.::GrInZ::.

hiyaz diary...

here i m again... though nothing much to blog... but since i m in a good mood, y not blog... haha...

today work again... but before work... went to citylink to get yanzhu and chingz's xmas presents... got a shirt for yanzhu and a cup for chingz~ then went to pacific coffee company to write letters for the 2 of them lo...

then met dine and joyce to go to hotel... changed and had our dinner there... then gave those 2 their presents... hope they like it ba... very scared they dun like then throw aside... >_<>

meeting chingz tml noon for coffee... looking forward to it ba~ can sit down and slack... ^_^ shall go and watch tv now le~ bubbye!

[StiLL wAnnA sAy ThAnKs FoR aLLoWiNg Me To HaVe A bIt Of DiGnItY LeFt... ^_^]

.::GooD dAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a good day ba~ met chingz at bugis to pei her buy shoes... then mindy came along... then we went to eat gelato ice cream... nice sia~ then went arcade play with them... had alot of fun~

then went to city hall meet dine and joyce... pei dine looked for a bag... then we went work... then today juz nice all of us working together at the same ballroom so yeahz... then had dinner at the staff canteen before going to work... today's food is nice... or at least i think so~ haha... then went to work lo... today the manager good mood... so wasn't too bad ba...

then me got 2 tables... but heng one table nv turn up at all... then in the end i left with one table... then when i served 2nd course, the captain told me to be drinks server... so drinks server i m! quite an easy job but hands will ache from holding the jug... lolz... then today time passed very fast... by 1030 dinner already ended le~ and it felt like "i thot dinner juz started?" haha... then i juz helped to clear table and the side station... then can go home le~ yay... happy, fast and good day at work... lolz... was in a good mood today ba... whole dinner smiling at the guests... -_- sounds crazy over here but yeahz...

well... hopefully from now on, i can stop thinking abt rubbish things and juz concentrate on my studies~ ^_^ now, i felt so relieved that finally everything is out ba... i dunno how to make ppl understand my feelings but i guess it's alright... actually, it may be signifying an end to everything and a new start for me~ finally~ haha... juz realised i wrote crap... ah nvm~ juz hope someone will be able to understand... ^_^

go le~ bubbye~

[HmMm... I kNoW u R bEiNg NiCe In A rEsPoNsIbLe WaY... ^_^ wHiCh JuZ mAdE mE LoVeS u MoRe~]

.::I dId It!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

today woken up by the phone... yuan lai my sis took leave today... so she asked me out for lunch... then i bathe lo... then weile ask me zap some worksheets for him, johnson and kevin... so i went to the shopping centre opposite my house to zap for them... but the machine like spoil... only zap half page de... lolz... so no choice... i go my old house boon keng there to zap... cost me $12 and also 15 mins of my time... lolz~ then went to bus stop meet my sis... then we took bus to millenia walk... then we chatted on the bus... i love my sis to bits! then we went sushi tei at millenia walk to eat... the sushi there is nice... the sticky rice tastes nicer... =)

then sis and me walked to suntec... went shopping... we went to fila... then saw this jacket nice and bought it~ happy! but means my pay gone also~ lolz... then we continue walk walk lo... then met kev at G2000 pass him notes... then said bye to my sis and went to the cinema to look for johnson and weile... we bought tickets... watched ocean's 12... like shit... dunno wad it is talking about throughout the show... dunno is because i nv watched ocean's 11 or because i dunno how to appreciate... after the movie, we 3 juz stared at the screen and laugh... haha... then i realise those 2 guys dun understand the show also... lolz... then we went arcade to play... ^_^

then we met benson and we went cartel for dinner... then we talk rubbish and ate our dinner~ then until 9 lidat lo... then johnson left to meet his frens... benson and weile went to the sports shops at suntec to see see~ then went to the koi garden to feed the kois... then walked to citylink with them...

then i went off to meet my les partner chingz at pacific coffee company... =) really les with her le lolz... one day never see also cannot... so late le but we still arranged to meet... then sat there until 1040... hehe... and the sweet darling bought me this precious moments calendar that's so beautiful! i loved it! thanks chingz!

and at the coffee joint, i suddenly decided i wanted to tell him how i feel about him... and i finally told him ba... was scared and whiny about it at first~ but chingz gave me support and encouragement lo... haha... so relieved when i finally told him... ^_^ then my phone of all times had to go low batt at this time! haha... stupid sia... but anyway, it's late le... so went home lo... then charged my phone and on it back... and he replied me! hehe... he made me a happy and relieved gal~ now feel like big rock gone from my heart~ finally can get a good sleep tonight ba... ^_^

then watched tv... and now chatting with chingz dine mindy and johnson as well as blogging... think shall go le... tml still got work and meeting chingz at bugis to look for shoes before work~ =) oh ya... bought a bag with chingz on sunday... was damn happy about it... cause looking for a bag for quite some time le ba... haha... go le~ nitey~

[ThAnKs ThAnKs ThAnKs! I dUnNo HoW i CaN tHaNk U eNoUgH!!! =)]

.::BiG bIg WoRLd::.

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling
it's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much...

Outside it's now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much...

I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
but when I open my eyes
you're gone...

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much...

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I too too will miss you much
miss you much...

[I mUsT LeArN tO bE bRaVe FoR yOu... CaUsE u GaVe Me ThE sTrEnGtH tO cArRy On...]

.::SuIcIdAL::.

hiyaz diary...

ever since the chalet, i have been having this attitude problem with everyone and even myself... haiz... i do not really about care about people's feelings anymore... i dun care if i m being mean or whatever... i juz wanna be bad and mean and alone... sighz... i dun wan to be lidat... i dun wan... but i can't help it...

after the chalet, i m supposed to work... i dunno wad i m thinking but i keep screwing up the whole night... people talk to me i m stoning and dun even noe they are talking to me... i poured the wrong drinks into the wrong glasses... everytime somebody talks, i keep thinking it's him... and then i will realise it's not him talking... argh~ i almost went crazy that day... everyone i see, i feel like they looks like him... oh god...

monday supposed to work also but i noe i didnt really have the mood so i juz found a replacement... and stoned at home... my heart was aching... i dunno how is that possible but it really hurts... cried for an hour in the shower... then began having suicidal thoughts... thinking of how good it would be if i can juz cut myself and let the pain in my heart subside... juz focus on the pain on my hand... but, i know it's wrong... i m already a lucky and blessed enough girl and i dun need those crap to make myself feel better... sighz...

shan't say much le ba... bubbye...

[I cAn'T bLaMe U fOr NoT bEiNg AbLe To FoRgEt HeR JuZ LiKe U cAn'T bLaMe Me FoR nOt BeInG aBLe To GeT oVeR yOu...]

.::CLaSs ChALeT::.

hiyaz diary...

went for the class chalet at costa sands east coast... the normal 3 days 2 nights lo...

first day... met up with weile at kovan ba... then went to his house to get the things he had bought... then we took cab to parkway to meet the rest... then we went to giant supermarket to buy the remaining stuff we haven bought... then bought pacific coffee company ice blended mocha... it's nice but starbucks still win~ lolz... since we got 8 ppl and so many things to carry, we juz took 2 cabs in to east coast park... then checked in... then slack in the room... playing ps2 and mahjong... then after that had barbeque... some of our teachers came also... then chatting together lo... after that 11 plus rained... so we went back to chalet le... again played mahjong and ps2... went to the beach and play water though it's kinda dark... then 1 plus we went out cycling... weile attempted to teach me how to cycle but in the end failed... lolz... i m a dumb student la cannot blame... =P first night nv do much also...

then morning came... 6 plus... all of us tired le... so we squeeze here and there on the bed to find a position to sleep... then again played mahjong and ps2 lo... and we wasted our whole morning and half the afternoon by staying inside the chalet playing mahjong and ps2... then 3 plus... decided to get out and do something else... lolz... dine and me were playing at the pond and dine caught a turtle... then all of us walked to tao nan school there de basketball courts to play basketball together... then right opposite the courts is marine parade library... went to the starbucks there to get my mocha frap~ heavenly! =) then dine and me saw a fitness corner not far from the bball courts and we went over to play... there's this horizontal bar and we juz flipped over it continuously and hanged there upside down for quite some time... used to do that in primary school alot... ^_^ now got chance to do it again, so i had a lot of fun with dine... then kev, johnson and weile came over to join us at the fitness corner... we taught johnson how to flip... lolz... after that we walked back to the chalet to bathe... by that time about 7 plus le... then bathe and we went out to have our dinner... but due to delays and the long walk, we only reached the eating place at about 9 plus... lolz... dunno is supper or dinner... we went to this east coast lagoon food centre which is near the bedok jetty and at the far end of east coast park to eat... it is very big there and the food there is quite nice... even the surroundings are nice... ^_^ had alot of food... satay, wanton mee, stingray, fried rice, beef horfun, hokkien prawn noodles, char kway teow... we juz shared here and there lo... finished eating at about close to 11 o clock and i drank so much sugarcane juice that i feel bloated all the way while walking back to the chalet... the walk back was quite nice... we juz walked past the quiet quiet places and talking about the movie shutter... lolz... went back chalet... guess what... we played ps2 and mahjong again... haha... then 2 plus... some of us lied down on the bed le... the second night only left 8 of us and there are 4 beds so everybody gets to have a place to sleep!!!

then we already switched off the lights le... then suddenly kevin decided that he doesn't want to sleep and began laming around... he became cranky and all of us except johnson and kang wei also got influenced by him and nv sleep... juz talk and do lame things... we keep trying not to let kang wei and johnson sleep but then ultimately, we gave up... lolz... we let them sleep... and kevin is still laming after an hour when on the first night, he's the one who's the first to go to bed... finally 4 plus, he became tired also and went to sleep which means the rest of us can sleep also... haha... then stupid yanzhu slept beside me and he kept kicking me... argh~ then dunno wad time i wake up after he kicked me again and i pek cek until cannot get back to sleep... lolz... then kev woke up also... then we heard yanzhu making weird sound... lolz... realised yanzhu grinds his teeth when he is sleeping... kevin still thot aircon spoilt and that's why got weird sound... haha... then we 2 went back to sleep again... keep on drifting in and out of sleep... woke up at 10 in the morning... then kev asked me if he did woke up and find me awake and hearing yz making that sound or izzit just a dream... haha... guess when u sleep, u forget wad happened sometimes... by right we supposed to check out by 1030... but then all of us lazy... though woke up and brush teeth le, we still sit on the bed and all talk together... some of us went back to sleep again... lolz... then 1130 lidat the cleaning auntie came to our room to clean up so we no choice but to leave lo...

and me and dine shared a cab home... so that's how the chalet went... it was not very fun i shall say as we didnt really do alot of things... but then it's a form of relaxation ba... can juz be without worries even though it's juz for a few days... yep... go le~ bubbye...

[WhAt ShaLL i Do? I m FaLLiNg In DeEpEr EaCh DaY... tHe mOrE i SeE u, ThE mOrE i M aWaRe Of ThE dIsTaNcE bEtWeEn Us... WhY m I fEeLiNg ThE pAiN nOw?]

.::WoRk::.

hiyaz diary...

long time never blog le cause busy working... hardly even have enough time to sleep much less blog... hehe... so working at marina mandarin now with benson, dine, joyce, yanzhu and chingz! haha... out of the previous hotels i worked before, i like this hotel the best! it's much easier here and the colleagues, captains and managers here are so much much more friendly than the previous hotels... i have learned a lot of things here... hehe... and i look forward to working everyday... lolz... like a bit psychotic la... looks forward to working... but got $$$ i wouldn't mind! =)

then this hotel got a pool garden where they actually hold functions sometimes... i worked there once and it's such a nice place!!! windy and nice night view! can see suntec city and conrad in a different perspective... =) i m a happy gal now... ^_^ this year is going to over soon le... hopefully next year will be a fruitful one! =)

go watch tv le... bubbye~

[DoN't YoU rEaLiSe YoUr HaPpInEsS iS wHaT mAtTeRs To Me NoW? caLL mE sTuPId BuT tHaT's HoW mUcH yOu MeAnT tO mE...]

.::HaPPy BiRtHdAy To Me::.

hiyaz diary...

today's such a happy day!!! well... morning woke up by messages... and wanna thanks those who messaged me especially those who messaged me at 12am... lolz... thanks chingz and joyce most importantly! =) okiez...

so was like meeting dine and joyce at plaza sing at 1230 de... then who noes 1130 joyce called me... said smth like : u ready yet? can u come down? i m at ur house downstairs... then i was like huh? wad? haha can't believe my ears... so went down... then the sweet darling bought me this oreo cheesecake from starbucks and specially brought it to my house for me... then she gave me my present and then we set off for orchard to meet dine... reached ps on time... then met dine... went shopping... then she got her things quite fast... so we had quite some time to spare... so we went cine to watch movie... bridget jones diary... it was a sweet and romantic show la... =) okiez... then we took train to tampines lo... cause jenny told me to go tampines small mac wait for her at 6 pm to have dinner with her...

then pei joyce go food court buy dinner for her mom... and those 2 girls then said they have to go le and said bye to me... and then i went to small mac wait lo... haha... and then i saw johnson walking very fast past me... dun think he saw me so i called him la... then he turned... asked him where he going he said mrt... then i asked... oh for wad? then he stupidly tell me oh meet kevin at mrt then meet jenny then meet u lo... lolz... and i realise they r in this together... lolz... but he say i m not supposed to noe so he juz went to the mrt while i continue to wait for jenny... haha then jenny came and i told him i saw johnson le and he told me everything le... jenny then gave me a present she and joanne bought for me... a bracelet from perlini's silver... i like it... at this point of time, i still thot is only me jenny johnson and kevin only... who knows... jenny bring me to tm's fish and co... then say table for 10... oh my god! 10!??? then jenny still refused to tell me got who else... and then the other 8 including kevin and johnson finally came... and joyce and dine was with them also~ -_- haha tio stunned... those 2 girls r such good actresses! kept it from me the whole noon when they knew it all along! oh manz... i was so surprised... haha... there were kevin, johnson,weile, benson, yanzhu, kang wei, joyce and geraldine... then one by one they wished me happy birthday... but too bad joyce and dine nv joined us for dinner la as they had to go home... so only the 6 guys, jenny and me! well... then eat lo... food not too bad la... =) then, the guys gave me a gift after the dinner... was a black tee... heard that they got it together juz b4 they came for dinner... haha... apparently, i was told the design was chosen by dine and joyce and the colour by all of them except weile who voted for brown... lolz appreciated it alot... ^_^ and then they took out a cake... and the cake was super funny... a orange chiffon cake... oh manz... then they put candles on it... then sang me birthday song... lolz... so embarrassed but happy of coz...

after that they asked me where to go... so i suggested go play pool lo... at first i dun intend to play de cause i dunno how to and i nv play before... but then in the end they tell me to anyhow hit also can so i just play lo... first game me and jenny played against kevin and johnson... haha... we almost won but they got the black ball in first... so tough luck there... then me and jenny played ourselves... then we played with weile and johnson... this time they won us hands down... haha... then me and jenny played ourselves again lolz... then 10 plus we left le... the guys told me and jenny dun need pay for the pool~ haha... so we accepted their offer... =P then we sit outside the pavilion stairs to talk talk~ ^_^ and we saw a girl sitting some bench in front of us with her back towards us... think her jeans is kinda low cut so we sorta saw her ermmm backside... =x er xin lo... lolz... we laughed like mad... then stupid weile keep teasing kevin... keep asking him to send me home cause it's late... and all the other guys like dunno y decided to follow weile and keep teasing the both of us... wished i had a hole to hide... oh manz... so in the end most of them took bus at the interchange while only me, yanzhu and kev took the MRT... yanzhu going to bedok so different train as us... bahz... and stupid yanzhu keep pushing me and kevin together -_- *aRgH* then on the train back to pasir ris, so embarrassed worz... dunno wad to say to kevin... especially after all the teasing... heng he started conversation for most of the time... there were short moments of silence which were so embarrassing!!! argh~ then we went our separate ways at pasir ris ba... then took cab home...

reached home le... my sister-in-law bought a cake for me and my family sang me a birthay song and cut cake lo... all in all, i had a memorable day ba... this is probably one of my happiest birthday for my 17 years le... cause seldom celebrate with so many people de... normally only my close friends... and also for the last few days i was still hoping to have a meal together with my classmates for my birthday and it really happened for me... i dunno how many thank yous i told my classmates especially to jenny and joyce... lolz... i m beoming naggy~ but i was so touched by the things they had done for me especially jenny for organising this thingy... so anyway... it's late now... think i better go prepare for sleep le~ tml first day of work le... hehe... hope i wun screw up... well, nitey~

[It'S jUsT LiKe A dReAm CoMe TrUe... A dReAm WhIcH cOnSiStS oF mE aNd YoU... HoW cAn I eVeR sAy It EnOuGh? My FeeLiNgS fOr U gReW wItH eAcH dAy... I LoVe YoU...]

.::NoThInG iN pArTiCuLaR::.

hiyaz diary...

a few days never blog le... my days were spent doing homework or slacking... haha... interesting life huh? so much things happened on thursday... sighz... until i dunno wad to think anymore... should we as humans actually believe in fate? wad happens if one day, u met someone who seems to be fated for u but ur heart is not with that someone? should one juz give up and resign to fate? haiz... guess i m not making sense here... nvm... the tall tree there shall stand firm and strong... i m going to start doing something to my life!!!

[I wUn GiVe Up... NoT uNtIL i tRiEd AnD fAiLeD...]

.::WoRRiEs WoRRiEs WoRRiEs::.

hiyaz diary...

i m back again... been worrying a lot these 2 days... working has made me realise how hard it is to earn money? and then this made me realise that i only have one year's time left to be a full time student before i have to work and be independent... and the thought is scary... =( it's like i haven even play enuff and then suddenly i m thrown to the harsh outside world... sighz... and they always say working is difficult... so must treasure life as a student... but i only got 1 year left!!! argh... and like we all know... one year is actually vey fast de... haiz... then also like in a few years' time will be twenty years old le... got 2 in front of my age le!!! oh manz... like so old lidat... >_<

and then next year... like so many things also unknown... everything also like unpredictable... sighz... maybe i shouldn't worry too much and juz take one step at a time? okiez... enough of crapping... shall go le bubbye~

[GeT mE oUt Of HeRe]

.::ThE fOrGoTtEn::.

hiyaz diary...

today finally dun need work... hee... last night when came back from work legs like no feeling de... =P slept like a log after that until overslept this morning... meeting joyce at 1230 de but i 1145 lidat then wake up... = somemore need to bathe... hee in the end i was late... then rushed to cineleisure buy tickets... watch the forgotten this time... i think it's quite nice! and it's a happy ending... ^_^

after that we went to suki sushi and had the lunch buffet... we ate from 240 till 540... haha... i m such a pig... we eat until we want to puke... lolz... all in all we had 20 plus plates of sushi, handroll, soft shell crab blah blah blah... plus 2 chawanmushi... by 5 o clock, we are like so dead already but still continue to eat... haha... so for 3 hours, we ate, we chatted, we rested and we eat again... lolz... so fun~ after that walked around aimlessly... hee then went home le... cause i feeling tired also... now slacking at home... =)

shall go le~ bubbye!

[I wOnDeR wHaT dOeS tHe FuTuRe HoLdS fOr aLL oF uS?]

.::FiRsT dAy At WoRk::.

hiyaz diary...

today first day of work at pan pacific hotel banquet... woke up at 8 plus... then went boon keng to take bus... juz nice mindy called me and since i m sorta early, i went for breakfast with her at mac... she also going to work but at parkway... so... talked crap with her for awhile but after that got to rush to work le... sighz... first day without frens quite scary de... hehe... cause wad also dunno... so everything also blur blur de... >_< but fortunately, i met a auntie... she very kind... haha... asked me to partner with her and then she keep guiding me throughout the day... yu dao gui ren le... haha... then finally 5pm come le~ yay... can go off... the guy in charge keep asking me to work till 11pm... -_- but i very tired le... so i say dun wan... heng ah~ if not my legs will break~ they r aching now... haha... but well... think of the money~ $_$

now slacking at home... hmmm~ shall go le~ bubbye!

[HoW cAn I eVeR LeT u KnOw HoW iMpORtAnT yOu ArE tO mE?]

.::ShUtTeR::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to watch shutter with xinyi and joyce... it was a ok movie... at least it is a horror movie with a plot~ and i like the ending! =) before the movie, we went to eat subway... it was nice... like the bread and cookies...

after the movie we went to starbucks again... and sat there to crap... me and xinyi ate the blueberry bagel there and joyce ordered a potato salad... then 7 plus we went home le...

hmmm... nothing much ba... bubbye~

[WhY oF aLL tImEs ThAt U cHoSe ThIs TiMe To TaLk To Me AgAiN?]

.::LaDDeR 49::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to cine to watch ladder 49 with joyce dine and benson... well... the show was quite nice ba... from the start of the show, i already sorta can understand how difficult it is to actually be a firefighter... bleahz and by the end of the show, a firefighter really has a lot of responsibility on him and he has to bear certain consequences when he takes on the job... okiez... that's all ba...

then went to bugis to get salary with all of them... then went to V8 movies cafe eat... had their fish and chips... didn't know their lemon tea is seasons lemon tea so i ordered it... argh~ i dun like to drink that... >_< but nvm... and dine ordered a brownie with ice cream... and oh my god... the ice cream is damn big... like one big ball of ice-cream piled on the brownie... oh manz! but it looks delicious... then went shopping awhile... then went home le ba...

sighz... off i go~

[If U aSk Me, I tHiNk I wAnNa Be Ur GuArDiAn AnGeL... JuZ cArInG fOr U iN sILeNcE fOrEvEr... TiLL tHe EnD oF tImE...]

.::SuRvEyOr::.

hiyaz diary...

went to be a surveyor today for northeast cdc at tampines with joyce and 2 other guys... thanks to joyce i got this job... haha... went to eat bk breakfast with her first before meeting the other 2 guys... then started the survey... not bad ba... quite easy to ask ppl to do... at least easier than asking people to buy something and donate money... -_- somemore these surveys come with a free gift... so i guess people will feel more justified in doing the survey? haha... cause at least they get a little bit of incentive... okiez... then 1 lidat went to bukit batok there... to know more about another job... but that job like cheat ppl one... so not really interested... went back to tampines... then went to coffee bean slack... and then i got pissed after that so i shan't write about that...

came home... watched tv... slack... come online... blah blah blah... juz got off the phone with wl... i couldn't stop laughing... he's comical anytime anywhere! we gossiped like nobody's business... which reminds me how i last time always used to do all this with chingz!!! haha... miss ya, chingz!!! now tired le... shall chat with joyce le~ nitey~

[If OnLy WhAt ThAt GuY sAiD iS tRuE hUh??? ThEn I wiLL bE a HaPPy GaL...]

.::FiNaLLy GoT jObS Le!::.

hiyaz diary...

today school quite slack... talked to joyce throughout all the lectures... lolz... lidat might as well dun go lectures sia... but well... *sHrUgZ* then after lessons went to look for job again... this time 6 of us went to pan pac... and they employed us right on the spot... after filling in the form, they juz employed us... so they gave us to work on next weekend first... luckily is morning shift only... 11am-5pm... i like the time... not like last time must work until so late... >_<

after that went to cafe cartel to eat... shared fish and chips with joyce... almost flared up at her when ordering food... cause mood no good and my patience is running thin throughout the day... after that initially wanted to go back to pasir ris with joyce de... cause she got cca... but in the end, we never go back pasir ris also cause she's already late for her cca so might as well dun go... alighted at tampines mrt instead and went to buy dried guava! =) then joyce took bus number 3 with me from tampines though it will take a long long time than if i juz take from pasir ris... but dun care la... we juz sit and talk for dunno how long... then she went to my house there de interchange to take a bus home... sorry joyce! cannot pei u all the way... went home to slack, watch tv and come online ba... very tired le... shall go sleep now... bubbye...

[Ni DaO dI dOnG bU dOnG dE? HaIyO...]

.::Pw Is OvEr!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

today is the end of pw~ the project file has been handed in today le... well... today very slack ba... my school still has one more week of lectures for us... sighz... >_< all other schools already stopped lessons le!!! argh... sianz... had 2 periods of maths first thing in the morning... wa lao... it's unbearable manz! by the end of the 1st period, already becoming restless... lolz... sianz ah! then after maths is pw all the way le till about 12 plus before going for chem lecture... then after chem pon physics lect cause it's a double period again... ^_^ went to one class room and help joyce's group with their pw file... felt happy that i m able to help them... and wanna say thanks joyce... appreciate u making a chance for me with him... but then some things will never be the same again ba...

after that went home... helped my mom with a little bit of cooking and then went to sleep... tired... today had a sumptuous dinner... cause brother going on his honeymoon tonight so mom decided to cook something nice for them before they go airport... nice~ then had cheese cake that my sis in law bought for me... shiok manz the cheese! ^_^ then went to punggol plaza with mom to get some clothes from the laundry there... then went to ntuc to walk... bought apples and grapes... and the 2 of us went home and finished all the grapes by ourselves... full now! now crapping on msn with joyce... haha... suaning her about certain things...

go and play game with joyce le... bubbye~

[WiLL u ReaLiSe It OnE dAy? If So, WhEn? I tHiNk I nEeD u To CaRrY oN...]

.::JoB sEaRcHiNg::.

hiyaz diary...

went to fill up forms at various hotels today with some classmates... searching for jobs... >_< there were a total of 5 of us... all broke teenagers... lolz... went to marina mandarin and pan pacific hotel... too bad joyce can't join us today... but tml going fullerton hotel also... it's always good to have something to fall back on... so i guess juz playing safe ba to go to more hotels... after that go home cause i having a headache due to lack of sleep... slept at 5 last night and woke up at 9... bleahz... cannot get to sleep at all last night...

came home and mummy cooked porridge for dinner... it is only recently did i realise how important it is for girls to at least know how to cook a few simple dishes... so i m trying to learn from my mummy while i m free... ^_^ hopefully, in the future, i can cook well... lolz... everybody reading this, please dun puke okiez! =) i m serious about learning!

watching guess show now... shall go le... bubbye~

[WhY iZzIt ThAt I nEvEr EvEr DrEaMt AbOuT u BeFoRe?]

.::ThE pRiNcEsS dIaRiEs 2::.

hiyaz diary...

today went back to school to settle the GPF in the morning... we were one of the early few to reach school first... sat at the benches and did work... then slowly, my classmates showed up... hee, so we all sat at the benches in one row and talked crap la... after that meet audi for pw stuff la... boring as usual... and i was so happy today! cause me and joyce organised a class chalet... at first i still scared nobody will want to go... but from today's response from my class, they seem quite enthu about it... nearly everybody is staying for 2 nights... and i m so so glad! =D even those like heck care de classmates also going... oh man! that kind of feeling think only joyce will understand... lolz... then 2 plus went to tm with dine and joyce... had long john's silver for lunch... long time never eat le, their fish seems to be getting better... ^_^

after that walked around tm and went to bought movie tickets for princess diaries 2... went to bought dried guava while waiting for xinyi to come... hee... then after that ditched dine at mac cause she didn't want to watch the movie... so it's juz me, joyce and xinyi! haha... the movie was nice... we were crooning over how the story is so sweet! lolz... i enjoyed myself~ then after the movie, didn't want to go home yet so we 3 went to starbucks and juz sat down to gossip... =P girls shall always be girls... had my mocha frap as usual... ^_^ but xinyi said not nice! >_< but well, i guess we all had different tastes... hehe... and then we juz crapped at starbucks for about 2 hours ba... and we all laughed like crazy... the things we were talking about were really crappy and me and joyce even laugh until cry... buay tahan okiez... never laugh so hard for a long time... ^_^ then after that went home le... thanks joyce and xinyi~ i had a great time with u all... ^_^

okiez... now shall go watch tv le... bubbye~

[Ur EyEs ArE nIcE! =P]

.::ThE doLL mAsTeR::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to meet joyce and benson at the school's bus stop cause we r going to east coast to book a barbeque pit... cause we r finally having a class chalet!!! kinda excited about it... then took 53 from school to the airport and then took 36 from there to go to east coast... we 3 crapped along the way... then we went to gelare cafe for our lunch... i had the ham and cheese sandwich there... it was nice... then me and joyce went to book the pit while benson stayed at the cafe... after that, joyce went outside to fetch dine in... hee... then me went back to the cafe lo... after dine came, the four of us shared a ice cream chocolate waffle with 4 scoops of ice cream... heavenly... ^_^ why does ice cream always taste so good with waffles? lolz...

after that we 4 took a cab to marina square cause we r late for the movie... we r meeting weile there so we went to the cinema to buy tickets first... watched the doll master... the show is at 440 but we only bought tickets at about 450 lidat... y? cause we got lost!!! lolz... we were walking up and down but juz can't get to the cinema... it was so funny okiez... laughing all the way while we r searching for the cinema... but when we went in at 450, it's still showing advertisements... the show was not too bad... but i can't stand a toilet scene that was in the movie... i was so freaked out by that and so i juz covered my eyes together with joyce who sat beside me... lolz... i can't stand myself also... but no choice la... i m a scaredy cat... hehe...

after that we walked over to suntec to send benson off to his guitar lessons... then weile said he wanted to leave also... so me joyce and dine stalked him home... lolz... took the same bus with him and all that... it was quite comical as he keeps turning his head back all the way to see if we are still following him... and we are~ until we all got on the same bus that we decided to give up... haha... then we juz sat all the way back to serangoon interchange la... then we went home le... hehe... dumb weile...

shall go now! bubbye~

[I dIdN't KnOw I cAn Be So NaIvE]

.::MeAnInGfuL::.

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go ! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.

It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time!

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing ! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love : fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

.::HiS bIrThDaY::.

hiyaz diary...

today actually no need go school de... but have to do pw la... so went to school lo... did pw from morning 9 until 6 in the evening... but in between got slack alot la... hehe... today was ok ba... not very stress... gave him his present... dunno if he will like it...

after pw went back to the bball court that i went with jenny during june during his team de bball matches with joyce and geraldine... dunno y, but i have always been wanting to go back to that place ever since after june? and finally, today i went back... well... the place is still the same... the shops, the courts... everything... wad is different is juz the time ba... yeahz... going to that place got me thinking about rubbish again...

shall go do more pw now... bubbye~

[I m ScArInG mYsELf WiTh ThE wAy ThInGs ArE gOiNg... OuT oF cOnTroL...]

.::OuT wItH jOyCe & GeRaLdInE::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up around 10 plus... had oats for breakfast and watched hong kong serials again... then went to orchard with joyce and geraldine... wanted to buy his present cause his birthday is tomorrow... and joyce is looking for a present for sze teng too... so we walked from dhoby ghaut to orchard mrt and then to wheelock place... saw a dri fit basketball t-shirt yesterday at suntec's b.i.r.d shop which is so nice!!! but today go wheelock place's nike shop, they dun have that design... then went to the b.i.r.d shop at shaw centre but they dun have medium size... the sales assistant called suntec's b.i.r.d outlet for us but there also no more medium size... argh!!! pek cek cause i really like that shirt a lot and i think he will like it also... damn dissappointed... so no choice have to walk back to wheelock place's nike shop again to get a black dri-fit sleeveless jersey top for him... then went to borders trying to find some nice wrapping paper... but great, they all look girlish... so walked to taka... sighz... finally found nice wrapping paper and wrapped everything up... joyce and geraldine bought a adidas bottle for sze teng... had that wrapped also... then we walked to paragon to have dinner... went to spagheddies for dinner... their spaghetti are nice... =) after that walk to orchard mrt's popular to get geraldine's cue cards... then went home le... leg hurts... think my sprain still haven heal completely...

juz wrote a letter to him cause want to give it to him together with his birthday present... today joyce told me she talked to him that day and it appears he's sad lately... it seems that he can't sleep also... so wanted to cheer him up in the letter ba... gotta go for now... bubbye~

[I jUz HoPe U wiLL bE hApPy, AnD dEfInIteLy NoT bEcOmE LiKe Me... I aLsO dUnNo WhY i M sO sAd WhEn I SeE u BeInG SaD...]

.::BrOtHeR's WeDdInG::.

hiyaz diary...

today is brother's wedding... woke up at 6 plus... then bathe and sis made my hair for me... then changed and go and fetch bride le... oh well, i guess it's true when they say girls are most pretty on their wedding day... then after that the bride's friends made my brother drink milo with a egg inside before they let him in... disgusting drink... and he still have to sing... haha... quite funny... then went to punggol mrt to take some photos... ok i know it's a weird place to take photos but cause it was raining la... cannot take at those outdoor nice nice places...

then went back to punggol house... had breakfast there... after that slacked at home until 4 plus... watched the dvd hot chick with my sis... then 4 plus prepare for the banquet dinner... reached pan pacific hotel and met mindy there... my bro invited her also... then went up to the hotel room to rest awhile... sis ordered a club sandwich and fries from room service and it tastes so good man!!! but it's expensive also... $21 for juz a sandwich with fries... then went to the ballroom le... be receptionist with my sister while mindy is the usher... haha... then dinner commence... it's very interesting to watch the banquet staff working cause it's like last time i also work before mahz... so i juz find it interesting... then whole night took alot of photos on the digital cam with my sis, bro-in-law, mindy... haha... practically took 100 plus photos... then we didn't eat much of the courses also... busy walking in and out and talking... rubbish de... then stayed at the hotel for the night with the newly weds, their close friends and mindy... slept at 4 plus though we are dead beat...

next morning which is saturday, mindy went to my house... then juz slacked at my house... about 4 pm lidat, we went to bugis with my sis and mom... mindy brought them to a place to eat dessert... nice... then shopped at bugis... after that we went suntec city... went to eat marche together... had pizza, calamari, mango crepe and waffle ice cream... oh manz, i love the ice cream waffle... they rocks... but everything at marche also tastes nice... then shopped somemore at suntec... then me and mom went to kovan to rent hong kong serials... then went home le lo...

shall go watch my show now le... bubbye~

[WhY iS iT tHaT u HaVe SuCh A bIg EfFeCt On My MoOd? I fEeL sO uSeLeSs FoR i M uNaBLe To EvEn CoNtRoL mY oWn MoOd...]

.::LaSt DaY oF tErM::.

hiyaz diary...

today rained!!! argh~ and my last pe lesson of the year is juz gone lidat.. damn... still thought can play ball de... sighz... last pe lesson also dun allow me to play with my class... sad manz... =( then skipped a few lectures cause i wasn't really in the mood to go for lessons la... stayed in a classroom for the rest of the day with joyce...

then had pw in the afternoon... -_- practiced a bit for op ba... boo... my part is like less than 5 minutes... sighz... troublesome la... still have to write a 5 minute speech and all that... then he drew on my hand with a pen... -_- after that he said will wash my hand for me after pw... and he did... he juz held my hand and use a tissue to wipe it... oh manz... embarrassed like hell... he held my hand!!! and today is 28th again le... 1 more month... sighz...

and brother getting married tml le... hopefully, i can get to sleep today cause i will need energy tomorrow... bubbye...

[CaN YoU fEeL mY hEaRt BeAtInG aNd HeAr mY bReAtHiNg? ThEy ArE StiLL gOiNg On All bEcAuSe Of YoU...]

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

juz a continuation of the earlier entry... wanna thanks weile also... he messaged me and asked me if i m alright and y i cried... sighz... and he juz wrote me such a sweet testimonial... it's good to know there are still people who cares... sighz... thanks man...

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

i had a totally BAD day today... today slept at about like 3.30 am... slept for 3 hours then wake up... sianz... then go school for flag raising and then it's free period until 10.40 pm? like totally waste of my time... spent those free periods in class reading my story book and trying to catch some winks... but well, i was like can't get to sleep and totally not tired... but i m in such a bad bad mood! dun feel like talking to people manz... juz wanna stone there... u get wad i mean? and then went for 2 lectures... after lectures still have to go back to the class for project work... ah!!! stone and slack in the classroom lo... then suddenly geraldine was like came over to talk to me... she talked about the old times she had with me for this past few months... then i got sad, the more she say, the more i realised i m gonna miss her... and i cried in class... (-_-) i was like oh shit, can't stop... but well... must say thanks to all those who bothered about me and asked me if i m ok... like joyce, jenny, geraldine, mallory, benson, yanzhu... well, maybe they can't see this but still thanks ya... and i can't believe i cried in class... that's so embarrassing can... sighz... i sucks... =(

also dunno i cry for wad la... partly, i know it's because i m really sad some of my classmates can't get promoted and will be leaving us... but i guess the other part has got to do with him again ya? i think i m so screwed this time round... wad had happened?!! i lose sleep over him, i cry over him... when will i wake up? i need someone to slap me manz... argh!!! then went home le... received jenny's sms... quite touched ba... haiz... when will i learn to be contented with life? out~ bubbye...

[ThErE's So MuCh I wAnNa SaY tO yOu BuT i NeVeR SuCcEeDeD gEtTiNg It aLL oUt... MaYbE 1 dAy, Ya 1 DaY u WiLL kNoW...]

.::CrAp::.

[Don't know what to say, i never meant to feel this way... falling so hard so fast this time... how did I fall in love with you? i also dunno ba... maybe one day i will know why we are not meant to be... i can't do with and without you... with you, reality sets in even more painfully... but without you, i am at a loss... wad must i do before i can put you behind me and juz treat u as a friend? late at night, i stay up and lost the will to sleep... so i shall juz wait for the day and the courage for me to tell u everything...

.::LaSt FLiGhT oUt::.

my all time favourite song since secondary 2... ^_^

"Last Flight Out"

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop

[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you
I'll takeThe last flight out

I'm afraid that You will leave
As my secrets Have been revealed
In my dreams You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start toI'll never stop

[c h o r u s]

I cannot hold back The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more

[c h o r u s]

.::I aM a PiG!::.

hiyaz diary...

i feel like a pig today! =) but a happy pig... ^_^ went out at around noon with my mom, sis, bro and sis-inlaw... dropped my mom off at ang mo kio... then went to eat bak kut teh and minced pork noodle with the others at balestier... juz had some bak kut... nice... after that went orchard shopping with my sis... bought 2 giordano shirts... then walked somemore... then went marche eat waffles and crepes... their ice cream is still as good as ever manz... then shopped around heeren and og... after that walked to dhoby ghaut... decided to rest awhile... so went to cafe cartel... had some garlic herb bread which tasted like pizza... then just sat there while waiting for my bro in law to join us for dinner... had mushroom and ham pasta and some soft shell crab with prawns thingy... pig~ after that still drank the oreo minty milkshake... oh my god!!! that drink is heavenly!!! and i m still a happy and bloated pig... then anyhow walk around ba... my bro in law then drove me home... and he gave me his samsung phone which i dunno why... but since he give me then take lo... hiakz~

and it's again back to school tml... oh my god... sianz~ lessons lessons lessons... -_- that's all for now... bubbye~

[FoR yOu, I wOuLd TaKe ThE LaSt fLiGhT oUt...]

.::BoReD bOrEd::.

hiyaz diary...

bored now so thought of blogging... today had a long day... well, in fact, this week had been a long week... everyday 12 plus actually school end le... but still have to stay back to do pw... everytime got free period, also pw... sianz anotz!

switched handphone with xinyi for awhile... flip phones are so cool! ^_^

hmmm... now my cg rep also know some things le... haha... dunno if it's a gd thing or bad thing also... also dunno y i said it out... i mean, i dun planned to let anybody in the class know... but well... juz let it be ba...

today slacked in classroom after pw... oh manz... a fren of my classmate is so cute!!! he is playing the guitar and singing in the class... he juz blew me away man... haha... so was like being mesmerised together with my cg rep... and shalini was so funny... everyone now treats her like disease lidat manz...

then went home... had dinner outside with mummy... then walked around a bit... then went home... became a couch potato... watched singapore idol results... sylvester is really ke ai when he smiles... haha... he got that kind of charm or x-factor ba...

haiz... a classmate juz played a joke on me... somemore is regarding affairs of the heart... lamer... spoil my mood... >_<

[I aLsO dUnNo WhAt To SaY La, MaYbE i ShOuLd GiVe Up... JuSt Be HaPpY...]

.::SpRaInEd LeG::.

hiyaz diary...

today had pe... then played basketball with my class... today fun ba... cause at least never feel extra in the court... the guys also keep passing to us girls even we can't really play well ba... haha... and i sprained my leg... sighz... and we girls violent towards each other during the game... i accidentally scratched my cg rep... hehe... then she always snatch my ball from behind!!! then in the end, we always pull my cg rep's hand dun let her get the ball... haha... foul sia! but no hard feelings ba... then played for like 2 periods... skipped physics and gp lecture cause we all dun feel like going... after that had pw... *wAd'S nEw?* then went home... somehow too tired, so slept on the sofa while still in my uniform... -_- and my leg seems to be hurting even more after i bathe... sighz... morning still can walk normally, but now is officially limping... long time nv sprain leg le... haha...

watched one whole night of tv today... the new show at 9 pm on channel 8 seems to be quite nice... ^_^ and now channel 8 is showing one more new show, romancing hong kong... looks nice... go and watch le... bubbye~

[DuN wAn To SeE tHe TrUtH La... TeLL mE tHiNgS aRe nOt WhAt I tHiNk It Is...]

.::OpEn HoUsE::.

hiyaz diary...

today is my school de open house... fortunately, i m not involved in anything at all... so i juz went to sch to slack with joanne... then around 10am, too bored le... so decided not to stay for the open house and i went home... haha~ then watched dvd lo... nothing much to do... then got a slight fever... probably from lack of sleep and my toothache... so went to sleep at 4... woke up at around 7 plus and had chicken porridge for dinner which my mummy cooked... after that went to punggol plaza walk walk... bought earphones cause mine was spoilt... after that, mummy forced me go dentist to make an appointment... =( i m scared of dentists!!! but guess i have to face it anyway... so booked an appointment for tml... gonna do 3 fillings... shit manz... *BiTeS fInGeRs* i m so not looking forward to it!

anyway, shall go le... feel like sleeping again... piggy~

[HoPe Ur NeCk Ok Le Ba... HaIz...]

.::SiAnZ::.

hiyaz diary...

currently bored with life... =( nothing much to do in school... most of the people in my class are skipping and dun even bother to come to sch... and the class is like half dead everyday... it's just so boring! haiz... i hate school... and i hate my life sometimes too... sighz... sometimes things aren't going too good and i will just feel depressed and want to give up? been sleeping late everyday... cause thinking about too many things so can't get to sleep... and even if i tried to sleep, i juz end up lying in bed with my eyes wide open for a long time and thinking about shitty stuff... and great, i end up feeling even more down... in front of everyone, still have to pretend i am ok and still must put on a smile... but reality still sunk in whenever i m alone... on top of that, my tooth is hurting again... and maybe that's the main reason y i m in such a bad mood in the first place... haiz... screw myself...

went to watch wimbledon juz now... it was ok i guess... it's just like watching a real tennis match but with a plot and romance in it... sighz, time to stone... bubbye...

[WhErE aRe ThE sTaRs WhEn U nEeD tHeM? sOmE tHiNgS cAn'T bE sEeN fOr ThEy MuSt Be FeLt WiTh ThE hEaRt... CaN u FeeL iT?]

.::PrOmOs::.

hiyaz diary...

and doom is here... promos had started? thankfully, i only need to endure 2 days of it and i m free! and then it's time to slack, slack, S-L-A-C-K... ^_^ can watch movies and vcds, sleep, play some games on the xbox, read my favourite book and shop till i drop... i can't wait for 6th Oct to come~

i almost can't believe my brother is getting married in 3 weeks time... yes 3 weeks... say bye bye to freedom and bachelor status kor... say bubbye~ okiez... i m being lame here... -_-

currently addicted on the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre tv serial... didn't really like such "martial-arts" shows but i was bored one saturday night and decided to watch... wrong move~ ever since then, i m officially hooked... the show on sunday 11 am channel 8 also not too bad though it's a repeat... niccce~ ^_^ i swear i m going to become a couch potato after promos...

currently, i shall juz resign to fate and continue my chem revision~ but it's nice to remind myself of the relaxation that comes after all the big fuss... nitey~

[I jUsT wAnT tO sEe A hApPy YoU FoR i ReaLiSe It HuRtS mE tO sEe U sAd AnD tRoUbLeD... iT's HaRd To TeLL yOuR mInD tO sToP LoViNg SoMeOnE wHeN yOuR hEaRt StiLL dOeS... wHy DoEsN't ThE hEaRt Do ThE mInD's BiDdInG?]

.::ThInKiNg oF yOu::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a lame day at school... was fooling around with my friends the whole day and basically in a good mood... after school stayed back with some friends to do maths... feel accomplished... ^^ haiz, promos coming le... =( couldn't wait for it to be over then can at least rest and slack a bit... sighz...

pe lessons are fun recently... the pe department actually have a conscience... haha... they had been letting us play games for the past 4 months... and now they even allow us to play intra-class games on wednesdays which are usually "running day" cause they feel that our promos are coming and we need to relax... lolz... lame huh? so means games games and more games! whee~ it's always fun to play with ur class ba...

nothing much le ba... juz blogging for fun... =)

[I kNoW nO mAtTeR wHeRe I gO, u WuN bE fAr CaUsE u WiLL aLwAyS bE iN mY mInD... u WiLL nEvEr ReALiSe HoW mUcH i MiSs U eVeRyDaY...]

.::QuiLL::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to orchard in the afternoon... shopped around for shoes... cause brother getting married soon le... haiz... have to buy shoes buy clothes buy accessories... it's giving me a headache... =|

then went to watch movie at night... watched "quill"... oh my god, it's such a nice show... it has a very touching plot... then ending really very sad lehz! the cinema got a lot of people cry including me... *sIgHz* first time i cried in a movie? and when walk out of the cinema so malu can... *ThRoW fAcE* thank god i m not the only one... haha...

and monday is coming soon... which means school? >_< which also means end of holidays and start of mugging... >_< >_< go sleep le! bubbye~

["SoMe PeOpLe wAnT iT aLL
BuT I dOn'T wAnT nOtHiNg At All
If It aIn'T yOu bAbY
If I AiN't GoT YoU BaBy
SoMe PeOpLe WaNt DiAmOnD rInGs
sOmE jUsT wAnT eVeRyThInG
BuT eVeRyThInG mEaNs NoThInG
If I aIn't GoT yOu, YoU, yOu"]

.::SLaCk::.

hiyaz diary...

hehe... now is september holidays le... by right should use the time to study for promos de... BUT... i m using it to sleep, slack, play and go out instead... sighz... i m going to screw up my promos? can't change the lazy attitude... everyday i tell myself must study but i never worz... always will procrastinate... till now i haven even touched one subject yet... i die le~ but that aside...

went to watch "13 going on 30" on monday... i think it's a nice show!!! love the ending... lolz... fairytale de... again those "live happily ever after" ending... but i like happy fairytale endings... hehe... watching quill and cinderella story tml... hopefully it's nice... recently like suddenly "boom" so many nice movies...

haha... anyway let me share this weird dream that i had on sunday... i dreamt i was at my old house bendemeer there... then was walking past a chicken rice shop then suddenly i saw this red and black snake gliding along the road right beside the chicken rice shop... then got this crocodile chasing the snake around trying to catch the snake... (-_-|||) then the snake glide into the chicken rice shop... so of course, the crocodile followed also... then of course i got scared, by right, should run away right? but no!!! i juz climbed up onto a chair and stood on it? oh my god... wad a stupid thing to do... then the snake glide too fast and the dumb crocodile can't catch the snake... so it came out of the shop lo... then it saw me standing on the chair and it jumped up and bit my back... =| then i woke up le... and the strange thing is my back still got this tangly itchy feeling when i woke up... haha... the dream feels quite real... honestly, i never had such a lame dream before... lolz... i think is because on sunday noon, i went to shaw tower's cinema with my friends and slacked there the whole day... so being a cinema, there will surely be posters and we had been particularly near the "anacondas" poster... so, i guess that's y i dreamt of the red and black snake? lame sia!

okiez... enough of crapping... shall go now le... bubbye~

[U mAdE mE LeArNt ThAt tO mAkE LiFe MoRe BeArAbLe, OnE sHoULd AlWaYs TrY tO tAkE tHiNgS iN tHeIr StRiDe... HaIz, I sTiLL mIsS tHe PaSt...]

.::LoVe MeRiDiAn DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

monday is love meridian day... stupid name... but well the school chose it... wad can i do? it's juz teacher's day celebrations la basically... hehe... but had fun~ happened yesterday but only got time to update today... well had lessons till 1.25 pm... but everybody is like so not in the mood so is quite slack la... we r supposed to go to school dressed in retro or blue... my class chose retro... had fun... after lessons we practice our item for the inter-cg performance... haha... then went to the hall for the performance lo... some performances by the classes were nice... then after tt is dinner time... half the class went to elias mall and had mac... then after that went back to school... we miss the aces' day dance though... *oOpS* then the night performance start le... kinda funny... and it feels good to be sitting under the big round yellow moon (it happens to be the 15th day of the month so it is super round! =D) with the rest of the school and munching away at popcorn... took a lot of photos throughout the day... haha... after the night performance already about 10 le but we still continue to take photos and each pose got lamer and lamer... lolz... fun! then went home le lo... tired beat... play the whole day le... lucky today and wed dun need go back school~

then today slept till 11 lidat... then went back chung cheng to get my o level cert... then came home... did homework... so much homework to catch up with! argh~ go le ba~ bubbye!

[ThE mOrE i LoOk At YoU, tHe MoRe I fALtEr...]

.::QuIcK uPdAtE::.

hiyaz diary...

hehe... long time no update le worz... as usual lazy ba... also nothing much to update... well, school is as usual... hehe... pe is interesting cause we r learning the aces' day dance for these past few weeks... it's kinda fun... =D and next monday will be quite fun ba... got sch for half a day, and then teachers' day performance in the noon, and a talent-time alike concert at night... =) it's also be-yourself-day... haha... everyone has to come dressed in 2 themes... retro and true blue... retro means retro lo and true blue juz means blue all over cause that's our school colour... (-_-|||) our class chose the retro theme... dunno wad to wear though... all the classes have to put up a performance also and we are doing a cappella of the song "stand by me"... lolz... i hope it works out... if not, we will be embarrassed like shit...

watching the results of singapore idol now... it's kinda amusing? haha... guess i go le ba... still have to study for physics test... bubbye~

[If U sEe A DeAd EnD aHeAd, MaYbE tHeRe'S hOpE aT tHe CoRnEr]

.::FiReWoRkS!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

didn't have a chance to update yesterday... i had so so much fun! =D well... sunday 4 plus lidat connie suddenly call me and ask me out together with them... then she say going sakae for dinner before going marina and esplanade there to watch concert and fireworks... haiyoz... huge group we have... about 12 people... =

then ate at bugis de sakae lo... not too bad ba... then we walked to esplanade... managed to catch the fireworks! nice~ =D it was really beautiful... then we walked to marina promenade there cause ll and connie wanna see the concert... so walked again lo... crowded seh... somemore we big group easy to get lost... haha... then reach the marina there then is like cannot see anything also... then ll angry at her bf very unreasonably... then she juz stormed off lidat then connie go chase her back lo... kaoz... in the end, we got separated from ll and connie... then starhub also screwed up de la... keep on cannot call out... argh! so we wait at marina quite long... then in the end finally the singtel line can call out then they at fullerton hotel that bridge liaoz... piangz, then we have to walk back again... somemore my leg hurts from the dumb orh ceh... then every step i take is like shitty... and she angry at her bf got reason still nvm, but it's not the case... sighz... then nvm ba... forget about unhappy things...

then we continue go play lo... we went to the fun fair near the marina there ba... then quite fun la... after that we walked back to the concert place there then walked to suntec to look for toilet... sighz... by this time i buay tahan my leg le so i juz took off my slippers and walked bare-footed... haha... siaoz de lo... walked from ritz carlton there until suntec... even cross roads also dun care le... but cause it's already 12 plus le so no one around to laugh at me also...

then after that we walked back to shaw tower... slack in the cinema's office room for awhile cause ll's bf work there de mahz, so we juz use the room to rest and drink water lo... lolz... then talked crap until 1 plus then ll say a bit hungry... then we went geylang for supper... but the good news is we walked to geylang from shaw tower also... >__<>

went home around 6 am... 7 am i sleep le... lolz... then i 10 am woke up... hehe... did homework until 1 pm... then slacked a bit and went to watch NDP with mindy... again saw pretty pretty de fireworks... =D took photos this time... yay~ and surprisingly, with 3 hours of sleep i can still survive today... lolz... i m still feeling quite ok now... not very tired... whole day also can say never feel tired ba... weird... dunno why... juz like any normal day lidat... my sleep pattern is all screwed up le haha from the past 2 weeks i had... think my sleep system de computer shut down le... haha... *aRgH* anyway shall go now le... bubbye~

[HoW i WiSh U wErE tHeRe To SeE tHe FiReWoRkS tOo... SiGhZ...]

.::NaTiOnAL dAy CeLeBrAtIoN::.

hiyaz diary...

today had national day celebrations in school... most ppl are wearing red or white... haha... reminds me of the good old secondary school days... =)

then is concert lo but my class nv go for the concert cause we are doing something else at the school's atrium... cause my class is involved in some ymca project then we r lighting up 2000 plus tealight candles that form the words "i love singapore" after the concert so we have to prepare for it mahz... then at the atrium quite hao xiao... we keep laming... after arranging the candles, then a few of us played monkey at the atrium with a basketball... slack ah! haha... then cause we need tables to block out the wind, so me and joanne helped carry the tables from the canteen lo... then another 2 guys also carrying 1 table... then they suddenly lame say we race see who can reach the atrium faster with the tables... loser must treat drink... then we like "not fair!" cause we girls mahz haha... so we blocked their way in front so that we will always be in front of them... but in the end, they chiong!!! then me and joanne laugh until no strength carry then the dumb heavy table dropped onto my leg... *!!!!!!* damn painful... but we still stand there laugh and laugh... like 2 crazy girls... (-_-|||) then though we lost, in the end, the 2 guys still treat us drinks... =D then after that cause got one big big heart with 1000 plus candles to represent the word "love" mahz, so we all light that up first lo cause it's difficult to light up 1000 candles in a short time lo... but the dumb wind keep blowing... we light one hour still haven light finish lo... haha... keep on extinguishing de... but after that wind less strong le... then we are able to light up more easily... lighting up that time we very united lo... everyone keep on encouraging each other even though it keeps extinguishing... guess that's what keeps everybody going ba... then concert end le... all the people come out... haha juz nice to see the lighted up heart... it looks very nice from the second floor... =) then we started lighting up the words "singapore" lo... then took photo... nice~ then slacked a bit... then when all people go le, we clear up le lo... but cause the wax haven solidify yet in each of the tealight candles, then our class guys go play with it... dip one finger in and then take out and let it solidify on their fingers... like mould lidat... haha... in the morning, i already tried putting a finger in myself and i realised u dip inside is not painful but when it solidifies on your finger, it's painful... but the pain is bearable one la... haha... i was about to warn them that it will be painful but too late... they already dipped ther fingers in le... haha... oh manz, then they were ouching away... but they seem to like the pain... haha cause they continue to play with it and making very big finger moulds... saddists lo!!! haha... then soon, everyone was playing with it though they know it will be painful for a little while... haha... then me dumb... took 5 tealight candles out and arrange in a straight line... then i dipped my 5 fingers in each one at the same time... haha... pain awhile then ok le... then looks very nice... 5 wax finger moulds... then the guys also do it... super gao xiao cause it's still hot and they were jumping around blowing at their fingers so the wax can solidfy faster... cannot stand it... we are all laughing like hell lo... we are mad!!! then me and joanne had a candle fight with johnson and kevin... opened the bag of extra tealight candles and throw at them... haha... they say it's very painful which makes us throw even more candles at them... then we r running around the atrium like siaoz la... haha... they got throw candles at us also but can see they dun dare to throw too hard... but we dun show mercy to them lo... we throw at them hard... and i managed to hit them at the butt... haha... then kevin came over to me and joanne's side and we all began aiming at johnson alone... haha... each one of us threw 4 at him in one go lo... so he got 12 candles coming at him... he damn stunned... lolz... then scraped some wax on the floor and we slacked somemore at the benches while some other people sweeping the floor and everything... talked crap la... then left at 12 le...

now back to reality... tml got physics test... =( lucky got long long weekend... yay~ can sleep late late!!! i already 2 weeks nv reach home before 7 pm and 1 week never sleep before 1 am le... so i m damn damn tired!!! i m falling asleep everyday in lectures... haha... looking forward to tuesday cause my class de girls going out together... our first official outing... haha... a bit too late huh cause we like know each other about 4 months plus le... then only first outing... but well, better late than never... =D so, go study physics test now le... then maybe catch up on some sleep... hehe... =) bubbye diary~

[ShOuLd I sMiLe BeCaUsE wE aRe FrIeNdS oR sHoUlD i DeSpAiR bEcAuSe ThAt'S aLL wE wiLL eVeR bE? i PrOmIsE i WiLL LeArN To cHeRiSh OuR fRiEnDsHiP mOrE...]

.::InTeR-hOuSe GaMeS 3::.

hiyaz diary...

today is slacky friday again... =D pe was fun... badminton... finally we get to play the real game after doing stupid basic badminton drills for the last 2 fridays... then recess... then free period after recess... johnson they all also pon chinese so we juz sat in the canteen and s-l-a-c-k... then stupid chem tutorial... it's the sucky relief teacher again... this relief teacher sucks lo... dunno wad's his problem... most sentences that comes out from his mouth is nothing good... *pUi* long time never encounter such teachers le... then pccg lesson even more slack... we did nothing and we juz talked among ourselves... we used the period to play with origami... haha lame sia! most of us learned how to fold seagull from johnson... and then i tried being lame and curled the seagull's straight wings till it is curling inside... the seagull looks like it's scratching it's armpit... buay tahan... the whole class laughed at me... and i juz keep on and keep on doing it to every seagull they had folded... then we laughed like mad lo... even my civics tutor also laughed at me... then school ended! yay~

then shili asked us to go out eat... went tampines mall eat kfc... long long time nv eat kfc le... still ok ba... then went shopping... walked until 4 lidat then we went home... then slacked at home for awhile... then i went back school meet shili and jenny lo... today the inter-house games bball finals mahz... went back to watch and support... and my efforts to make the trip back to school was not wasted... haha... cause both the guys and girls' team won the finals... yeah manz! the score for the guys' game is so close lo! 35 35 at the last 5 minutes... then 38 to us... then next 38 to the opponent... then at the last minute, the opponent almost scored... but failed... then last 30 secs, he got 2 foul balls and got them in... 40 to us! tick tock tick tock... then *pHeE*!!! time's up and we won le! the last 30 seconds damn tense ah... keep on hoping time would zoom forward and end the game... the whistle sound nv sounded so nice before... lolz... then a lot of high fiving and hugging going on... then the opponent got one guy cry sia... oh manz... =| then i 8 plus left school le...

tml got maths and chem test... but dun feel like studying nia... i m so so tired... i hadn't slept early for 1 week le... it's draining me... everyday 2 am then sleep... kaoz... everyday i attend lectures i will tend to fall asleep... sucks man... but i got so much work to do that i juz have no choice to stay up late... *aRgH* so i not going to care much about studying for the tests le... i wanna sleep early today!!!

sighz... go le... bubbye diary...

[U dUn NeEd To SaY aNyThInG, jUz NeEd To ReMeMbEr ThAt 1 StAr WiLL aLwAyS bE iN tHe SkY sHiNiNg FoR yOu wItHoUt FaiL... mAyBe NoT fOrEvEr BuT aT LeAsT fOr NoW...]

.::InTeR-hOuSe GaMeS 2::.

hiyaz diary...

my school this whole week is inter-house games week... then me joined tug of war worz... haha... and we won today!!! yeah manz! we girls were like screaming all over the place after we won... first time play tug of war... quite fun nia... =D then my house de bball girls and bball guys both also win!!! yay yay~ volleyball and netball also win!!! watched all the matches... all very exciting worz... watched the last game till 9 pm... late sia... then go home le lo... and i m really happy! lolz~

shall go le! bubbye~

[GrEaT jOb ToDaY! JiA yOu FoR tHe FiNaLs! WaHz, WhEn U cALLeD mE *tHaT*, u StOpPeD mY hEaRt~ ToDaY 2 mOnThS Le!]

.::InTeR-hOuSe GaMeS::.

hiyaz diary...

today is my sch de inter house games... then cause jenny got join bball, so i stayed back to see see lo... the girls' team won! yay~ 44-0 haha... atrocious! then our class de guys also got play in the guys' team and they won also! double yay~ then the matches very exciting... cause the scores are sooooo near! then very kan cheong lo! i was there "oh no!!!", "dun score!!!", "go, *wHoEvEr*" when nearing the end of match... then my cg rep suaned me... say me very kan cheong ask me relax... (-_-|||) but i admit, i m indeed uptight... then nearing the end of the match, wahz! exciting sia... our team was like 1 point lagging... then a classmate got a 3 pointer in... then the opponent team also got a 3 pointer in next... then my class de 2 guys scored 2 more 3 pointers... then we are clapping like mad... and finally we won!!! yesh! happy sia... then me and jenny was like ^5-ing johnson and him happily... then after that, keep getting good news... my house de netball, volleyball and dunno wad else also won... yay yay... 3 cheers to callisto!

then drag drag until 8.45 pm then left school... went to white sands with johnson, jenny, felix and one of johnson's friend... watched them eat their dinner... me had the iced milo there... very nice... =) then now i m here to blog lo... really happy... ^^ shall go do some homework le... bubbye and nitey bloggy...

[GrEaT gAmE! jIa YoU fOr ThE nExT fEw MaTcHeS! =)

.::VeRy TiReD::.

hiyaz diary...

shall keep this short... cause i wanna sleep soon le... today went tampines and help jenny sell tealight candles for charity from 9am to 7.30pm... tired sia... but shall persevere for the CIP hours... sighz... my leg feels like it is detached de... so suan!!! stand the whole day asking people: "would u like to donate a candle to charity?" oh manz... tio rejected sooooo many times!!! but by the end of the day, we actually sold quite some bit... we sold 200++ tealight candles... well this thing will still go on for 3 more days... tml and next weekend... sighz... tired... shan't elaborate more... actually a lot of things to blog but... forget it... tired...

anyway last thing... i m so so so embarrassed today!!! i fell down in front of spotlight at tampines... argh! cause i m going up the escalator then stepped off and made a right turn... then my slippers juz skidded and then bam! i fell sideways onto the floor... elbow grazed and some dunno where de bone hit the floor... then everyone in spotlight was like looking at me... *......* never fell down in front of so many ppl before... argh!!!

ok... stop here! sleep... bubbye bloggy...

[NiKe: JuSt Do It... BuT, It DoEsN'T wOrKs WhEn It CoMeS tO u wOrZ...]

.::MoOd SwInG::.

hiyaz diary...

now very bored and feeling =| so here i am... this week could be summarised in one word: BUSY =| whole week i m doing pw... =| sianz ma! cause is like my group during june holidays and first 2 weeks of july never meet up at all! so this week, we have to "pop" up with 10 articles out of nowhere and do individual and group evaluation on every article... but surprise surprise, we managed to complete 11 articles by today and even complete our survey... should i -yay-? whatever ba...

today pe played badminton... long time nv play... very hao wan... then after pe is recess ah... cause we waiting for one pe teacher to come up pe staff room, me and joanne juz stood at the 2nd floor there watch our class de guys play bball downstairs... quite funny... cause we nv see some of them touch a ball before and today they are actually playing!!! then some violent until very comical... even the quieter guys was like screaming away at the court... it was juz a comical scene... ^^ then bu zhi bu jue, we watched for the whole recess le... the rest of the day is then slack... friday is most slack de... then after school do pw... =( from 12 plus do until 4 pm... tired beat le... but well, u get the accomplished feeling...

then, i m having mood swings the whole week... one lesson i can dun feel like talking at all and juz sit there with this stony face but the next lesson, i will be super duper talkative... duhz... like shit can... and now for no reason, i m having the urge to pinch somebody... i m frustrated but i dunno at wad! haiz...

nothing much to write le... shall go le ba... bubbye...

[NeNg GoU ReN sHi Ni He NeNg JiAn DaO nI yI jInG sHi Yi ZhOnG xInG fU, wO yAo XuE hUi Ru He Qu ZhEn Xi]

.::YkHiFfYm?::.

hiyaz diary...

long time nv update le... is not that i m not free but because i m lazy to blog ba and nothing much happened anyway... anyway today wanna post a story:

there was this girl and guy...

and everyday, whenever the girl have to say goodbye to the guy,

she never says: "bye bye"

she always ended with "ykhiffym?"

whenever the guy asked the girl wad it means,

she would just smile at him and not say anything...

so as time goes by, the guy did not asked any further too...

a period of time passed...

there came a day where the girl could no longer say that to the guy,

for she had lost her chance...

the guy had got himself a girlfriend...

and now, i know some of u are wondering wad the girl had been trying to say... well it just stands for "You Know How I Feel For You Ma?"---> YKHIFFYM? moral of story is to TaKe RiSkS aNd DoN't LeT yOuRsELf ReGrEt...

haha... dunno wad to say... shall go le... bubbye...

[I m CoNtEnTeD Le, ReALLy... =)]

.::TiReD::.

hiyaz diary...

i m backz from the hospital... intially thot stay one day only but in the end the doctor say my sister cannot be discharged on the 1st day so i stayed with her in the hospital for the 2nd day also lo... by the time i reached already 7.30 pm le... sister still in operation room... so we juz waited outside till about 8 plus... then she out le... look so pale... = bleahz then went back her room lo... too many of her friends around... = crowded! then sianz lo... so i was sitting in the room's sofa when suddenly johnson messaged me to ask me how is my sister cause he knows my sis in hospital... then he very nice worz, he pei me sms cause i might be bored... and that's very nice of him... =) so that's basically how i spent my first day at the hospital...

then next day, the hospital's service very good... the nurses whole day serve me food even though i not patient... breakfast, lunch, tea break and dinner... = somemore got menu de... haha... i at home also nv got such good service... tea break somemore... piangz... but the lunch is nice! nicest meal! roast chicken with potato wedges, bread, apple juice, fruits, soup... every meal also so many things to eat... buay tahan ah... last time thot hospital food sucks de... haha... then my sis most ke lian... doctor dun let her eat... only can drink water... so she can only see the nurse bring me food for every meal... she then is patient lehz!!! not me!!! lolz... for me is like in chalet sia, not hospital... haha!

i go take a nap le... very tired... =D bubbye...

[Is ThE iDeA tOo FaR-fEtChEd?]

.::OpErAtIoN::.

hiyaz diary...

today me sis having operation now... in fact she should be inside the operating theatre by now... 6 pm then finish ah, then now only 4 pm... so i guess i shall go visit her after i blog for today lo... cause staying at the hospital with her later till tml ah... so can't get to blog le... hope she will be fine ba...

anyway, today school lo... friday's timetable very slack de... got pe, then only 2 tutorials nia, 1 free period and 1 slack pccg lesson! so damn suang one lo friday... *gRiNz* somemore can go home damn early... today pccg lesson talk about AIDS and STDs... the talk quite saddening though... after the talk, stone in lecture theatre with some classmates... dun feel like moving nia... though can go home le but we juz sit there talk... then that johnson keep laming! make me until dunno to laugh or pengz or wad... but i always end up laughing...

shall stop here le... going out le... planning to buy f.i.r's cd later... their songs are so nice! ^^ bubbye...

[I dUnNo HoW tO eXpLaIn HoW i FeEL RiGhT nOw, aLL i KnOw Is I m VeRy CoNtEnTeD Le... =)]

.::2 nEw LeAvEs!::.

hiyaz diary...

today school quite ok ah... gp lesson finally finished watching the movie le... hehe =) the movie is nice! then horz... nothing much la basically... juz that the day passed very quickly and it is quite slack ba...

then went home... lazed around... =D the piggy instinct in me... hehe... then chatted with johnson and him lo and they made me so happy! think they did not do well for mid years... bleahz... then both of them promised me will jia you and work hard from now on during yesterday night... then juz now he chatting to me ah... then he told me he dun feel like going sch tomorrow... then i say u win le... then he said something which surprised me... he say "but then i promise someone to work hard, so i will go" haha... can u imagine how happy i am???!!! cause he kept his promise to me and finally decided to work hard... haha... then before chatting with him, i was chatting with johnson... normally he sure playing game de... then today he actually told me he studying... i really stunned seh! =p happy ba... cause he nv broke his promise to me... =D lolz... very dumb i know... =P

shall go watch tv le... whee! bubbye~

[ThAnKs FoR kEePiNg Ur PrOmIsE~ U mAdE mY dAy ToDaY! =)]

.::KaYa BrEaD + MiLo::.

hiyaz diary...

i got a weird title today ba? haha... but well, for the past few days i think i already went siaoz le... everyday, i eat kaya bread and drink milo... haha like for today, i had kaya bread for breakfast and dinner... and i drank 4 cups of milo!!! =| now i think about it, i also (-_-|||) so hardcore...

today school as usual lo... then gp lesson they finally show us movie le... some movie titled "15 minutes" not bad ah... quite bloody and gruesome... haha! haven watch finish yet... hopefully tml can watch finish ba... then horz today movie we combine with another class... and...... haiz... dun wan say le... only can say everything is fated de...

then today strange... 3 friends came separately and tell me they scared of not scraping through promos and feeling stressed up... haiz... i also feeling ??? i dunno how to assure them that it still can be salvaged de... i really dunno how to console them... he is also one of them... i heard from them le i really very sad cause all my good frens ah... i wan them to have confidence again... he told me he nv felt this low before... i dun wan... i wan to see a happy him... but... haiz, i also dunno how to make all of them feel better? bleahz... then we somehow talked for an hour... enlightening... wahz... then juz now 2 of them even said dunno to quit or stay... that time really sad until wanna cry ah cause she bu de ta men... can't imagine the scenario whereby the class dun have them le... very stupid ba? bleahz... =|

late le... go le... bubbye and nitey...

[EvErYtHiNg Is FaTeD dE bA... WhEn I sAw Ur HaPpY eXpReSsIoN ThRoUgHoUt ThE LeSsOn, It ALrEaDy TeLLs Me aLL tHaT i NeEd To KnOw... DuN fOrGeT uR pRoMiSe To Me ToDaY aH... ReaLLy MuSt Do iT dE oKiEz? =)]

.::ScHoOL sTaRtS oFFiCiaLLy::.

hiyaz diary...

today school starts officially ba... though last week school reopen le ah, but exams mahz... today lessons as usual lo... my class got a new maths teacher! cause the previous teacher went to give birth le... my new teacher damn cool... he from france then got this accent... haha... so we have to struggle to get wad he is saying cause we bu xi guan his accent ba... he big big sized de, bald head... haha looks like serial killer! then horz today his lesson very comical... cause he calling all of our names with his accent... then very funny... but dunno y, we all dun dare to laugh cause we first lesson with him mahz, dunno how to behave... we dunno can laugh anotz... haha... then as he keep calling, we keep controlling our laughter... finally, until one name, it's really to the extreme... we all buay tahan le... the whole class giggle until stomachache... really everybody is lidat... i dunno why also... damn gao xiao lo... then got back maths and chem paper le... bleahz... as expected, nv do well for it... juz merely passed... haha... but i got no comments... it's my own fault for not studying hard enough... =| kk...

then after school raining... whee... so nv go home first lo... went to canteen with jenny... drank milo... *GrInZ* that's my third milo drink for the day... (-_-|||) i just can't help it! haha... then johnson and him came over to our table talk about results... again funny... johnson keep on laming... buay tahan...

then went home le... very tired sia... so slept once i got home without even bathing first... =| then 7 plus woke up, bathe then waited for my sis they all come back to have dinner together... then watched tv lo... did a bit homework... then had green bean soup... now watching guess show... shall go le... hehe... bubbye...

[DuN LoSe HeArT Ah, ThErE's StiLL hOpE dE! =)]

.::JuMbO sEaFoOd ReStAuRaNt::.

hiyaz diary...

went chinatown today find my mummy... then we walked around a bit ah... after that we walked to clarke quay there to meet my sis and her colleagues for dinner... haiz... but we sorta got lost... =| haha... so we walked from dunno wad clarke quay to dunno wad robertson quay and then finally to dunno wad boat quay before we finally reach riverside point... before today i dun even noe this riverside point shopping centre exists de... haha... then went to this jumbo seafood restaurant eat lo... the seafood there realli good ah! especially the crab and prawn... very fresh... *yUmMy*

after that, went to hougang mall's world of sports with my mummy and sister to look for a school bag... but horz, i nv saw one that i like... haiz... so in the end, nv buy... next time got go out then look for a bag again lo... =( sad... thot can find de... bleahz...

after that went ntuc to buy milk and bread... hee... my mummy made kaya yesterday! yay... kaya toast... my favourite breakfast... =) then horz, yuan lai milo mix with milk not bad one worz... haha... i these few days then try de... cause last time drink milo is add water and the sweetened condensed milk de... both also nice ba cause each got its own unique taste... =D oh manz!!! y m i talking about milo in my blog!!! haha... lame sia... paiseh ah... anyway, it's 1 am le... shall go sleep le ba... still got school in the morning... haiz... so not looking forward to it! =~( bubbye bloggy...

[HmMm, U sUdDeNLy tOLd Me U rEaD mY LeTtEr AnD aLL mY eMaiLs, U kNeW u MaDe My DaY mA? =) i DuNnO wHy aLsO... hAhA...]

.::SuNdAy::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up by the phone at 11.30 am... slept at 3 am the day before... so i dun feel like waking up at first... haha but in the end the person call so many times i buay tahan... have to wake up and pick up the phone... >.< yuan lai is my sister... then nvm lo, sister mahz... she ask me go eat lunch... went to the cafe inside sengkang's library to have lunch... had roast chicken drumstick with baked potato and a banana smoothie... not too bad ba... the baked potato very nice! then went shopping at compass point lo...

after that went home... initially connie asked me ll and mindy to go kbox with her... but in the end, i nv go also... then 7 plus went tampines... then now at home lo... hehe... shall go watch hong kong serial le... bubbye...

[NeW tErM eQuALs NeW sTaRt Ma?]

.::OrChArD::.

hiyaz diary...

morning woke up by my dogs' barks... (-_-|||) stupid sia... tired lehz... feel so pissed off at them for being so noisy! then i watched tv... then played xbox...

hehe played till 3 lidat then prepare go out with chingz... we went orchard worz... then went ajisen to eat dinner... hehe... their ramen so nice! ^^ then we went far east walk walk... took photos with her... then went to shop a bit... hee... drank sugar cane juice with plum... nice also~

then we went plaza singapura... drank sugar cane again... hahaz... then went carrefour... bought biscuits and chingz bought raisins... haha... though we like nv do much, but i still satisfied worz... hehe... i m happy...

anyway go le... bubbye...

[To TeLL oR nOt To TeLL iS tHe QuEsTiOn...]

.::MaKe Up ChEm PrAc::.

hiyaz diary...

today went back sch in the morning for make up chem practical cause we will be missing a lesson on monday... haha... dumb sia... then go lo... then one hour plus then can go home le so lame!

then after that decided to go eat with jenny... asked another 2 girls along... then me and them waited for jenny cause she got some short pw meeting in school... haha... after that jenny's pw group members also joined us go eat but the 2 girls nv go le... haha... they pei me wait but then in the end say dun wan go eat le... so nvm lo... me jenny and the other 2 guys went bedok meet johnson... cause johnson in their pw group also mahz and they going NIE to do some interview... so we ate at bedok lo... ate prawn mee... then i went home le... then slacked, watched tv, go online... 4 lidat very tired so went to sleep~ hehe...

then wake up le again slack... played tennis on xbox... =D then watched somemore tv... haha... i today really is stuck to the tv... =| okiez... anyway... i shall go now le~ bubbye...

[aLL i HoPe NoW iS fOr TiMe To TuRn BaCk...]

.::EnD oF eXaMs!::.

hiyaz diary...

well... finally the stupid exams are over... today last day... physics paper... damn ironic! every physics tutor was like telling us the physics mid year paper will be a killer paper... then me and my friends were thinking this time die le... so we nv really studied for it since killer paper = "study also die, dun study also die" haha... but the ironic part is paper come out miraculously we can do!!! (-_-|||) see ah, nv study much de can do... but maths and chem got study but cannot do... wad kind of logic is this!?! hee... but let it be... wad matters is IT'S OVER!!! yayz~

i m so bored at home today!!! cause exam ended at 10 plus... i slacked in school awhile with some classmates... then went home le without going out cause my friends still have chi exam in the afternoon... =( so bored... spent the noon playing xbox and coming online lo... really no life sia!

then evening my brother and his gf suddenly say go jogging... ask me join them... i nothing to do so i went with them... then went home eat dinner lo... tonight dinner nice... mummy cook de pasta... i LOVE pasta~ *GrInZ*

then watched tv lo... then we 3 went my house nearby de supermarket walk walk... cause my brother wanna go the supermarket there to bet on soccer... when we reached there, long queue sia! everyone like also betting... so hardcore... =| then i dun care my brother le, let him queue... haha... his gf and i went supermarket buy things... bought my precious milo powder... haha... during the june holidays, i really became milo addict le... when nothing to do then will drink milo... haha one day can drink 3 cups... piangz... i also dunno why lehz... juz addicted... then no more milo powder le so have to restock... =) bought milk and raisins also... whee...

then went home le... watching meteor garden now... go le worz... bubbye...

[yE xU yInG gAi ShI sHi HoU yAo KaN kAi Yi DiAn Le Ba... ZhE yAnG cAi HuI bI jIaO kUaI Le, Bu ShI mA?]