after work everyday and i will concuss before 12 midnight and that's saying quite something since i had always been a night owl lol...

on a happy note, 2 weeks ago, i booked myself on a flight to hong kong this coming july... it was a totally last minute decision =p i wasn't planning on going for a holiday but the SQ deal was too attractive to give up, the tix only costs $298!

i will be flying there alone and i am terribly excited about it heh... my trip is about 2 weeks away and gosh, i am already starting to count down :))) i'm gonna shop till i drop at the summer sale there whee~

okie i am feeling sleepy already, time to sleep, nitey all~ :)

.::Trust Is A Big Word::.

i've lost all faith, hope and trust in you. enough of your empty promises. you ruined everything we painstakingly built up.

.::I Am Unwanted::.

maybe i was once the centre of your world, but i am definitely not now, or perhaps i never was all along... i don't understand the things that you did today, i can't see the rationale behind them, really...

u deserted me when i need you.

.::Hiatus::.

on a hiatus until i have our camera back with me... *throw dagger stares at boyfriend* without it, i have no motivation to blog cause there's no pictures haha tata~

.::3.5::.

happy 41 months bee bee

.::WooHoo::.

today is a good day :) super happy now hehe

.::Hee::.

back to blogging :) haven been updating much recently for i had been busy watching dramas online hur hur... i was first addicted to this taiwanese drama:



and then now i am addicted to the korean drama - boys over flower whee~ THIS SHOW IS DAMN NICE! the korean version is much better than the taiwan meteor rain version! the korean F4 is like much more handsome also teehee~



and i am still in the midst of watching them now =p

while blogging, i found a common theme for the photos of this post: "day and night" haha 2 different time on the same day, 2 different activities :)

3rd may - sunny day at sentosa! there could had been 8 of us but lianny couldn't come in the end :( but she did joined us for dinner



the guys are working hard



we had beautiful weather~



my sis and mum brought kylie over to find me in the afternoon and i had a great time playing at the beach with kylie :) she is uber cute that day! but boo forgot to take pictures!

catching up with lianny over dinner



(chow says lianny's face is just besides zhiyi's in the next photo =p *coughs-ahem-coughs*)



visited baby's grandmother the next day at the nursing home... he seldom have the chance to take photo with his grandmother, i was quite emotional when i took the photo for him, i know he cares for her a lot... the way she keeps waving bye bye to us after that was rather sad :(



we went to town to watch the movie "17 again" as we got free passes... the movie was not too bad i guess... not too serious and don't need to think too much while watching...

i was craving for western food and so, we headed to hougang for the famous western stall heez~ it was my 1st time trying their fish & chips and i am officially hooked!!! it's the best fish & chips ever at $5.50 hur hur



after much procrastination over the past few months, we finally went cycling last thursday hehe...



we were just in time for the sunset at bedok jetty! whee!!! and here are some of the nicer pictures... gotta QC cause we took too many hee



the end point of east coast park :)



my legs were aching the whole night after that as we cycled for close to 2 hours hoho

after some exercising, it was time for partying on friday heh~

baby & friends + lianny & i wanted to try butter factory but after queuing for like 1 and a half hours, we are still outside and the queue is not moving much, GAH!!! so in the end, we switched venues~ the guys went to dbl o to meet their galfriends while lianny and i went to arena to look for her friends there...

there was a large group of people but i only took photos with the 3 girls haha... lianny doesn't likes me, purposely block out my face and ostracize me lol~ to think i was still smiling for the photo so happily HAHA



and she got weird fetish that day and kept touching our faces while taking photos lol, i find it damn funny when i came back and look at the photos...



the music at arena was very good that night, love it!

and i am kinda sleepy now! i spent a long time on this entry cause i am trying out a new photo hosting webby and i keep doing it wrongly! all these photos were like uploaded, deleted and re-uploaded for at least 5 times... = wasted a lot of my time when i could be watching boys over flowers HAHAHA tata~

.::Bye Bye GMS~::.

did an insane amount of readings for today's paper! 1 paper down, 1 more to go on friday! :)

.::Dresses <3::.

these dresses make me hyperventilate and SOOO excited omg~



i really love miss selfridge, don't you? but their stuff is always so pricey T_T

.::Good Friday::.

had a girlie girlie day on good friday last week :) met up with the secondary school friends at city hall area... we had lunch at suntec before heading to marina square's burger king for a chat



after connie and bf left around evening, lianny, mindy and i headed to orchard...

went to paragon and far east plaza for some shopping before having a late dinner at 9pm... wanted to catch a movie at the cathay but there were no suitable timing and sooo, we ended up at our favourite hangout - starbucks...



i hope we get to go out together again soon! i am deprived of girlie love

.::6.58 AM::.

my insomnia is killing me... it's almost 7am and i haven slept much... i was listening to my ipod in bed and heard this song...



Ne-Yo - Mad

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she's yelling over me,
All that that means is neither of us are listening,
And what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for nothing,
(fighting for) nothing,
(crying for) nothing

When we won't let it go for nothing,
(come back for) nothing,
It should be nothing to a love like what we got

I know some times it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
Cause' I can't sleep through the pain
Girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

And it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
Hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, whatever happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
So what the hell do we do now?

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...

.::???::.

actually sometimes i also dunno what i am paying $18K for??? i hate my 3 years of university life and i dunno why i can't commit seriously to it... this is not me :( i wasn't like that in sec sch or in jc, so why did i became so lazy once i came to ntu?

what is wrong with me??? i have achieved nothing and i have nothing to be proud of. even up till now, i still detest talking in front of a group of people even though i am doing a business degree (where presentations are the norm)

i am nearing the end and i dun feel any sentiment towards the school AT ALL. i just can't wait to get out of there with my useless piece of paper worth $18K :( of which $15K comes from debt

this is seriously the worst phase of my 22 years life ever, have u ever been so unhappy before? was going to university a wrong choice for me?

i don't need you to understand cause i know nobody could, so please just leave me alone and stop rubbing it in

.::Beautifully Imperfect::.

this ad is very touching, it almost make me cry



and here's the link to the facebook contest on the same theme - the beautifully imperfect couple

you can load your couple photos up and include a short description on why you think you 2 are a beautifully imperfect couple... get your friends to "like" the photo and the top 10 photos with the highest count wins a stay at sentosa resort! i find it very interesting :)

quite clever marketing yeah? :)

My favourite quote from the video: little imperfections that make them perfect for you

.::<3::.

1. 16th Jan 2007 - 21st Jan 2007 --> Bangkok Trip

2. 23rd July 2008 - 30th July 2008 --> Hong Kong, Macau & Shen Zhen Trip

3. 27th Dec 2008 - 29th Dec 2008--> Genting & KL Trip

will there be a 4th one this year? :) i wanna go taiwan!!!!!!

P.S: i was looking at my blog archives of our overseas trips together and i super duper miss hong kong! :(

.::It's Been Awhile Since I Blogged =x::.

i am currently at the national library blogging hahaha... supposed to be studying but......... =x

26th March (Thursday)

went out with chingz for dinner @ xin wang... lotsa things to catch up on for it's been eons since we met up!

our food



went to starbucks after that and forgot to take photos with her :( bahz!

28th March (Saturday)

finally we went sentosa! it was s-u-p-e-r hot and i got roasted! (hello is me, disturbing her bloggin time =p ---> disclaimer: typed in by the IRRITATING BF beside me)



29th March (Sunday)

i got a surprise from him early in the morning! he bought burger king breakfast over to my house :)



went to national library after breakfast as he needs to study and i need to find reference materials for my elective essay

bro treated us (my family and his in-laws) to dinner at night to celebrate kylie's birthday in advance... we had a 9 course meal and was so full after that!

the pork knuckle (centre picture of the collage) is my favourite... the skin is sooooo crispy and the meat is juicy, yumz!!!



guess how much this cake costs? $100+ -_-



kylie is 3 years old on 1st april!



my family! we didn't took photos with the in-laws though cause there were too many of us altogether, hard to squeeze in haha



31st March (Tuesday)

last presentation in ntu! my GMS groupmates!



1st April (Wednesday)

it's kylie's actual birthay and we went to the childcare centre to celebrate with her and her classmates...

my mum bought this uber cute barney cake from prima deli for kylie



but kylie is grumpy as she just woke up from a nap...



her classmates are all super cute!!!!!!



one of the teachers



3rd April (Friday)

finally met up with lianny!!!!!! we had been so busy recently! i wanted to eat crystal jade la mian but it was too crowded so lianny suggested ajisen!



i tried the tom yam ramen and it was okay but i still prefer the milky soup base!



during dinner, we VERY randomly decided to go phuture haha! i didn't want to go intially as i have a 2000 word essay due on saturday and i am still left with 500 words... but, the gian feeling came while we were having dinner and we decided to go even though it was very last minute =p totally not very nicely dressed for it or had much makeup on but haiya we heck care already hehe

took a cab down from taka and we managed to get free entry yippie~

after getting our precious chop, we went to great world city for ben & jerry's ice creammm~ 3 scoops of goodness: chunky monkey, cherry garcia and mint chocolate chunk y-u-m-z! i am really a sucker for ice cream!



coincidentally, baby and zhiyi went phuture too that night and the 4 of us met up and had drinks together at velvet =D played guessing games and it was SO funny la!!!

danced the night away till the club closes! dead tired after that but still chatted with him over the phone before drifting off to sleep at 6am... it's been 2 months since lianny and i went clubbing, we are good girls righty? =p

4th April (Saturday)

he came over to my house in the afternoon and he studied while i tried to finish my essay... went for dinner together with his parents at chinatown after i am done with my essay... and then it was movie time at the cathay!!!!! we booked tix for the shopaholic movie and i enjoyed it to the max!!! i love the show, it's so funny and yet touching at some parts... and to top it off, there were plenty of pretty shopping loots whee!

<3 <3 <3 =p