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hiyaz diary...

i had a totally BAD day today... today slept at about like 3.30 am... slept for 3 hours then wake up... sianz... then go school for flag raising and then it's free period until 10.40 pm? like totally waste of my time... spent those free periods in class reading my story book and trying to catch some winks... but well, i was like can't get to sleep and totally not tired... but i m in such a bad bad mood! dun feel like talking to people manz... juz wanna stone there... u get wad i mean? and then went for 2 lectures... after lectures still have to go back to the class for project work... ah!!! stone and slack in the classroom lo... then suddenly geraldine was like came over to talk to me... she talked about the old times she had with me for this past few months... then i got sad, the more she say, the more i realised i m gonna miss her... and i cried in class... (-_-) i was like oh shit, can't stop... but well... must say thanks to all those who bothered about me and asked me if i m ok... like joyce, jenny, geraldine, mallory, benson, yanzhu... well, maybe they can't see this but still thanks ya... and i can't believe i cried in class... that's so embarrassing can... sighz... i sucks... =(

also dunno i cry for wad la... partly, i know it's because i m really sad some of my classmates can't get promoted and will be leaving us... but i guess the other part has got to do with him again ya? i think i m so screwed this time round... wad had happened?!! i lose sleep over him, i cry over him... when will i wake up? i need someone to slap me manz... argh!!! then went home le... received jenny's sms... quite touched ba... haiz... when will i learn to be contented with life? out~ bubbye...

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