.::StOrIeS aNd QuOtEs::.

hiyaz diary...

wrote this story some time ago... decided to post it... also got some quotes from last time...

This is the story of a guy and a gal... It all started with a simple frenship between classmates... On the first day of sec sch, he saw her and she saw him... Their eyes met, they smiled and turned away... Little did they know wad could happen in the next few years... Little did they know this is the story which change the gal's life since then and maybe even the guy's life...

[HoW cAn yOu Be FrIenDs wiTh soMeoNe iF eVerY tIMe YoU LoOk aT tHeM iT mAKes YoU wAnt ThEm eVen MoRe?]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... They enjoyed their first year together as a klass, young and innocent... But, things happened and the guy changed his opinion of the gal and the gal was saddened terribly as everybody in the class sees her differently from then on...

[SomeTimEs I woNdEr whAt yOu thInk oF mE.. .oR iF yoU Do aT aLL.]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The next year, they were separated and split into different classes... Gradually, the gal made new friends and was not a outcast anymore... She began to have a crush on another guy and that was that...

[I wouLD hAvE foLLowEd hiM tO heLL iF hE asKeD mE tO aNd witH aLL hE puT mE tHRouGh, maYbE I Did.]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... In the following year, the gal gradually got over her crush as she knew it is impossible between them... It took her more than a year's time... The year was spent productively... The gal spent her time concentrating on her studies... As fate would allow, the gal somehow got a chance to be the guy's classmate again even though they were in different classes at first... But, they did not talk much to each other... And the gal thought their frenship is over...

[HoW dO yoU LeaVe tHe PaSt BeHiNd wHeN iT kEepS FiNdinG waYs tO gEt tO yOuR hEaRt, iT rEacHeS waY doWn deEp aNd tEaRs yOu inSidE ouT tiLL youR hEaRt tOrN apArT]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... Another year passed by... It was their last year in the school... They were classmates again... It all started with a simple dinner... Gradually, they became gd frens again since the dinner... The gal was thrilled to get one more chance to be frens again with the guy...

[YoU mAkE mE sMiLe fOr No rEaSon WhaT sO eVer, yOu mAke Me LaUGh aT tHe uNfUnnIesT ThIngS, bUt mOst Of aLL yoU mAke Me LOve YoU wHen I ShOuLdN't bE LovIng YoU.]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The guy could always know wad the gal is thinking about even though the gal said nothing to him... Soon, things are becoming different between them... It all started with a simple online chat... Then, it grew into SMSing... Then, it grew into phone calls... From then on, things were different as the gal realised she is falling for the guy...

[A gUy aNd a grL caN bE juSt fRiEnDs bUt aT oNe pOinT oR aNotHeR, oNe oF tHeM wiLL faLL fOr tHe otHeR, maYbE tEmpOraRiLy, maYbE aT thE wRonG tme, maYbE toO LaTe oR maYbE, juSt maYbE.. foReVeR..]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The gal could still remember wad really made her fall for the guy... It was the warm feeling that he managed to let her feel... She began to see him as a guy and not juz a fren... When he patted the gal on her head, looking at her with tender care in his eyes, it melted the gal's heart... She was totally head over heels in love with the guy...

[LoVinG yOu iS wHaT I'vE LeaRNeD sO eAsiLy. TrYinG tO FoRgEt yoU iS tHe LaSt tHinG I CoULd PoSsiBLy LeArN bEcAuSe I'm DeEpLy iN LoVe WitH yoU]

[Do yOu kNoW hOw mUcH it huRts ... tO bE stAndInG tHeRe iN uR aRmS ... fEeLinG Ur hEarT bEAt nExT tO mIne ... kNowIng tHat wE caNnOt bE toGetHeR? KnoWinG tHat yOu'rE sO cLoSe aNd yeT yoU'Re StiLL a miLLioN miLes aWay? It'S kiLLeR. My hEaRt iS sO miXed Up. It reJoIcEs aT tHe vErY thOuGht oF yOU anD crIes whEneVer yOu'rE neAr. AnD eVen tHouGh beInG "juSt fRieNds" iS peRfEctLy fInE, I cAn't hELp iT ... I juSt waNt tO Be wIth YoU...]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The gal never admitted her feelings to the guy as she juz assumed that they could never be together... More importantly, he already has a girlfriend... And it was beyond her to snatch him over from that someone else...

[WhY iS iT tHaT I cAn TeLL yoU eVeRYtHiNg I'm FeELiNg, eXcepT hoW I FeeL aBoUt yoU?]

[HaVe yOu eVer ReaLLy cRiEd fOr somEonE moRe thEn yOu wAnTed To? HaVe YoU eVeR tRieD tO LOve hIm iN sPiTe Of aLL tHe pAIn? WiLL yoU keEp oN LovIng hIm, EvEn ThoUgh hE's wHiSperINg sOMeOne eLse's nAmE?]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... Of coz, the gal hoped that the ending will be of one whereby they lived happily ever after... But, unfortunately, that might only happened in fairy tales...

[AsK mE whY I keEP oN LoVinG yoU wHEn itS cLeaR tHAt u doN’t feEL tHè sAmE waY foR mE... tHe pRobLeM iS tHAt aS MucH aS I caN’t foRcE yoU tO LoVe mE, I caNt foRcE mYseLF tO sToP LoVinG yoU]

end of story... =) wrote this when i was in sec 4 if i nv remember wrongly... forgive me if it sucks... haha i was never much of a writer...

You hurt me more than I deserve; how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve; why am I such a fool?

§ømEtiMês I wïsH I wäs å £ïttLe kiD aGaïN bëcAùsE a §çraped kNëe hûRts å löT lès§ thäN a bRokèN hêarT.

It hurts a lot, it'll always hurt. You'll always hurt knowing he's not thinking about you but thinking about her. It'll always hurt knowing that the one you care about the most hurt you the most, that he hurt you to a point that you can't deal with it anymore, eventually you learn to get over it somehow, not to forgive but to get over it. if it wasn’t love, u wouldn’t care... tat’s y the one u loved most always hurt u the most...

I’m tRyInG rEaLLy HaRd nOt tO cRy oVeR yOu CaUsE eVeRy tEaR iS juSt oNe rEmnDeR tHaT I dOn’T kNoW hOw tO LeT yOu gO...

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you really don't but it's even harder to pretend you don't love someone when you really do

HaVe U eVeR wOnDeReD wHiCh HuRtS tHe MoSt, SaYiNg SoMeThInG aNd WiShInG u HaD nOt, Or SaYiNg NoThInG aNd WiShInG yOu HaD?

Don't be too nice, don't be too sweet, don't be too thoughtful because I might just like it. And when I do, you might regret it, because when you're so nice, you make me forget that you're just a friend, nothing more, nothing less.

haha like the last one in particular since last time... =)

okiez yesterday went to subway to eat with joanne after school... then went home... then at night 10 plus, went to serangoon eat durian with my family... last minute decision... ahhh! durian rocks~ was actually quite moody yesterday but after eating durians, my mood was so much better! =) thanks to brother/sis-in-law for suggesting it... i love durians~ oh while we were there, something quite funny happened... the stupid durian was placed on the slanted table and it almost rolled down right on my knee area... haha but the guy who opened the durians was quick to catch it before it fell onto my leg... it was so close... hehe... but dunno y i began laughing after he caught it... cause i keep imagining the durian on my leg with the spikes inside the flesh... i juz can't stop laughing! haha quite sadist... and mama saw the durian dropping so she used her hand to try to stop it and she got pricked slightly... =( motherly love and her protection for me... i love my mama...

nothing much today... went home straight after school... think gonna take a nap or something soon... damn tired... still having difficulty in sleeping at night... hopefully all will be well soon...

go le~