.::We Are Back!::.

hiyaz diary...

we are back in sg! i had a fantastic time at hk with baby for the past 8 days!

felt kinda sad now though for i missed hong kong lots!!! all the eating, shopping and sightseeing... feels good doing touristy stuff everyday... haha...

will try to do up the hong kong blog entry asap! gonna take some time as i have 1100+ photos, a few videos and 5.38GB worth of memories haha~

school's starting soon for the both of us... well, to be honest, i am feeling apprehensive towards the next 4 years... to me, it's filled with uncertainties with lots of question marks and what-ifs... haha it feels exactly like 2 years ago during his ns enlistment... bleahz...

i keep thinking what will happen now that he will be starting school as well... will there be any major differences in our mindset when i step into the working world next year? what if we couldn't make it?

i asked myself these questions 2 years ago also except that time it was in a different context... that time, it's more of like what will happen when i go to uni and he's stuck in ns for 2 years? can i cope with meeting him over weekends? haha now that i think about it, i had a easier time during his ns years as compared to some other girls...

why? because he's posted to police...

no guard duty = no weekends burnt
no outfield = him being easily contactable
no strict timing on lights out = longer phone calls at night
great bookout timings

though he was involved in ndp and most of his saturdays were burnt, but there were always extra bookout days for them to make up for it... so i guess i am quite lucky in that sense...

i still remember telling myself 2 years ago: if we can pass his ns years, everything will be fine, the experience will make us stronger and it will be a stable r/s once we managed to "survive" this period...

now i think i am too short-sighted that time, never go think about what comes after ns... haa~ i am able to remember all this as i was reading through my written diary sometime ago... i started writing in this diary during my jc years and i still do now... but i only write in it when i am extremely troubled or extremely happy... haha otherwise, i just blog here...

there were lots of thoughts inside of which some i don't even remember until now... =x and it really feels very weird to be reading through my entries 2 years ago... it's mostly about him and uni but i am already past that stage now and all my doubts and fears at that time seems so silly heh...

roars... After Travel Syndrome (a.k.a ATS) ah!!! haha u all might be thinking i started this entry blogging about my trip but how come suddenly turn emo... because to me, the end of this trip will mean the start of uncertainties... yeah, enjoy 8 days le, now is time to come back to reality... =(

this sunday is baby's 21st birthday and i have no concrete plans as of now =( i better get my brain cracking soon!