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hiyaz diary...

here is friday again~ cheers to the weekend... ^_^ next week chinese new year le... time flies! =)

bought a new phone on wednesday with my sister and brother in law... we went to orchard's starhub and singtel to get the nokia 7260... my sis got the same phone also... kinda sianz of the n gage le... so it's a nice change... ^_^ then after buying phone nth much ba... went pizza hut eat dinner... so long never eat pizza! yummy~ hawaiian~ then brother that day also changed new car... now 7 seater... so he on the way drove me home... love the new leather smell... lolz... ^_^

okiez... this week went by without much interesting things happening... today afternoon play bball again with my CT and the class... but today i very sianz during the game dunno y, so i juz played awhile then go to the side and sit down... after that drinks break... our CT treated us to drinks and we rest lo... then after that 6 of us were sitting down... including our CT... then the other 8 playing bball... so we 6 decided to play vball at the other court... lolz... wad fun we had! then after that some of those playing bball also came over to join us... so we play vball for quite some time... very fun~ ^_^ then we went back to play bball again... but by this time only left 10 of us... so we juz played half court lo... but this game is so much more fun than juz now earlier that game... played very long... haha... then left at 5 plus...

now had dinner le... slacking... ^_^

sometimes really dunno to be happy or sad over him worz... things between us seemed to be even better than they were last time... but somehow somewhere, something is juz lacking... i also dunno wad i want from him? okiez, honestly, i really nv expect things will be what they are like today... i thot after telling him how i feel about him, it will definitely affect our friendship and stuff... and worse, he will start to avoid me... but nope... all these nv happen... instead, we got even closer... but still i noe we are impossible... cause we nv brought up that topic again ever since the day i told him... so yeahz... should i be sad that we are juz friends? or should i be happy enough that this friendship still exists? actually, occasionally, i do feel angry at him also... cause is like he pretended that thing had never happened between us... and it's kinda frustrating that i can't get an answer? even if it's a negative answer... but then again, if he really put it across clearly, i will be sad like hell... yikez~ i dun even noe wad i want from him anymore... think should choose to be happy ba... make life easier for myself and frens around me? haiz... yep... okiez... bunch of crap... go le go le~ bubbye~

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