.::HoT wEaThEr::.

hiyaz diary...

the weather is getting unbearable these few days especially yesterday! manz, i can almost see stars~ okiez that doesn't really link and make sense... =P watched coach carter that day... damn damn damn nice! it's like so inspirational and exciting at the same time... the basketball matches in the movie was extremely nice to watch... after the whole thing, felt inspired! though i dunno wad it inspire me to do but juz got that feeling... so everybody, go watch!

and saturday finally had the mee hoon kuay at boon keng... had cravings for it since dunno when but lazy to go back to boon keng la... haha when saturday i ate it ah, the feeling can be described in one word: suang! =D

school is as usual boring... so nth much to update there...

and well, i think some things are changing... slowly but definitely... the feelings are not really there anymore and i juz hoped if possible, he will get together with her and at least both of my frens will be happy! =D was walking home juz now la and suddenly this things juz came to my mind... somehow, it came very clearly to me juz now that it's time to move on and the good thing is me and him are still friends! =D cleared out my thoughts and doubts finally... but weird why it should come at such a time when i wasn't even thinking about it in the first place... just weird timing~ so yup! this is it... see how things goes from now ba!

someone once mentioned to me: wei sher mo ming ming xi huan que bu shuo chu lai? wad if we lose the chance to say it ever? someone else mentioned another thing: i thot me and him shared smth special... but apparently i m wrong... how much do i mean to him? me: good questions

okiez, dinnertime...

[aLL i WiSh FoR nOw Is ThAt aLL oF uS wiLL bE hApPy... If I cAn HeLp HeR, i WiLL...]

.::MeMoRiEs Of ThE pAsT::.

hiyaz diary...

well this week had been ...... hectic~ everyday has a lot of work to do cause next day must hand in the work... ahhh... actually it should be manageable la... but juz that i usually slack until 9 plus at night then start doing work so it's no wonder i have to rush everything out... but busy good! at least wun feel so restless and when u completed the things u r supposed to finish, think most people will have a sense of accomplishment ba... =D

okiez this week thought about the past a lot... like in j1, thought about how carefree we were during the first 3 months and up till june before the mid years... from then on, it's like a turning point for school life... everything is like more stressed and reality like finally sunk in... and friendship changed too... then there's pw and the promos... everybody worked hard for it... pw period after the promos was fun... cause everyone started laming together... in a weird way, pw bonded the class... we will play cards, slack in classrooms with the laptops, ordering mac into the school and eating together in the classrooms... then got learning journey also? i will nv forget that trip... also got the school's sports day... when we juz sat there drinking cups after cups of milo... haha... inter-house games, eat banana at the last minute before tug of war begins so that we can have more energy... lolz, dunno wad logic is that... then last time also every tuesday will go out eat pastamania... before june also always go out slack with jenny... go chinatown buy shampoo is one incident i wun forget also... with joyce also got a lot of memories... our movie mania, then friendster testimonial competition, starbucks frenzy, working at mm, the daily sms sessions, slacking at the benches behind the hall... lolz, all quite nice memories... then got chalet! that was fun also~ still got a lot ah but dunno how to list it all out... hehe...

maybe a bit lame ah why i suddenly type the previous paragraph... but then i also dunno y i juz keep thinking of the past this week... yuan lai a lot can happen in one year... and now time also flies... it's already april... half the year almost gone... to think about it, how much time do i still have with the class and with all my friends in school? not much...

then this year 4 months had already passed... all of us went thru the block test together... getting pw results... getting chinese a level results... the weekly bball sessions... the fun we had during pe... the buffet lunches we had... the movies we watched... cip with the girls and not forgetting our cycling trip at east coast! my point is, sometimes i may seem like i dun care... but actually i remembered everything... everything matters to me juz that i dun really show it ya... and all these memories are like roots... they are like embedded somewhere... they r all a part of me! it is all these simple simple little things which made me realise actually i m very very fortunate... =) it also acts as reminders to me that i should not take everything for granted and start to cherish the simple things in life... they might be simple but they are the very things that makes one happy and feel loved...

okiez maybe this is crap to u all but then had been wanting to blog about this for a few days le... finally it's all out! =D go sleep le... nitey all...

[I aLsO dUnNo WhAt I cAn Do NoW oR hOw I fEeL aNyMoRe Le...]

.::SaKaE sUsHi::.

hiyaz diary...

today after school went to simei's sakae to eat... went with weile, joanne, kev and benson... ate from 330 to about 530... then as usual talked rubbish la... during eating, weile took multi shots of benson eating gyoza so is like when u view it one by one at a fast speed it's damn funny... but the funnier thing is weile suggest looking at it backwards one by one... so instead of looking benson eating the gyoza, it now looks like he is puking out the gyoza... -_- luff till stomachache... then benson ate a lot gyozas mahz so after he eat finish, weile go lame and present him with a "prize" using the sakae menu... then kev taking video of the whole "ceremony"... again laugh until like sai...

then after that we went to the pet safari... the dogs there damn cute!!! i like this pair of golden retriever puppies... then benson like the siberian husky and weile like another white one... dunno wad breed lai de but it looks damn fluffy... looking at the dogs make me happy! ^_^

then take mrt home le... feeling sleepy now... lolz...

oh yeahz, yeterday something unexpected happened... we talked on the phone for about half an hour... =D maybe not a big deal u might say... but to me it is! cause it's the first time... so yea, very happy... =)

okiez la... enough of my crap... go watch tv le... nitey! =)

["We AwOkE fRoM oUr DrEaMs, ThInGs ArE nOt aLwAyS wHaT tHeY sEeM... MeMoRiEs LiNgEr On, LiKe A sWeEt SaD oLd SoNg..." WhAt HaPpEnEd YeStErDaY rEmInDs Me Of LaSt YeAr'S mEmOrIeS wItH u... =D]

.::MiSs CoNgEnIaLiTy 2::.

hiyaz diary...

went to plaza singapura meet up with my sis... we went shopping around first then eat... then went to watch movie... watched miss congeniality 2... recently like got a lot nice movies... and a few more is showing soon... ahhH~ not sure if have the time to catch them all... =D

school de timetable also change le... fri short day 1230 release become 2 release... =( because of remedial lessons... oh crap~ but guess it's for our own good also if not all our j1 work confirm out of sight out of mind...

okiez... this week had been a roller coaster ride... lesson learnt is nv take anything or anyone for granted even if they are always there... now that things had changed, then i noe how to regret... but it's too late... things will take some time before it goes back to the way it is or worse situation is, it will nv go back to the way it is... have nobody to blame but me... i wish i can be truthful to some people... =( but i m scared of the consequences... oh well... will juz give it deeper thought and find the best solution if possible... most importantly is to remain positive and calm? =(

well shall go bathe now... hot weather... tata~

[ThInGs ArE dIfFeRenT aLrEaDy... HoPe EvErYtHiNg gOeS wELL... =D]

.::VoLLeYbaLL::.

hiyaz diary...

today slack day as usual... had been tired this whole week since tuesday... dunno is sleep not enough or wad... everyday 10 plus i feel tired le... go home after school also only feel like sleeping... hehe but well, guess i will survive~

today after school played basketball for a while with 214... but after that, we switched to volleyball le... kinda funny... and it's like a bit of de-stress from all the hoo-ha over the march block test... so yep, feels good to be playing and not worrying abt other things for the time being... =D

somemore, today everyone around me seems to be in a happy happy mood... and that makes me happy also! cause seeing their smiles and feeling their lameness is enough to make me happy too... looking at my classmates' happy faces, there's juz this feeling of joy ba... =D so in good mood now... had an enjoyable day overall...

haiz tomorrow got cip... =( dun feel like doing it at all... but then no choice la... need the hours sighz... why didnt they do away with the PEARLS system for my batch! *sObZ* but well, what to do~ = hopefully tomorrow will be slack! okiez dokez, i m feeling tired again... haha shall go watch tv... nitey~

[EvErY mOmEnT sPeNt WiTh YoU aRe SoMe Of tHe BeSt TiMeS Of My LiFe... =D]