.::PrOm ShOpPiNg::.

hiyaz diary...

today went prom shopping with jo weile and jg... went to marina square first... then went suntec eat before we continue to shop... haha... in the end narrow down to 2 dresses... think getting them sometime this week ba... =D

after that met up with mindy huang and chingz darling... shan't elaborate much... i m lazy now la... =x

the next few days gonna be busy! hee hope have time blog soon! nitey le~

.::AcHiNg LeGs::.

hiyaz diary...

today morning went to grandma's house with mummy... watched vcds there... hehe~ then mama cooked chicken rice over there... left at around 6... went to shop~

went to suntec... had my dinner... then saw jo! haha... then went marina square... had our favourite ice cream as usual... then took her to esplanade walk walk... then went home le... today walked a lot... legs aching... hehe... lao le...

.::SwImMiNg AgAiN::.

hiyaz diary...

today went swimming again with mindy... went to tamp swimming pool at first but it's closed for upgrading... super sianz =( cause the sun is scorching and we are melting... so we took cab to downtown east to swim instead... nice weather, nice pool... first time swam so much cause normally go swim i always very slack... =x but this time round never slack as much...

after that she came my house... we had dinner together with my mummy...

then both of us went to compass point to shop... hmmm never buy anything though...

shan't elaborate much about the night cause it is not something happy... can't really sleep at night so thought about things... realised all along it's my fault ba... instead of complaining, maybe i should try to learn to forgive and forget... be more understanding towards my sis-in-law too... since i can't change the environment to suit myself, then i shall change myself to suit the environment... so, i must ren3!!! yeahz... now i feel real bad for complaining for the past few days... time to change... shall not bother others le and make a nuisance of myself... i will deal with it alone...

--it's so hard to trust you anymore--

.::WhAt HuRtS tHe MoSt::.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days
Every now and again
I pretend I'm ok but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see your old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed
Dealing with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade
Give away
All the words that I say
Through my heart that I left unspoken

.::BuGiS::.

hiyaz diary...

didn't really had the mood to blogged about wednesday until now... went out with chingz darling to bugis... went to mos... then went shopping around to see if there is anything to buy... i believe in retail therapy... unfortunately, didn't bought anything... so no chance for a better mood...

then we walked to citilink and then suntec... i dun really remember wad we did at suntec... but again never bought anything... then walked to marina square... had ice cream... since retail therapy doesn't work, then the only way to get happier is eat~ well at least it did helped abit i guess...

i miss my darling already though i juz saw her... =(

oh happy birthday to bro~

.::PuNcHiNg BaG::.

hiyaz diary...

think i need a punching bag right now... it has been a long time since i felt THIS angry... everything is messed up!

.::ShIttY dAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a shitty day... because of the rain, things planned for today seemed to go haywire... and thanks to some misunderstandings, i got pissed, some people got pissed, everyone is pissed... and i flared up... angry at that point in time and it's just because of some lame misinterpreted information... irritated at myself after that manz... cause it's totally unwanted for...

but had to pretend everything is fine and went shopping with the guys for their prom clothes... i m feeling sianz the whole day but nooooo~ have to laugh and smile... GREAT

oh to add to things... sis-in-law came back today... think she had always hated my dog... but today is the extreme manz... today when she come back, my dog is zooming around crazily to welcome them... then as she went into the room, she slammed the bag at my dog... HELLO!!! is there a need for that??? super shocked at first manz... and after that i m even more irritated at her to add on to my pissed off mood... isn't that great too! in case u still haven figure it out, i dun appreciate my dog being treated this way! u can hate him, scold him or hit him with a cane since it's my dog's fault for zooming around crazily in the first place... but i really dun think slamming him in the face with ur bloody bag is adequate behaviour...

THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO MADE MY LIFE GREAT TODAY now juz stop making my life great alright? i thank you in advance

.::SwImMiNg AnD tEnNiS::.

hiyaz diary...

went for lunch at orchard with sis bro mum and niece... =D it has been so long since i went out with my family... then after lunch we shopped around for awhile... then went to fort canning to swim! my bro-in-law came to join us too... then tried to teach my niece how to swim... but failed... =x think i m a bad teacher... lolz... but i think she had fun nonetheless... haha... then after that bro tried to teach her... and i went off to slack with sis in another pool...

after that all of us went jacuzzi... think my niece enjoyed that the most... haha she was laughing throughout and keep telling us very fun... she's so cute at that point in time... =p

then went for a quick shower and played tennis! bro me sis and bro-in-law... so lame la... cause the first ball i hit i hit it out into the jungle... =p and the ball is lost forever... lolz... throughout the game, we keep hitting the tennis balls out into the jungle... lolz... got a few times we also hit it over the other side where the pool is... lolz... lame sia... then have to ask the people swimming to help us pick up the ball... then after that only left me sis and bro in law cause mummy they all left le... played till 7 plus... then went to shower again...

then we 3 went for dinner... i felt like light bulb... haha... then after that they brought me to eat ben and jerry's ice cream... blissfully delicious... =p

went home around 10 plus... super tired... my niece staying at my house for the night... so i went home slack with her and watched her play maplestory... =p then we went to sleep around 3 am... both of us squeezed on my bed together... =p i love my niece! lolz... okiez...

i wonder why some tears are so easy to keep them from falling but some tears are so hard... go le~

.::JuSt LiKe HeAvEn::.

hiyaz diary...

a's over le~ =D not really excited over it though after the paper... jiu like normal... after paper went orchard watch movie... went to eat random stuff at taka... lolz... watched just like heaven at lido after that... the seat is bad! -_-~ my neck is aching after the whole movie... =x last time watched at lido is not as bad... horrible... =( cannot enjoy the show fully but nonetheless it's a nice show and guess i enjoyed it... haha i hope i dun get that cinema again the next time i go to lido... =x haha the highlight of the movie: something stunning happened during the show... can't say much though cause i think i shouldn't... =p someONE know jiu hao le la horz? =x i'm so gonna get killed... =x

after movie also 9 plus le... it's only at that point of time then i start to feel the happiness of the fact that the a's had came to an end... =p super happy then... but after awhile, it died down... =p then walked to cineleisure to eat subway for dinner... =D satisfied after the meal... then walked around somemore looking at the lights... this year de lights not bad ba... didn't really see in much details also... then went home le...

legs aching now... tired too... -_-~ go off le... nitey!

.::NuA-iNg DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

today supposedly went tampines to do chem mcq... but end up do one mcq paper i jiu bored le... =x went to subway with weile and benson... then after doing one paper, i sat there slack... lolz... around 4 we left though we only reached there around 3... hehe... went to tampines mall... watched benny and wl eat... haha i juz sat at the seat looking sianz... =x after that wl suggest we go mos burger to drink milk tea and juz sit there slack... and we actually nua there for 3 hours... =x talk talk slack slack... man hao wan de...

around 730 went to arcade... they r so lame... watch them play game will laugh like mad... then we walked around aimlessly... i juz dun feel like going home i guess... after awhile jiu went home le... wl went subway to buy something back for his family to eat... then me and benny sat outside waiting for him... and we sat there around 15 mins cause we lazy to stand up though wl is done already... lazy ba? =p i think today is like official nua-ing day for us or something... =x then went home le...

oh ya we had this conversation at mos burger which set me thinking... i didn't really thot much of it until we talked abt it today... how would one feel if ur present gf/bf once got together with your best friend or like ur best friend? will things be weird between the 2 friends? haha, i got a new perspective on this thing today... XD

in a weird mood now... =p but sleep will make it all good again~ looking forward to tomorrow... nitey le!

.::SkY hIgH::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no blog le... hehe... i m back again~ though a's only end officially on friday but today already felt like the last day cause friday is chem mcq... so glad after the physics paper... this feeling of relief juz washed over me... *pHeW* can't wait for a new life after a's... lolz... a bit exaggerating ya? =p

after school went to eat mos burger at tampines mall... it seems like that's the only thing we always eat nowadays... =x we were kinda early so it's empty which is good!

after eating all of us went to watch movie... watched sky high... nice!!! funny show... =D then jiu went home le though i got nothing to do at home too... haha... well... i have no life!

"out of sight, out of mind" maybe this saying is true sometimes... -_-~ thoughts and doubts that i shouldn't have are in my mind right now... asking myself, do i really care or it's juz an obligation? ah nvm...

i got so many cravings right now!!! when will all of them be satisfied??? =( haha i got craving for crab, for burger king breakfast though this was satisfied on tuesday morning but still i want it! =p for japanese food! ramen sushi everything~ for ice cream! for mac's breakfast! for subway! ARGH lolz... this is making me hungry so i shall stop... =p

oh manz speaking of food, now i can't stop talking about it! =p kor kor bought back bk breakfast on sunday... very happy since i had always liked burger king breakfast... =D the croissanwich is so nice!!! =p it juz tasted heavenly on sunday... anyway, i dunno what's the point of typing all that... =x guess i m just bored and killing time...

and chingz darling if u r reading this, I MISS YOU!!! when are you going to go out with me!!! haha off point =x

okiez enough of crapping... bubbye le~

.::sLaCkInG iS sO fUn::.

hiyaz diary...

today i had a great day slacking... haha cause like long time never so slack... i totally forgot the feeling yuan lai is so nice de... ermmm sounds a bit off point... hehe...

went to toa payoh first with chingz darling... went to eat at the jap food restaurant... long time never eat with her le... last time secondary school still always go... the food there is not bad ba and quite affordable... nice environment also... haha... then we went mos burger drink iced milk tea... haha last time i dun really drink that... now like it alot... =D

then paiseh darling pang seh-ed u...

went to jurong after that... went IMM... haha long time never go too... last time always go with my family... i miss our outings... =( cause now brother like married le... where got so free go out with us... then recently i also "busy" with "studying" haha... so not much chance to go out with mama, papa and sis le... well if only the a's is over~ then i can go out all i want... =(

then went to creative building... hehe first time go there... sound like mountain turtle here... haha... but well there's always a first for everything~ hehe...

then went to plaza singapura around 7 to see if can "bumped" into chingz darling accidentally there... haha... cause she's going there too at night... well went to eat mos burger for dinner! haha ya... mos again~ =p nice~ then walk walk around then really saw chingz darling once come up from basement... hahaha... so stalked her... all the way into carrefour... quite exciting... lolz... i can't stop my heart from starting to beat faster... ermmm then stalk up to cinema then "surprised" her by waving to her from one level down... haha... but ermmm turned out plan failed cause she sorta expect i will be at ps too to "stalk" her so she's not surprised... argh... she know me too well~

ermmm then think i embarrassed myself haha... cause talked too loud, laughed too loud... oops... but jiu excited at that time so can't help it... paiseh~ haha will control next time... =p

then walked around somemore after that... ate nice nice de durian ice cream~ then stand at the railing see got any mei nu anotz... cause i like to see mei nu! haha... ah slack feeling jiu shi shuang... =p then went home around 9 plus...

i wanna slack somemore!!! a's will be over soon! =D

oh ya in weird mood these few days... haha... sorry to anyone who had a taste of it... hoho~ that's me... lame and off point and stupid... i hope i go back to normal soon! haha if not people around me will have to suffer... =x

nitey le~

.::NoVeMbEr::.

hiyaz diary...

it's november le!!! -_-~ haha dunno i high at what... november only mahz...

anyway today i also confused... dunno is hari raya or deepavali... lolz...

went to tamp meet chingz darling around 4 plus... was quite last minute ba... sorry made u wait for so long! went mos eat dinner though only 5 plus... haha but miraculously, we made our food last us till around 7 plus before some guy from mos cleared our tray away... then we sianz cause have to think can go where else sit and slack... ermmm... dunno why now still in slacking mood... only one more week left to the exam... argh~

after that we went to mac slack... but we were so bloated and we SHARED a small ice lemon tea and we didn't even finished one quarter of it... haha... imagine 2 people sharing but still never finish one quarter...

then went home... argh~ feel damn bad now... i should be studying... ya... ARGH!!! nitey le~