.::CuTe GuY::.

hiyaz diary...

went to relative's house today to celebrate her grand-daughter's one month old... lolz... she ordered buffet catering so eat lo... oh yeahz, bought a billabong bag at north point shopping centre... liked it a lot cause big~ can everything throw inside... haha no more worries abt a small and fat bag on pe days~ whee... =)

then went to meet chingz darling at suntec... wanted to go nydc at first de but like saturday sure a lot ppl then we cannot sit long long so went to this o'briens sandwich bar at millenia bar to have a drink first... then chat chat chat... then 8 the shop close le... -_- okiez la maybe because located at millenia walk so the shops close earlier... so we went back to suntec... wanted to eat subway de at first but then turned out we decided to eat pizza hut... haha pizza hut was nice as usual... but wad is even nicer abt the dining experience there this time is that i saw this cute guy working there... haha... dunno lehz... he's not handsome or wad but there's juz something about him that makes me cant stop looking at him? wahaha... i noe chingz darling is going to luff when she read this cause she keep teasing me after dinner... lolz... but yeahz... the guy is juz eye candy nia... haha... the one i like is still in my heart... lolz...

juz now he finally talked to me on msn le after so many days... thot he's still irritated at me over wad happened on wed... okiez la... actually that day itself it's already obvious he not angry le but i juz feel bad ba~ so is plus he nv talk to me for the last few days so i juz scare myself into thinking he is still pissed? bo liaoz la me... kinda long nv see him also le... felt a kind of longing ba... is like after he said bye to me on msn and left... i m bombarded by this whole series of emotions and feelings for him... sounds weird huh... i dunno how to express it properly also... but suddenly juz wanna see him and hug him tightly... but... it's so impossible~ feelings are weird!

spent the last 4 days from wed with chingz... had a damn lot of fun and seeing her and spending time with her always puts me in a good mood... i guess that's because she's still my bestest bestest (though there's no such word, hehe) fren ba~ and how can spending time with someone u love that much be unhappy? lolz... i m not les! love for a fren, for her! my chingz darling... =P

okiez... enough of fei hua and time to sleep~ nitey...

[I dUn WaN tO bE rEmInDeD oF tHe GoOd ThInGs AbOuT u... It JuZ mAkEs It HaRdEr FoR mE tO LeAvE tHe pIcTuRe...]

.::WhItE nOiSe::.

hiyaz diary...

today woke up at 10 plus... then went online awhile... then went back to sleep for one more hour... then slacked somemore then prepared to go tm meet chingz darlinG~

met her le... then went to subway eat... haha still as nice as ever~ maybe because i like bread ba... =) then went to yoshi study... chose yoshi cause of the mango tea!!! then 6 plus went to take photos with chingz~ hehe... then watched movie~ white noise... nicer than hide and seek! had cup corn and nachos... then went home le...

now dunno wad to do... cause kinda bored but dunno do wad la... in the slacking mood... but... noe i cant waste time le... march block test coming soon! must try to do well for it...

haiz enough of crapping... go le... nitey...

[I jUsT wAnNa SeE u? I kNoW iT nEvEr WaS aNd NeVeR wiLL bE...]

.::I m SoRrY::.

hiyaz diary...

agar agar update abt this week ba... very tired now so this entry wun be very long...

tuesday lao yu sheng with the class... quite fun but juz for that one minute...

then wednesday half day at school... then after school went home... then meet up with some classmates again to eat lunch... alot things happened but i dun really wanna blog abt it... juz wanna say sorry to all and i noe it's my fault... then chingz darling came to meet me also~ after that the big group of us went to watch movie... watched hide and seek... nice show... got a very twisted ending... i like~ most important is the company also! haha thanks chingz for watching the show with me... =)

today thurs... went chinatown early morning to eat dim sum with my parents, grandparents and auntie... then i walked around chinatown alone for abt one hour plus... then i reached tampines at 12 plus when actually i m meeting joyce and chingz dear at 2 pm and 430 pm respectively... lolz... so i walked around tampines alone also finding ways to entertain myself... damn bored... then went to burger king myself at ard 1 plus to study while waiting for them... then they some le lo... so all of us studied till 630 lidat... then went to eat pastamania... bleahz... then go home le...

then tml friday le! yay~ going to study again with chingz dear dear... =) then sat mal having a birthday party for her sister and she invited the class... but that one still not confirmed going yet anotz... hopefully, i can keep myself busy on sat even if i m not going to the party... cause i dun wan to spend it alone and bored... so ya...

haiz...

geez... till now i still feel bad for the thing that happened on wednesday... it's all my fault... and he did something which kinda hurt me... maybe that's the main reason y i m so bothered by that incident in the first place... sighz... y m i bothering so much!!! argh... i brought this upon myself...

[ThE rEaSoN iS sImPLe... BeCaUsE i CaRe AbOuT u...]

.::I m ShIt::.

hiyaz diary...

here i m again... nowadays i like only blog once a week... haha... well... this week nothing much ba... but can say pass very fast... like monday juz come but today already friday le!!! then well... let me see wad's there to update...

well... thursday went out with some guys and joyce to bedok... went to eat handmade noodles at some coffee shop... quite ok ba... then we had a fun time crapping... then went to comic shop with the guys to get present for monkey... then so qiao i saw chingz dear dear at the comic shop!!! haha the funny thing is i was still messaging her earlier on about asking her to meet and she still said she can't make it cause next day got test... but since bedok so big we also can see each other means it's fated we must meet ba... so me her and joyce went to bedok's mac to "study"... but it became more of a gossiping session... =P had an enjoyable time with her... thanks dear! then ard 8, 3 of us went prima deli to buy a cake for monkey... saw this fantastic looking oreo chocolate cake... so bought that... then went home le ba...

okiez then update abt today... brought the cake to sch and all that... then gave it to the teacher to keep... then lessons and stuff... -_- after that we celebrated monkey's birthday... the guys whacked him... quite fun to see... lolz... then had the cake... it's nice~ =) there are actually oreo crumbs and they are big~ yummy... but i will still like to try the mint cake i saw at angie's the choice... lolz... but impossible ah... cause nobody in my family likes mint so i doubt we will have that cake for a birthday celebration within my family... sighz~ mint rocks my world! =)

then now smth abt how i feel abt today... today like all fridays played bball with the class and my CT... haiz... think i very kns worz... the guys passed me the ball to shoot quite alot of times but i cant even get one in... =( somemore the worse thing is they themselves are open to shoot but yet they made the effort to pass to me... but i failed to get it in and the opponent team gets the rebound... i feel damn bad... haiz... feel i m a burden to them and i m so useless... i know it's juz a game and i shouldn't think too much about it... but i juz feel like shit everytime i finished playing... haiz... maybe i shouldn't play anymore ba... but i liked playing with them so much... =(

okiez... enough of unhappy things... shall talk abt happy things... so looking forward to next week manz!!! cause tuesday going to lao yu sheng in class with my classmates... hopefully will be fun... then wednesday half day till 9.30 pm... wootz~ so my class planned to go out and have a meal together and maybe see can do wad together ba... then thurs fri no sch~ yes!!! whee~ slack... but after that have to work hard for the march block test le... gambate!

time to go! bubbye~

[WhEn WiLL i GeT oVeR yOu? DuN bE sO nIcE tO mE cAn...]

.::ChInEsE nEw YeAr!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

as can see... is chinese new year! no time to updatte about these 2 days until now... so i shall now talk abt the first day first... ^_^

woke up at 10 plus... then prepare prepare... then go out le... went to soka centre first then go grandma's house... then played blackjack and watched tv and eat~ then went back sis's house... took a nap... woke up at 7 pm... then we go tampines long john eat and after that watch movie... watched seoul raiders... not bad ba... kinda funny... lolz... i laughed quite loudly at some parts... oops~ but cause we were at the last row, it didnt really matter... ^_^ then went home le... slack slack... watched tv... 2 then sleep...

then today even more fun~ morning went to sengkang with 8 classmates to eat burger king breakfast... then went to hougang... then slacked and talk... then after that went to hougang mall's magic wok to eat cause it's like one of the few eating places open... had a great time... then we walked to hougang plaza to play pool~ fun! then after that they came my house... played xbox, mahjong and my dog... lolz... until 9 then they left my house... oh my god, realised we actually spent the whole day together from morning 9 till night 9... haha... actually planned to go chingz's house at night de... but can't make it in time... sorry chingz for making an empty date with u!

tml got sch le... sighz... although i dun feel like going, but i promised mal i will go... so ya... then after school most prob going chingz's house then to my sis's house for new year party~ yeahz! ^_^ hopefully i will have fun tml ba~

dunno y this year's new year like spent very differently... haha... normally first day of new year i will juz go visiting then go home le... but this year still get to watch a movie... then second day also... normally is wait at home for my relatives to come... but this year, spent the whole new year day with my classmates... haha... unexpected ba... but i had so much fun today~ haha...

well... should go le~ shall update more in the future~ bubbye~

[HoW i WiShEd YoU wErE hErE wItH uS tOdAy... U r My PiLLaR oF sTrEnGtH...]

.::NeW pHoNe::.

hiyaz diary...

here is friday again~ cheers to the weekend... ^_^ next week chinese new year le... time flies! =)

bought a new phone on wednesday with my sister and brother in law... we went to orchard's starhub and singtel to get the nokia 7260... my sis got the same phone also... kinda sianz of the n gage le... so it's a nice change... ^_^ then after buying phone nth much ba... went pizza hut eat dinner... so long never eat pizza! yummy~ hawaiian~ then brother that day also changed new car... now 7 seater... so he on the way drove me home... love the new leather smell... lolz... ^_^

okiez... this week went by without much interesting things happening... today afternoon play bball again with my CT and the class... but today i very sianz during the game dunno y, so i juz played awhile then go to the side and sit down... after that drinks break... our CT treated us to drinks and we rest lo... then after that 6 of us were sitting down... including our CT... then the other 8 playing bball... so we 6 decided to play vball at the other court... lolz... wad fun we had! then after that some of those playing bball also came over to join us... so we play vball for quite some time... very fun~ ^_^ then we went back to play bball again... but by this time only left 10 of us... so we juz played half court lo... but this game is so much more fun than juz now earlier that game... played very long... haha... then left at 5 plus...

now had dinner le... slacking... ^_^

sometimes really dunno to be happy or sad over him worz... things between us seemed to be even better than they were last time... but somehow somewhere, something is juz lacking... i also dunno wad i want from him? okiez, honestly, i really nv expect things will be what they are like today... i thot after telling him how i feel about him, it will definitely affect our friendship and stuff... and worse, he will start to avoid me... but nope... all these nv happen... instead, we got even closer... but still i noe we are impossible... cause we nv brought up that topic again ever since the day i told him... so yeahz... should i be sad that we are juz friends? or should i be happy enough that this friendship still exists? actually, occasionally, i do feel angry at him also... cause is like he pretended that thing had never happened between us... and it's kinda frustrating that i can't get an answer? even if it's a negative answer... but then again, if he really put it across clearly, i will be sad like hell... yikez~ i dun even noe wad i want from him anymore... think should choose to be happy ba... make life easier for myself and frens around me? haiz... yep... okiez... bunch of crap... go le go le~ bubbye~

[ThE hApPy MoMeNtS wE sHaReD aRe uSuaLLy FoLLoWeD bY hEaRtBrEaKiNg MeMoRiEs...]