.::CyCLiNg At EaSt CoAsT pArK::.

hiyaz diary...

today going east coast park to cycle with my classmates... my aim is to learn cycling... lolz... well so morning met joanne... then go parkway wait for the others... but well... it rained on our way there... juz nice we alighted at the bus stop then rain... -_- heavily... so we thot we will be safe at the bus stop, cause can get shelter and stuff mahz... but the wind damn strong... blow all the rain in... -_- so imagine, even though we are sheltered me and joanne got all wet! then the wind keep blowing... and we wet already so we are damn damn cold... haha sianz lo the weather... then we are the earliest though we are late by half an hour... lolz -_- so the next one to come is benson but he's at the opposite bus stop... me and joanne wait rain small a bit then quickly chiong for the other side... heng sia! when we reached the other side, the rain big again... then cause we r feeling damn cold, so we went the hawker centre to get hot drinks... me benson and joanne slacked there and talk lo... then we decided to go parkway shopping centre when the rain small again... so went there... had roti boy... nice... ^_^ then we 3 bored so went arcade play... played the puck thingy, dunno wad it is called... then they played time crisis... then we 3 went to race car against each other... damn fun lo! joanne damn pro... 1st in all 3 matches... haha... she ah, thumbs up! then 230 the rest of the people came le... -_- then they went arcade play... so me and joanne played the puck game again but different machine from the first one we played... damn fuN~

then we walked to mal's house since it was on the way to the beach... waited for her to pump her bicycle... then off we go~ went to east coast park... rented bikes and a double bike... cause i dunno how to cycle mahz... so me and mal used the double bike... then i sat behind cause behind only need paddle nia, dun need keep balance and all that... then we cycled to bedok jetty, well, the feeling, all i can say is ShIoKz~ =D cause as u go, the wind blowing into ur face... and everything juz seems so nice u noe... u can juz talk to the person in front of u... then johnson kevin joanne yanzhu benson mallory teach me cycling at the jetty there... =x lolz so many teachers... BUT i only got half of it... haha cause i still cant keep my balance... then cycle double bike again but this time with johnson cause mal riding alone... so we went further further further down... far~ = then they taught me again at this far place... haha this time better a bit, i can go a short distance before i will lose my balance... and i fell once here... =x lolz... but not serious only scraped some skin on the toe... ^_^ but then learn learn, then gotta cycle back return bike le... cause we only rent for 3 hours... so cycled back again on the double bike... we are so far it took us a whole 40 minutes to cycle back... haha legs aching sometimes during the 40 minutes but nv slack for longer than 1 minute cause like tiring for the other person... the 40 mins, butt hurts... lolz... maybe i nv sit properly i also dunno... *sHrUgZ*

then went back mac eat dinner at abt 630... had the grilled chicken foldover... first time trying it... nice i like... =) then eat until 7 plus... saw some secondary 4 classmates... then we went the funfair at the beach there play bumper car... played twice cause the first time was so fun~ first time i shared with mal, joanne shared with yanzhu and johnson shared with kevin... the others all one car... but second time everyone one car... then second time even more fun! =D bumped like mad~ okiez... then walk to 7 eleven while deciding where to go...

in the end, mal invited us to her house to watch dvds... got me yanzhu joanne kevin johnson... watched "the perfect score" it's a show about SATs and how these bunch of students stole the answers to it... quite nice... ^_^ then mal's parents very good hosts... they keep stuffing us with food... they made sandwiches and orange juice just for us... then still got apples and snacks... lolz... damn good! then watched until 1130 lidat... then mal sent us down... so me joanne kevin shared a cab home... reached home 1230... bathed...

now blogging... well... legs aching now... then butt ache also... then having fever, so head a bit heavy... argh~ think from the rain and the wind when it rained... so shall go sleep le ba...

[SoMe Of ThE gAn JuE yI jInG bU yI yAnG Le... ThE mOsT hUrTiNg ThInG iS sEeInG u PuSh Me To AnOtHeR gUy... DuN u GeT iT, tHe FeELiNgS FoR u tHouGh DiFFerEnt Is StiLL tHeRe?]

.::GoOd FrIdAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today is public holiday cause good friday... ^_^ block test yesterday over le... after the test yest went out with the class... slacked around... then after that joanne lost her wallet... but heng today someone called her and tell her found the wallet le... somemore all her money and stuff still inside... ^_^ then around 5 meet chingz and went orchard... went to wheelock de apple centre for awhile... then went to eat ajisen ramen... yummY~ then sat outside taka de benches until 9 plus together... juz sit there slack and talk... cause dun feel like going home so early yet... then went home le... slacked somemore...

today went to grandmother's house with my mummy... then went to chinatown from there... ate a lot of stuff... lolz... then went home at 8... well... nothing much to do now... a bit felt like sleeping... =P becoming pig le...

okiez, actually nothing much to blog... shall stop here le ba... go off le... bubbye~

[SoMeTiMeS i DuN eVeN nOe WaD i WaNt]

.::BoRiNg SaTuRdAy::.

hiyaz diary...

well today had been a boring saturday... woke up at 11... went for breakfast at punggol plaza with mummy... then came back... made fruit juice for my parents and myself... well that took me about an hour? lolz... then slack and download songs... well... slack la... juz dun feel like studying... then chatted the whole noon away on msn... then had dinner early... at about 6 lidat ba... eat until now cause eat pomelo also... i almost finished the whole pomelo myself... hehe... cause it was very sweet and juicy~ ah, i juz realised wad i juz typed was all crap... hehe... =P

well... this march holidays is so not fun and enjoyable... so there's nth much interesting to blog abt... hmmm, thinking about it, now march also coming to an end soon le... so fast... is like i only have half a curriculum year left... why time pass so fast de!!! haha is like everytime i blog, i will always realise the fact that time flies...

oh yeahz, yest fri last episode of the serial "u are the one"... is a happy ending la... but the ending left me with some questions... why do people always say wad they wanna tell another person only when the other person is about to leave them or go overseas? haha yes, even i admit i m guilty of this... but well the bright side is that at least wadever we wanted to say were said... =) even though it may be last minute... right?

okiez dun crap so much le... in a calm mood now... and it's rare nowadays... so i shall enjoy it while it last... lolz... bubbye...

[WeLL, If U wErE nOt LeAvInG aT ThAt TiMe, DuN tHiNk ThInGs WiLL bE LiKe It Is NoW... I mUsT sAy ThAnKs FoR tHe MeMoRiEs U hAd GiVeN mE aLL tHeSe WhiLe... WhEn I m SaD, u WeRe 1 Of ThE fEw WhO LiStEnEd To Me AnD cHeErEd Me Up... U aSsUrEd Me ThAt U wUn LeAvE mE aLoNe HeRe... ThAnK u...]

.::WaLk WaLk::.

hiyaz diary...

juz returned from a walk... went alone cause juz wanna stone abit... after dinner went downstairs... sat at the garden downstairs... right beside the basketball court... watched people shoot... seemed to get some calmness from it, dunno why... juz focus on the chop sound... then after awhile got away from there... saw alot alot of stars on the way back... probably the most stars i ever saw at one time... saw the orion constellation also... and some arrow thingy and 2 super bright stars... well, looking at them comforted me in some way... then went to the lift lobby... stood there for a few minutes... dunno wad i m thinking also... now back le... somehow i feel better... maybe now is the time to do some studying... off i go le... bubbye diary...

[MaYbE i StiLL nEEd U tO iNjEcT sOMe MEaNiNg InTO My LiFe CaUsE rIgHt NoW, My LiFe FeELs MeAnInGLeSs WhEnEvEr I rEmInD mYsELf Of ThE FAcT tHaT i MuSt LeT u Go...]

.::AwAkEnInG sLaP::.

hiyaz diary...

honestly, i m damn sad now... cause today i finally gotten the awakening slap... i finally noe wad it all meant le... and the truth sucks... it hurts... alot... but i can't cry... cause there's no point anymore... not sure if i can divert my energy to something else such as studies right now... but i will try my best to put things behind me and concentrate on my studies le... actually the truth had always been smacked right in front of my face but i dunno y i only realised it about 3 months later... which is now... i m juz so naive...

these few days were sorta doing research for the hospitality courses that i can take up after a levels... found a few possible routes and plans... and i m even more sure i really wanna study hospitality after these few days of surfing the net for info... so there's nothing much to do now except to work hard and fulfill my aspirations thru my own efforts... sorta inspired by the senior in my sch who came back to share with us his story on how he worked hard and achieve wad he had achieved today... so ya...

i m so scared i can't bear to let go and say goodbye... really really scared... izzit a really tough road ahead? i m scared to take the first step... i m not sure if i have the courage also... wad if i dun? feeling lost... and confused maybe? is this the end already? do i really want a full stop to this story? i m only full of questions and no answers... i think my mind know wad's the best thing to do but how do i convince my heart?

[If I cAn HaVe OnE LaSt dAy WiTh U, i WiLL tReAsUrE iT... bUt ThE pRoBLeM iS, i DuNnO hOw To SaY gOoDbYe... MeMoRiEs ArE fUnNy ThInGs... ThEy CaN mAkE u HaPpY, bUt ThInK aBoUt It, WhEn U r ReMiNdEd Of ThE hApPy MeMoRiEs, DuN u UsUaLLy FeEL sAd BeCaUsE aLL tHoSe ThInGs HaPpEnEd In ThE pAsT aNd It WiLL nEvEr HaPPeN aGaIn... It Is ThE mEmOrY iTsELf ThAt MaKeS u ReaLiSe WhAt U hAvE aLrEaDy LoSt...]

.::WhEe::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no update... lazy la... nothing much happened also... except recently, took a liking to meeting chingz darling everyday... haha~ we practically meet up everyday since last wed until now... and we r still planning on meeting everyday for the rest of this week... lolz... sometimes meet to study, sometimes to eat and sometimes juz to stone... haha... we went to tm's bk and mos burger so often i think the people there can recognise us le... i also paiseh to go back so today we changed meeting place to pasir ris mac... the mac good ah... not much people one... lolz...

okiez... juz now went to punggol plaza with mummy ba... bought my favourite bread and mocha milk~ haha then we walk walk and went to eat ice cream... eat as we walk home... then along the way we sat down at the void deck and we talked about my papa and mama young that time dating de things... quite funny ah... realised my people were teenagers before also... hehe~ then talked about other things... then go home le... seldom talked to mummy lidat ba... so ya, enjoyable... =)

now slacking... today taking a rest cause the last 2 days got so many tests... so studied and studied and studied... (okiez, actually i spent more time slacking~) hence, i m now using that as an excuse to slack! well... actually, i got some things that i wanna blog abt ba... but then now that i m actually typing this out, i dun feel like it anymore~ cause i dun even noe where to start... haha? okiez... time to go slack and do other things... bubbye...

[A sMiLe So SwEeT aNd SiNcErE... iT jUz MaDe My DaY... =)]