.::ChInEsE nEw YeAr (DaY 3)::.

hiyaz diary...

phew... so fast the holiday is coming to an end...

today woke up around 10 plus then went bathe and went out le...

reached dear's house around 12 plus to bai nian but his mama not in le -_-~ failed mission... lolz... then i just stayed till 4 plus then we went tamp mall to have dinner...

ate quite alot cause it's sorta our unofficial one month anniversary meal though one day early la...

went to ajisen first cause i had craving for that... hehe... then we went gelare and ate ice cream... after finishing a sundae which we though is quite nice, we went to order waffles with ice cream... =x the ice cream tasted so good that just can't help but order somemore... the waffles tasted even nicer than the sundae we had... lolz...

then went meet his parents and we went to pasir ris together to send him off...

super tired on the bus journey back... think i going sleep now le... nitey all...

.::ChInEsE nEw YeAr (DaY 2)::.

hiyaz diary...

today another day... lolz... relatives came to my house today... then i jiu went out to meet dear around 2pm...

then went to his friends' house... went cr's house first then went ck's house... and then 5 of us took a cab to his another friend eugene's house... slacked at eugene's house awhile and then eugene's papa drove us to this restaurant around paya lebar to treat all of us to dinner...

there were 2 tables in total and the food is very nice!

then went back eugene's house but me and dear left after awhile around 9 plus... took a cab to tampines... we wanted to catch a movie but all the tickets were sold out... bahz...

so we went to mos to eat and rest... hehe... yes eat again but jiu hungry...

then we sat there and chat till about midnight... lolz... it feels very nice to be able to sit there and just talk... =)

then went to take bus to his house... walked around like lost children =x then went home around 130am... haha didn't felt like going home yet but i was quite tired...

went home and then still got ppl at my house gambling and playing mahjong... all kor kor's friends... hehe... and now here i am...

today nothing much la just that dinner very nice and all that... hee...

okiez... nitey le...

.::ChInEsE nEw YeAr (DaY 1)::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up early and prepare to go out bai nian...

went to grandma's house around 10am and was there quite long just slacking watching tv and eating... hee... then after that went to another 2 relatives' houses and it's about 4pm when i reached home with brother for my parents went to another relative's house but me and bro was not keen on going because we are tired!

then went meet dear dear at bedok around 5pm... went to city hall for we are planning to go to the river hong bao festival... we went for dinner first at suntec's pizza hut after walking around for quite some time around marina square and suntec to see what is there to eat...

dinner was very nice... everything tasted heavenly... hee... and the stupid guy wanted to have a eating competition during our last slice of pizza cause he thinks that i play cheat before that by giving him all the big slices and i took the small slices... he wanted to prove that small slice doesn't mean eat fastest... that idiot... i choked on pizza cause he keep making me laugh when we are competing and because i choked, i lost... -_-~ it was so lame... by the time we finshed eating already 8 plus...

then we slowly strolled to the marina side by citilink... haha it was not very crowded... just nice ba... cause normally first day people wun go there ba...

we walked around and took photos... we saw fireworks too! =) everything looks awesome... hehe... it's just so chinese new year!


this pavilion where a lot of old women is dancing =x

the bright glop is supposed to be a peach lantern but can't be seen here...

god of fortune~ cai shen ye! hehe... the blue thingy look like clouds ah but actually it's just lights...

haha we dunno this guy but stupid johnson say since he standing there le might as well snap him...

this is the rabbit zodiac

him with the rabbit zodiac

me with the rabbit zodiac

the dragon zodiac

the snake zodiac

the horse zodiac

we didn't take the other zodiacs cause lazy to... so we just tooked the nearest 3 zodiacs besides the rabbit one... hee

taking a rest



at the peach tree... i was forced to take this pic... haa

my revenge~ hee by forcing him too

the pretty fireworks

then just nice lilian messaged me and she's around marina area too so we arranged to meet... she was with wing tong and then we 4 just walked around together... hehe...

very long never see her le but then still we can talk alot like last time... =) and i realised i missed her hee... very glad to be able to meet up...

then me talked to ll while the 2 guys were happily talking about ns life... -_-~ haha... they can talk non stop about that manz so me and ll also mai care them and just talk among ourselves...

hee... then nothing much to walk there le... so we decided to go suntec starbucks sit sit slack slack... talk there and basically very slack la... sat till 1140pm then we walked to the mrt...

didn't take NEL for the last train departed already so dear accompanied me to pasir ris... we sorta slacked there cause dun feel like going home yet...

we shared a cab home around 130am for i was getting quite tired... 3 days without much sleep... super sianz... but still happy for the past 3 days~

and today brother keep bugging me to bring dear home to show them tml... -_-~ and i was teased by him and sis in law the whole day... then papa just nice overheard bro and at first i thought he will be unhappy or something cause mama always tell me he like conservative when it comes to such things... but his reaction surprised me greatly and made me very happy...

papa actually said: "ya lo, ask him come happy together tml" i mean how lame is that... i hear le i was like dunno to laugh or what... it just sound so weird to hear ur papa tell u let's happy together... and papa say he dun object to us being together... =) was so relieved to hear that... hee... and that totally made my day...

hmmm... off to sleep now! bubbye le!

.::ChInEsE nEw YeAr EvE::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up early to help around with things at home... cause we are having a reunion lunch instead of dinner... so have to get things ready by noon...

waited for sis and bro in law to come then we start to eat... had steamboat... nice nice... hee...

as usual, i always enjoy sitting down together as a family and have a meal together...

then cleaned up and then went to great world city to meet dear to watch the movie in her shoes... i was quite late cause my kor kor drove me there but he didn't know i am catching a movie so he went to other places first before dropping me off... but there were advertisements so we didn't miss the show... hehe but i think i am really quite late... =x

then after movie 8 plus le... walked around great world basically...

then went to catch the shuttle bus to chinatown at 9...

chinatown was fun~ haha... it's crowded as expected but then guess the atmosphere is quite good... hee... went for dinner at the food centre and i dropped a coin into a bowl of dessert i haven start to eat... -_-~ haha so lame la... all thanks to somebody who just anyhow throw loose change into his wallet... then it's like so er xin and funny at the same time... i feel stupid... hee...

then went to squeeze around and ate somemore...

then bought taiwan muah chee~ so crowded there... quite hard to choose properly so just anyhow take... both of us bought 4 bags together... which is quite alot now that i came home and look at it properly...

then went countdown... but we didn't see much of the fireworks... just heard the sound nia... cause we were blocked by the makeshift tent... but i didn't really mind... hee cause i had enjoyed myself... didn't really have the habit of going out on new year eve cause everytime lazy to squeeze... but actually quite fun la this time round...

after that we went to the side alley to sit and rest rest a bit... haha... watched people walk past and then i got bored so i suggested cam whoring...

i am wearing my new specs! hee... and both pics are quite dark and unclear... i like this pic out of the 2

he like this pic out of the 2

then after that went home around 1 plus...

i m tired now... =x nitey all...

.::NeW yEaR sHoPpInG aGaIn::.

hiyaz diary...

had a bad night cause i totally can't get to sleep... =( flipped around for a very long time... almost 3 hours... driven crazy during that 3 hours cause i was quite desperate to get to sleep... and even after that 3 hours, i kept waking up on and off... woke up super early... didn't get much sleep but thankfully i was not in a cranky mood...

went for breakfast with my parents and then collected my specs... hee and i realised actually it's not that nice also... lolz... dunno wrong choice anotz...

then went to pasir ris around noon to meet dear... hee, quite happy that he's booking out so early cause some other friends are only booking out on saturday...

as usual, he went home to bathe and change while i wait for him... haha but this time i walked around to entertain myself and somehow i ended up at bedok reservoir... =) very breezy very nice... and reminds me of the school's cross country run last year... haha...

then met him le and we went to orchard... walked around looking for new year clothes and some other miscellaneous things... went to far east, taka, cineleisure and heeren... i dun remember the order cause basically we walked to and fro repeatedly...

went taka to eat ajisen ramen after awhile cause i got hungry... had a craving for that since morning... =) it always feels good when a craving is satisfied...

then continued shopping again... both of us bought some clothes at heeren... then went back far east and then back to taka again... -_-~ my feet was kinda hurting by then...

but we still walked to lido's mos burger to have a bite and rest...

and then went home!

not a bad day overall... actually it's good la... hehe...

chinese new year is nearing! =)

i m super tired now... nitey all~

.::GoOd DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

had a good day today as can be seen from my title... =)

woke up quite late around 1 pm... feeling tired still actually... hee then watched teebee... last episode of some hk serial~ then bathe and ate lunch... for once in the whole week, get to eat home-cooked food cause mama dun need work on thursdays and normally, when she get back from work, i already off to work...

haha then went for tuition... i m beginning to love this job more! hee... had 3 tuition assignments today but not tiring at all! haha i guess cause good mood from the start then should be alright for the rest of the day...

then i just went to made new specs yesterday and today the guy from the shop called me and said it is ready~ boy are they efficient! he still tell me can only get friday evening but it has only been 1 day... and i m sorta looking forward to collecting it cause i can't stand my old specs! it's like broken to the max and it is only surviving on super glue... lolz...

and i got pay again today! it was unexpected as i had one more session before i complete 8 sessions and get paid... but the lady said let me have some money to spend for the new year period... haha so thoughtful of her! whee... =) happy happy happy...

time passed by in a whiz today! in fact, to me the week passed by quite quickly... it's friday again! hee and tml i can see dear again early noon~ =)

shall go off to sleep already... nitey all!

.::NeW yEaR sHoPpInG aT mArInA sQuArE::.

hiyaz diary...

today went for a new tuition assignment... teach chinese... sianz la... i mean what is there to teach for chinese!!! one and a half hours somemore... i was bored out of my mind and the kid is bored too and she actually asked me to play uno cards with her... -_-~

and then i found out her mama gave birth to her when her mother is only 18... haha... and i began to think maybe giving birth at 18 is not a bad idea provided u have financial support ba... some people may say too young to take care of a child and it might be hard to raise a child up but then again, when is it ever easy to raise a child? even if give birth at 30, i believe the task of raising a child is still as difficult as a 18 year old raising a child... of course, the most obvious problem to the 18 year old mother that may not be a problem to the 30 year old mother is $$$... haha that's y i say it's only not bad a idea when u have financial support and provided ur family and your husband's family are in full support of ur decision to give birth to the baby~

but then again, if i think further and deeper, there seemed to be more important issues than money in raising a child at 18 years old... firstly, dun u have to continue your studies? i mean at 18, u can't even get a diploma cause let's say u take the shortest route possible, that is poly right after o's (provided u take the 4 year special/express course), u will have to be 19 to get ur diploma... yeah? so at 18, u are either halfway there to ur diploma or finished your a's... if u decide to get pregnant, either u show up in school(poly/university) with ur pregnant stomach or u quit school... and with just an a level cert, many say it's redundant...

secondly, which is actually linked to the first, if u do not continue your studies, will u be able to get a decent paying job to raise both u and ur baby? let's say for those lucky few who have their husbands around to share their burden, will ur husband have the ability to earn enough to support all of u or will u be willing to pitch in as well? and if so, who's gonna look after the baby?

and for those unlucky few who do not have a male partner by their side, guess they have no choice but to work to support themselves and the baby, once again, what job can u get at 18 year old with not much of a qualification?

but it's a whole different story if ur family is rich la ya... there's always the maid if all else fails...

haha i always thought that a baby is fun only when it is not your own... cause u only see their cute side... but not their wailing in the middle of the night, diaper changing, in other words, messy side of babies~ nonetheless, i guess nothing can compare to the pure joy and bliss of being a parent and hearing that famous "papa" "mama" from ur baby for the first time...

oh, anyway i dunno why i have so much to say on raising a baby! haha

okiez backz...

after that went to city hall cause meeting chingz darling after her work to go dinner and new year shopping...

i went to raffles city's mos burger to have a drink and read my book while waiting for her cause there's still some time before she knock off from work...

met her le then went to marina square...

we went for dinner at long john's... long time never eat there...

then went shopping around ba... and then went home le around 10 plus!

feeling sleepy already... nitey le~

.::PaY dAy::.

hiyaz diary...

just updating for fun~ haha

should be able to come online often for now cause bro bought back his laptop and he said he will leave it at home for the time being... yay~ at least got something to do...

went for tuition today and got my very first tuition pay! hee was quite happy after that... who wouldn't be happy to get salary right... =)

anyway, decided to look for a full time job too instead of just teaching tuition alone... hopefully can find a job soon and then continue to teach tuition at night... maybe will be busy or tiring la but at least i wun bum around the house... yeppie, still waiting to see how it all goes...

went to the library again... enjoying the pleasure of reading once more! lolz... i used to be a bookworm in primary sch...

i wanna make new specs!!! my old ones are really ugly... bahz...

chinese new year is coming~ time to eat and collect ang pows! whee... =)

nitey all~

.::HaPpY bIrThDaY tO cHiNgZ dArLiNg::.

hiyaz diary...

firstly, happy birthday to my chingz darling~ haha... =)

SaTuRdAy
woke up early to bake cookies! =) my first attempt so i quite scared it will turn out to be a failure... haha... but mum saw me baking and she helped me find the moulds and wash the stuff after that... and i remember my mum likes to bake and cook in the past... it's just that nowadays, she can't be bothered to bake cause too much work... she became lazy le... =x but i think i got this character from her side ba... cause i realised that i m very interested in cooking and baking and stuff like that too! haha... =) so anyway, ya... baking the cookies was a fun experience... hehe...

then went to tampines subway to meet wl and kev... =) quite a long time never see wl le! actually kev too la... we ate and talked ba... they update me about their lives mostly... some stories were funny... then i went shopping with them cause they were looking for new year clothes...

then i went off to meet chingz darling and her mama on the train... we went to pasir ris together and checked in at downtown east chalet... darling is having a chalet! thanks for inviting me ya... =) then darling's classmates came... got yilin, wanyi and yexian... haha... i felt like an extra so i never talked much at first... think i pmsing also la... so face black black... =x

around 6pm, i went off to meet dear at pasir ris cause he's finally booking out!

after that meet le, waited for him to change and went to suntec to meet kev yz and cr... ate dinner or rather supper ba cause 9pm le... things became weird on the way home but shan't think about it anymore i hope~

then i went back to the chalet around 1 plus... cut cake for chingz darling after that and chatted with her classmates as well... had quite a nice time...

ToDaY
went to escape with darling and her classmates... most of the rides were down and there's practically no one there... all in all, i think less than 50 people there playing la... it's just empty~ then the sky also start to darken after sometime and we went back to the chalet le... but the rides that were available were still quite ok ba...

then went off around 3 plus to meet him at tamp... then went back home le... i feel like sleeping now... nitey all

.::BaCk FoR nOw::.

hiyaz diary...

back for now again... i had a great wednesday, a boring thursday and friday though~

shopped for a LONG time on wednesday... from 11am till 7pm... lolz... was at dhoby ghaut around 11am... started shopping at plaza singapura naturally... then walked to le meridien and spent a long time along the stretch of shops there... next i walked to cine ba i dun really remember... had my lunch alone at subway~ then continue shopping... then i went to heeren~ then taka and then was looking for something at one of the shop at taka but out of stock... =( and the nearest outlet that have it is centrepoint... so i walked back to centrepoint again to get it... sianz... then i walk back to continue shopping at wisma... and then is tangs... then far east... and i walked back to taka for dinner! and then back to heeren to look at things again... haha... all done alone...

shopping alone is more fun than i thought it would be... in fact, i like it... maybe because of the freedom and no one is breathing down ur neck...

oh then went for tuition after that around 8... my legs were aching!

and so thurs and fri are not worth mentioning cause i did nothing except tuition...

argh~ i just realised how bimbotic this entry is... damn!

gotta go sleep now... i have so many things to do tml but so little time and that means i must wake up very early... double damn~ bye!

.::CoMp DoWn AGAIN::.

hiyaz diary...

haha looking at my title, can see my comp is down again~ this time it's not the monitor, it's the stupid CPU... argh! it was still perfectly fine on friday and it screwed up on sat again... bahz! i hate my comp cause it's so OLD and s-l-o-w!

SaTuRdAy
met up with chingz darling... was quite late... my apologies to her... went to mos burger first cause nothing much to do... then went shopping around taka hee... =) i love shopping! then went to watch a movie at cineleisure... watched ghost of mae nak... not bad a show... i like~ the female lead actress so chio can! =) mei nu~ the guy also not bad la quite shuai... and then i think we walked towards plaza singapura cause it's still early... haha though doing simple things nia, but i had a great time with her! =)

SuNdAy
met chingz darling again and this time we went to a place that we realised we have never go together before... ~---ChInAtOwN---~ haha... firstly, we went for dim sum at this restaurant... our first time eating dim sum together cause normally, we wouldn't think of eating dim sum at other places ba... lolz... the food there is nice! better than what i had expected...

and then we walked along the streets half looking at the chinese new year bazaar... but our main aim is to find this dessert shop that sells very very nice peanut paste as recommended by darling... somehow we just seemed to can't find the shop cause also not sure of its exact location... we are just trying out our luck... in the end, it turned out that i knew all along where that dessert shop is but just that i thot she's talking about another dessert shop and it couldn't be the one i knew of... it's dumb in a funny way... haha... walk so much and trying to find the place when all along, we were talking about the same shop! haa...

anyway, we had our peanut paste at last... =) but then we got tempted when we see the next table ordering this mango pomelo sago thingy that looks super nice! after finishing our peanut paste, we decided to order the mango thingy and share cause can't stand the temptation le... in the end, we not only ordered the mango pomelo sago, we ordered a mango pudding too and shared everything... haha... and really no regrets manz cause both the mango dessert tastes heavenly!!! haha i felt like i had died and gone to mango heaven... lolz... it rocks!

then we walked somemore cause quite full ya... got out of the crowded streets and we walked to OG... hehe shopped there and spent quite a long time there... =) then after that went home le~

another fun day with my bestie~

MoNdAy
overall quite a sway and sad day! went for tuition around late afternoon... lost my bus card... sad though it's just a small small thing nia... but jiu feel like shit... and then the stupid agency called to tell me one of the kid's mum complained to her that i look at the answers behind while marking her son's assessment... ermmm~ hello?!! i was trying to save time!!! cause the son is beside me with nothing to do while i sit there marking... if i think of the ans to every qn myself, i think it will take up ALOT of time cause he had done a lot of pages so of course to save time, i look at the answers so that i can mark faster... but no~!! got complained cause of that...

personally, during the start of the second session, i know she already dun like me cause she was asking me if i knew where her son's assessment books are... i said i dunno because it's a fact... why the hell would i want to ask her son during the first session where his assessment books are... i knew he had them and that's enough right? if i need it, i will ask him to bring it out... so i dun see why i should know where his assessment books are~ am i supposed to bring it out for him everytime i come? just like an obedient maid? i m not his maid for goodness sake! okiez, anyway back to my point, when i said i dunno, she immediately retorted back in this nasty tone: "it's ur 2nd time here ALREADY and u still dunno where his books are AH" then i m like what the hell! why should i know that in the first place! i have more important things to do like teaching her son instead of asking: "where u put your assessment books one huh?" is it really my fault? bahz!

so anyway, she called the agency and complained la... and told them she dun wan the tuition already... so GREAT... and because haven one month yet, i wun get paid for the 1st 2 sessions~ oh that just made my day manz~ haa!

but i sorta expected this day to come cause after the assessment book incident, i asked the boy if he had a lot of tuition teachers before... and he told me ya he already changed 8 tuition teachers for the last few months and the worst case is 1 teacher who only managed to teach him for 1 session... haha... i guess i m the second worst case then~ i had 2 sessions... and i asked him why change teachers... he said the mum dun like them all... =(

anyway, my mood went on a decline after that... add that to pms and what u get is a grouchy poonie... dun even have the appetite for dinner and my mum thought i was sick... but honestly, i just felt like rolling up in my bed and sleep so that it will be a fresh new day when i wake up~

TuEsDaY
finally had a day off cause the one of the kid is off to hong kong for a holiday~ lucky her! stayed at home the whole day and do nothing... read and watch tv mostly...

okiez... now also start of wednesday le... hope the rest of the week goes well... nitey~

.::NiCe RoUnD mOoN::.

hiyaz diary...

expected today to be tiring cause got 3 tuition assignments but actually still ok ba...

also realised today is friday the 13th but my day is not very unlucky ba...

went to mac eat lunch alone in the afternoon... dun ask me why suddenly i did that... i myself dunno too... haha... just got that urge to do it... well, everyone is with company at mac but i didn't really felt out of place... it's quite alright in fact... got a message from dear while i was there and was quite glad =)

then went for tuition ba... ermmm, shan't say much except that it wasn't a very happy tuition... put me in quite a sad mood... the mum dislikes me i think and the boy tell me the mum always dun like his tutors and he had already changed 8 tutors le... i m like 8~ that's alot ba... haha i think it's going to be 9 soon and that's me! bahz... hopefully can at least survive a month ba so that i can at least get my pay~ *pRaYs HaRd*

after that went to the library to borrow some books... though the comp is fixed le, but nowadays also not much people online de... no one to chat with... and there is a limit to what u can do on the net... i do get bored ba... =x no dvds watch recently too cause mama never rent... so ya basically i have nothing to do so trying to start reading again~ dunno why but after the trip to the library, i cheered up slightly... =)

then went home slack a bit cause still got some time before my next tuition at 6pm... this one nothing much ba but it's hard trying to teach a primary 1 =x

then went to another tuition assignment at 8pm directly after that... haha my favourite tuition kid... =) cause he actually ask me questions when he dun understand... so is like there's this interaction between us and i like it that way... instead of not understanding but not asking and pretending to understand... that defeats the purpose of my job right~ so ya... that cheered me up even more...

then walked out cause the place quite ulu and far from the bus stop ba... and i saw the sky with the nice round moon~ it seemed so near and it's just pretty la... =) then i realised today is the 15th day of the lunar month so it's round~ =) very nice... haha then that put me in good mood le... mood swing ya~ =x and dunno why, seeing the moon made me miss him... =( but ya, i am getting used to it le... not as sad anymore! =) not as pathetic as last week i shall say =p

today didn't talk much to him cause he got other things to do and not much time left before lights out ba... but ya, i really appreciate the fact that he makes the effort to call me every night and message me whenever he can even though it might just be that short while... thank you worz... =)

okiez, seems like my little unborn niece got some trouble... hopefully she will be fine inside her mummy's stomach... don't give up! must fight to live on! will know how everything goes on mon ba...

tired le... nitey all~

.::BoRiNg DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

today quite sianz ba... nowadays trying to sleep early and wake late... i slept at 11pm the night before and woke up at 1pm... =x 14 hours... but well, at least one day passed faster this way =x

then went for tuition in the afternoon around 3... came back and slacked... watched tv and did nothing much... life is boring...

been raining like cats and dogs recently... it seemed never ending...

hmmm not much to blog about too... life is quite monotonous nowadays...

nitey all~

.::BoOk iN::.

hiyaz diary...

today is the day dear booking in le... =( bahz... met him at tamp around 4pm... went to fix his specs and went to popular to buy some assessment books for my tuition kid... then went to meet cy and zy at the interchange... then went on cy bro's car and he drove us all to some place at tamp to eat dinner...

ate bak kut teh... whee, i like quite long time never eat le so i think it taste very nice today... then cy's bro drove us to pasir ris... went to pasir ris mac to meet jg's parents and sis as they having their dinner there... then slacked there for quite awhile and went to ntuc and stuff...

then sent dear to the bus interchange and then went off le... well, 11 more days from now on... haha...

went to walk around after that and trying to find things eat cause nothing much to do and dun feel like going home yet... rented a vcd after that and then went home le...

it's only 9 plus now but i m feeling sleepy le... go off le~ nitey all!

.::FiNaLLy::.

hiyaz diary...

finally today he can book out... been waiting for today to come... slept till 12 plus and nua my time away by doing bo liao things like walking around at home... haha... then went prepare and went to compass point first... went to the bank and went to mos burger to buy something for him to eat... then went to take 89 to pasir ris... ah, felt a lot of emotions on the bus... lolz... dunno how to describe...

and i got off at pasir ris interchange... then i saw kev coincidentally... he just went to took his driving test and walking home from pasir ris... then i told him i going to meet jg and ask him whether wanna go with me... he said ok and we waited together at the bus interchange ba... waited for around half hour or so... finally dear arrived... then before that, kev was making a bet with me to see who can spot jg first... then even when jg walked past us kev still haven see him... lolz... then waited for cy while we 3 talked... then cy came after half hour more and pow was there too...

then kev went home le and went to bedok with jg... saw ying jie on the bus... quite a coincidence... then dear went back home first to change while i waited downstairs ba... was quite restless so went to ntuc walk walk and walked around the neighbourhood... haha, went 7 eleven drink meiji strawberry milk... =) nice... then he came down le...

went some army shop at tamp to pei him buy some things... then went back his house for him to put the things so that dun need carry around... then went block 85 for dinner... had noodles and satay~ =) craving for satay satisfied! =D

then walked to the bus stop... took 67 to tamp interchange and we took a long bus ride on bus 3 again... =)

well, actually i think i should be happy to see him today cause afterall the past few days had been quite bad for us i think... cause still not used to it... but somehow meet le, not say not happy... but something inside me just happy bu qi lai... keep feeling that after today will be another 11 more days... and with reunion comes separation ba~ haha jiu dunno sad or happy jiu hao... argh~ but can see should be quite happy le and appreciate this chance but yet i m feeling shitty... feel that i dunno how to cherish things ba maybe... sighz...

bahz, i should stop complaining... nitey le...

.::EvEnTfUL NiGhT oUt::.

hiyaz diary...

mama papa went to indonesia on sat le... then i met darling around 430 at plaza singapura... sorry i was late for half hour... when i reached, she already bought movie tickets cause we watching movie later in the night... we went mos to eat... then sit there talk a bit...

after that, we got quite hungry again and we took a train to taka to look for food to eat... can't walk to taka cause it's raining and we are without umbrellas...

we stood at cold storage's entrance for quite some time while deciding what to eat... cause everything seemed nice... in the end, darling decided on muah chee and i followed suit... sorry darling like make u stand there very long... haha... we sat at the fountain after that to eat... then we went shopping around and then slowly walked back to ps...

went to carrefour to walk around also cause we still have time before our movie at 930pm

we went to watch elizabethtown... nice movie! quite funny... i see darling laughing quite happily and i m happy too! =)

then after movie slightly before midnight le... we decided to stay out and not go home...

we walked down to orchard trying to find 24 hours coffee joints or places to sit... went to this cafe at cineleisure that is opened till 5am... well, the start of unlucky events began here...

firstly, the service at this cafe sucked... the waitresses there like cannot make it really... then we ordered a mocha drink thinking it might help us to stay more awake... but compared to starbucks mocha frap, this mocha drink is like shit =x but nevertheless, we stayed there to talk till 4am...

then we decided to leave the cafe due to its very bad service... planned to walk to ps again cause there got 24 hour mac and we can go there eat breakfast... but then, it's raining again the moment we stepped out of cineleisure... and i started to have gastric... what a time manz!

we waited for the rain to get smaller at cineleisure's entrance before beginning walking over to ps... but by the time we reached centrepoint, the rain began to get heavy again... since nothing to do, we took some photos... but i m lazy to post all of it so just post 1 ba... i really love her to bits...



and then rain smaller le so we quickly run to the next building and we squatted there... then suddenly, this weird guy began walking towards us... at that time, there's only us 2 girls at the centrepoint building and him so a bit diaoz la... i saw him heading towards our direction and i saw his hands scratching his private parts and i thought it a bit weird... then darling looked over and said he is strange too... we are contemplating to make a run for it anotz to the next building which is the old orchard point... then suddenly the guy pulled up his shirt slightly and i have this feeling he's gonna flash at us or something and without saying a word, we both run like mad... didn't even care the cars at the traffic light as it is green light for the cars... i am just scared out of my wits and hope he dun do anything funny... and the thing is he began running too and i was freaking out already... then as we ran, he was behind us running too making sickening kissing noises... of course run faster la... then due to the rain, darling's slippers slipped off at the road and she have to wait for the cars to pass first... then the guy ran past us le... what the hell sia! in the end, we stayed outside the 7 eleven of that building for quite some while cause at least there's some people there...

then waited somemore for the rain to get smaller... then wait wait wait, finally get smaller le and we walked the remaining distance to ps mac... phew~ finally reached ps mac around 5am... had hotcakes with sausage and piping hot milo... ah the feeling is heavenly... =) me and darling ate slowly and slacked till 8am...

then wanted to go home le... but we realised dhoby ghaut station is having emergency exercise! wa lao... means no way to go home unless walk out to the 65 bus stop but it's still raining and it's a long distance... then at first they say 9am will finish so we went back mac sit and try to catch some sleep... but 9am go out the exercise is still on and in the end another person tell me will end at 945am then i sianz le...

me and chingz darling sat outside starbucks while waiting lo... then finally can go home le around 950am...

quite tired while on the train le... but the train keep delaying here and there... not helping my mood... went home bathed... then came online awhile and slept for 1 hour and woke up at 12 plus to go attend some ceremony at sengkang... and if it isn't compulsory, i would had continued sleeping... argh... and it's still raining! wa lao... super sianz...

travelled there like a zombie... bahz... and the ceremony is so boring can... sighz... listen to speeches and see never ending rows of people going up the stage one by one... argh... it only ended around 3pm... sianz to max!!! was stoning throughout... cause lack of sleep and bored... it's the worse... went home straight and slept around 4pm... but only managed to sleep till 7pm... sianz...

woke up watched dvds to kill time... can't even be bothered with eating for today... haha... everything basically sucked... think it's really quite an eventful and unlucky day...

after watching dvds, my mood became cranky le... cried hard for 20 mins non-stop... =( this suck i m like some pathetic wreck... even i m sick of myself... shan't write much further, no mood to... bye all~

.::PuLaU tEkOnG::.

hiyaz diary...

ah... what a day... lolz...

went to pasir ris bus interchange met dear to send him off together with his parents... quite awkward at first cause dunno if his parents will think i extra anotz... =x took the bus together to changi ferry terminal and then took a ferry to pulau tekong... haha initially i thot will be a short trip... but then actually the whole journey quite long, more than half a hour... a mixture of emotions on the bus with him beside me... didn't talked much... think we both also dunno what to say ba at such a situation like this...

then reached tekong island and the enlistees were separated from us the visitors... bahz... haha and i m left alone with his parents... ermmm... but they were quite ok... at least never scold me or ignore me... haha... his mum also very nice... cause we were brought on a tour around the training school in a bus and she always ask me sit next to her and leaving her husband to sit alone... ermmm, i feel quite bad for "separating" them but she insist to pei wo sit... then his papa also very nice... always let me board and alight the bus first... haha... they are not as scary as dear said they are...

then went tour around the school as i said... they showed us their dormitories first... the bed looks quite ok ba... thick mattress and the whole room is relatively clean and neat... there's even mosquito nets~ haha... so their welfare is quite taken care of i guess... then next went to the recreation room... not bad too... got pool table, tv, sofa, couches, games, the soccer game thingy and magazines... haa...

then went to the medical centre, their canteen and cookhouses... slacked at the canteen for quite awhile and ate some biscuits before heading to the oath-taking ceremony at the main auditorium... hmmm watched a video there and listened to the colonel lieutenant give his opening address... knew more about their army life for the next 9 weeks or so at the basic military training centre... then witnessed the enlistees take their oath and they are officially recruits! =)

then the recruits are allowed dinner with us at the cookhouse... haha... the food seemed not bad ba... chicken rice with a big chicken drumstick and cabbage... still got wanton soup, a pear and guava juice i think... haha... it tasted super nice! but always hear them say this first meal with parents is always the nicest one cause got parents there mahz... but after that the meals for them jiu not so nice le... but i think should be ok de la... should be around same standard...

then walked back to the ferry terminal and said our goodbyes there... hmmm thought i would cry but i didn't... =x but of course got the sadness feeling inside... then went back to pasir ris interchange le... said bye to his parents and went off for tuition at punggol~

today de assignment is a new one too so first time there... it's quite near my house, within walking distance... primary 1 girl... quite cute... but i have to be super patient cause primary 1 what, u will have to teach them things like numbers 1 to 10 and their spelling... a lot of things that is easy to us may not be easy to them cause they haven even learnt it... haha... so i think this kid will be kinda hard to teach... not because of her ability to learn but whether i can be patient enough to teach her the very basic stuff i have learnt 12 years ago =x

then finished at around 9pm and walked home... ermmm, kinda sad on the way home cause thinking about him... jiu seems like time flies, less than 2 years ago, we are still studying together... than 2 months ago, we were still taking the a levels together... and a few days ago, still going out together... but now, like suddenly he ns le... haa jiu like a sudden transition... not that i didn't know this day will come but i didn't really sit down and acknowledge the fact that this day will come so soon ba i guess...

reached home in a super sianz mood... think mama sensed that i am moody due to my sianz face and she treated me quite nicely... i feel quite bad... thanks mama~

sorta looking forward to his call at night and finally he called... =) but bad news is hearing his voice made me miss him even more... and i finally cried =x desperately controlling but failed... bahz... i think he also dunno wad to say to prevent me from crying and i juz cried harder... argh~ felt like a failure... after half hour jiu hanged up le cause lights out for them at 11 le... and i m still crying like mad after that... zhen shi ben! but think after one night sleep jiu should be ok le ba... now still feeling a bit sad... i m missing him already... =( this is so gay can... argh!

i will learn to grow up in this 2 years! haha... must learn to be a better girl so that he dun need worry about me and mama also dun need worry abt me... ^_^ haa hopefully 2 years later, both of us would had grown to be better people... =) ah i wun be sad le~

going out with chingz darling tml cause mama papa going to indonesia, brother is currently at reservist, leaving me alone at home with nothing to do... i miss my darling~ and i can't wait to see her...

okiez le... nitey all...

--there's nowhere else in this world i would rather be than to be with u--

.::LaSt DaY oUt::.

hiyaz diary...

today went out with dear for the last time before he goes into ns... went to tamp... met his fren cy at the pavilion... watched them play pool awhile... then his another fren zy came and we went off... went to pizza hut for lunch... maybe is because long time nv eat there, i think today de pizza and garlic bread super nice! =) and i was eating this chicken drumlet with a fork... then dear asked me to use hands, i say dun wan~ and after that i dropped it right smack on the floor =x tio laughed at of course... then went isetan and metro to pei him buy something...

haha after that met his friends again to look around for a cap but in the end they nv bought anything too... then walked around alot =x but still ok since nothing much to do also...

took pictures at tm before they went to cut hair... haha...


zy cy jgys

haha this pic is taken by me and look at the super blur quality... i suck in this... lolz

taken while waiting for cy to cut his hair... this is before~


AND presenting to all............


*dRuM rOLLs*


AFTER~


lolz... i hope i dun get killed for this... =x

after they cut hair, me and dear went off alone to tm... wanted to watch movie but no suitable timing... so we end up at mos again for dinner... haha... i was quite full halfway dunno why...

then also 9 plus le... we went to interchange to take a long bus ride... like last time for everything le... =( took bus service 3... hmmm and it reminds me of our first few dates where he always pei wo take 3 from tampines interchange and sent me home... haha that's like 4 months ago but the memory is still as vivid... i know he's just going for ns and will still be able to see him on weekends but still can't help feeling sad... but will try to be happy of course! cause being happy makes life easier =)

okiez... shan't blog much further... nitey le~

--i love you--

.::ChInAtOwN::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up at 10am today... kinda reluctant to wake up... =p

went market to get some stuff... then came back and begin cooking~ first time lolz... i think papa a bit stunned when i tell him i cooking... haha...

then took me quite some time before i m done with everything... but a great feeling of satisfaction after that... lolz! =p

then bathe and went out... raining heavily... sianz...

went to meet dear at this nursing home where his grandmother is staying... saw his ah ma... haha i think she quite friendly cause she always smile~ but i see all the old people at the nursing home there i feel quite sad for them cause is like nobody pei them then like quite lonely worz... to put it crudely, jiu like waiting for death in the home nia... =<

then we went to compass point... haha found a place to sit and gave him the lunch i cooked for him... haha... honestly, before that i dunno if he will like it... but well, i have to give him credit for finishing off everything except the veggie =x haha... thanks for giving face ya... =p

then went walk walk around compass point... then went to chinatown... haha... cause we nv go there together before and i m sorta sick of town area le...

on the train, he suggested sitting all the way to harbourfront before taking a detour back to chinatown... on the way back from harbourfront, an eyelash got into my eye and i began tearing cause wearing contacts... haha... and it got worse with every second... soon the other eye also begin to tear and soon it seems like i m crying... haha the worse thing is my nose also became runny... haha then i started laughing very hard cause i can sense people staring at dear and it seems like he must have did something so bad to made me cry till so jialat... i can't stop laughing and in the meanwhile, my tears keep falling... haha... i look like mad woman i think... laughing and "crying" hard at the same time... but the way people looking at him is quite funny...

then went to eat bread... haha... and then got lost for awhile =x cause i can't remember where to go but in the end, we found our way... went to eat nice nice de wanton mee for dinner~ then walked somemore...

decided to go to bugis cause there's not much to do in chinatown besides eating for us... haha... took a bus there... and we ended up sitting at mos burger cause legs aching... =x sat till 9 plus... went take mrt home... then stayed at the pasir ris bus stop for quite some time till 11 plus and then went home le...

haha a mixture of feelings now... happy yet sad... sad yet happy... =) =(

.::SuBwAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to eat lunch at subway with wl... cause very long never go there le and he's going into ns on thurs so sorta farewell lunch ba... lolz... crapped a lot there... and they got a new toaster oven! now the bread is crispy on the outside + soft on the inside... nice~ =) so long never eat, still as nice... lolz... maybe i shall stop ranting on about subway now...

then received calls last minute after lunch to go for new tuition assignment today... went for tuition assignment around 3 and then went home...

slack slack eat dinner and went for yet another tuition assignment at 8... got terribly lost for it is the first time i m going for this tuition assignment... supposed to be block 306B but the agency people told me is 306D and all i can see is A B and C but no D!!! asked people like mad and some say here some say there... i walked round and round like a crazy girl... =x finally i saw 306D and guess what? it's a multi-purpose hall ermmm i see le i sianz... dunno to laugh or what cause obviously the agency gave me the wrong address... in the end, called back the agency and they called back the parents and told me is 306B... sighz, and i was late half an hour because of that... =( my legs were aching after that...

but that's not the end... after tuition which is 10pm, i was sorta tired already... oh no erase that, i m not sorta tired, i m in fact tired =( and ta da~ i got lost again... cause i can't really recognize directions at night... dunno why =x just dumb la... and i dun remember which way i came from cause have to walk 15 minutes out to the bus stop... then i blur, walked in any random direction without even knowing where i m heading to and i can't seem to get out of that damn place! everywhere i walk, it seems i came back to the same series of blocks or unfamiliar-looking blocks... super sianz at that time le... and at a point, i want to cry... =x but haiya, just continue walking around randomly... finally i reached this road junction which seems familiar and finally got out of those stupid blocks of flats... argh~ my mood went to a rock bottom after that... legs aching like mad which made me feel worse...

haa but now blogged it out le, i felt better... =) guess a night's sleep will settle everything~

gonna try to have an early night... nitey~

.::ThE fAmILy StOnE

hiyaz diary...

today went to ps to meet up with chingz darling... so long since we met up to slack... went to buy movie tickets for the family stone... then met darling and we went to mos burger... saw suxian there...

then me and darling ate and slack... and then cause we nothing to do, she took our her phone and we started cam whoring away... =p

shall load some of them here...


first pic taken

making stupid faces =p

puffed up

dun wanna take photo

me kissing darling~ haha look at her stunned face

darling kissing me... look at my juai face =p

she on the night mode while taking this

ke ai de darling

me trying to act cute like darling but failed miserably =x

then after this, we went shopping around ps to kill time... then around 7 went up to cinema cause watching the 710 show... bought nachos in... whee... the movie not bad ba... my first movie of year 2006~ hee =) the movie is sorta sad, touching, funny and twisted all at the same time... oh and we realized it's been so long since we watched a movie together... the last movie we watched together was flight plan on 15th october... haha and that is so long ago! darling, a lot of nice new movies coming up le, we must watch more movie together ok! =)

after that went home le... the week ahead seem packed... sighz... i need a job soon!!! argh... oh and adult transport fare is really expensive... =(

haha enough of crapping... nitey~

.::NeW yEaR mEeTiNg::.

hiyaz diary...

haha... went to tampines soka for meeting with my family...

after that met dear at tamp interchange... sorta last minute... he went to collect his specs... walked around looking for a alarm clock for him... =x went to century square as well... then dunno wad to eat for dinner... in the end, i said go to bedok block 85 eat~

haha... had a quite satisfying dinner... =D life is good now! can't wait for tml... going out with my chingz darling... so long since we went out... got 1 or 2 weeks le ba... looking forward to our outing... hee... okiez... bye all~

.::HaPpY nEw YeAr::.

hiyaz diary...

HaPpY nEw YeAr To aLL~ =D

it's a new year le (duhz) haha... hope everyone will have a good year ahead! =D

oh ya before that, shall upload some photos taken on the last cycling trip with s214 on wednesday... a bit late la but i only got the photos today...


if u look closely, there's a plane there... haha

bright~


at the breakwater

nice view

dunno where this is taken... =x

okiez now back to my update...

hmmm... today woke up by mama at 12pm... forced me to go down to orchard with her and sis... then i am like diaoz cause i dun intend to go out so early... haha so i told her to go down and meet sis first while i bathe slowly and take my own sweet time before going down to town to meet them... haha... cause otherwise, she sure bug me to be faster... haha i managed to drag till around 2... reached orchard at 230pm... then quite lame, initially sis asked mama to go down at 1pm but turned out in the end she got some last minute work to do and she's not even ready to meet us when i reached... =x so poor mama actually got nothing to do between 1pm to 230pm except walking around aimlessly... =x i m half glad i didn't rush down with her...

sis came around 245pm and we went to crystal jade kitchen for high tea/lunch... i had this super nice luncheon meat with egg sandwich... the luncheon meat is hot and soft~ whee... perfect combination with the scrambled egg and the thick slices of toasted bread... haha... maybe it is also due to the fact that i haven eaten breakfast but the sandwich tasted heavenly... =x then we ordered some dim sum as well... haha... we ate till 4pm and shopped after that but only for awhile cause it's too crowded everywhere and it's raining outside... they went home around 4 plus... and i supposedly meeting jgys at 7pm... so i stayed at orchard fretting about wad i m to do for the 2 hours or so... haha... in the end, i sat at some staircase at orchard mrt... the staircase quite ulu so not much ppl... haha... slack like mad... =x sat there and did some people watching... =x tried to get some sleep but failed... =x

then he came le... sorry for spoiling your plans and meet earlier than what we planned... =p

we took the mrt to city hall... walked along citilink... we went esplanade to see if there is a lot of people... but we gave up halfway walking there... haha... not because crowded but because we lazy to walk further juz to see got a lot people ma... then went suntec... haha... at suntec, there were queues everywhere... went for dinner at crystal jade again but is at the la mian xiao long bao branch this time... haha everything tasted super nice~ ordered noodles, xiao long bao and dessert~ haha... nice feast for the last day of the year... =D

after dinner, i had my surprise for the day... during dinner, jgys seemed weird already... but i still didn't know what's going on... then after dinner, we walked out, suddenly i see someone running towards me... stunned me to the max at first until i saw the person's face... is my chingz darling! haha... yuan lai she and jgys had it planned manz... haha... my sweet darling bought me cookies from subway and said she juz wanna give me a surprise so made jgys her accomplice... haha... i was super surprised and happy to see her... i really bth those 2 sia! they always think up of such devious plans... =p but it was a very nice surprise... after awhile, darling left with her classmates... so sweet of her to buy me cookies and stuff though she got her classmates with her too... haha... then we walked towards carrefour that tower... along the way, i dunno why i was super touched... and i feel like crying... =x happy tears of course... lolz... cause at that moment, i felt very xing fu to have this 2 special people whom i loved to be with me and bother about me... they always did the nicest things for me... =D what more can i ask for... =D

me and jgys went for ice cream after that at ben and jerry's... their ice cream is superb! =D and did i mention, i always get very happy after eating ice cream... =p so was in a pretty good mood...

walked back towards esplanade again... we walked to marina square first... then slowly inched our way to esplanade... reached esplanade around 9... then slowly walk along the performance area towards merlion... haha... reached merlion and saw this perfect spot to sit at cause it's a wall/pillar which can climb up to sit and the best thing is u have a clear view of everything cause the wall is raised so can see above everyone's heads... it's really the perfect spot... =D lolz... it's still quite some time before 12am... i dunno how we did it but we kept ourselves fully entertained for about 3 hours from 9pm to 12am... i dun feel bored at all... be cam whores, listened to songs, ate my cookies from my darling and crap alot... =p lost in our own world... haha~ below are the pics... they all looked the same cause we climbed up a wall to sit and it's hard to move about due to constriction of space... =p


i m a ghost~





he's the ghost this time... =x

then 12am came le and the fireworks started... haha... from where we are sitting, we had a perfect view cause directly in front of us and not blocked by anything... full clear view... nice! haha the fireworks lasted 10 minutes... the last finale of the fireworks were awesome... haha basically, just a mix of everything all together at the same time... pretty manz! the photos below really did the fireworks no justice cause it looked normal from the photos... but at esplanade, it looked 100 times nicer... =x oh and i only have one picture of the fireworks cause he took videos instead...



taken from the wall we are at... haha... this is facing esplanade...

the fireworks with the merlion... the merlion looks out of place... =x

then after that, we sat there till about 1245am before leaving... enjoyed myself and everything seemed perfect today... haha...

and yeah, we are officially together le... =D kinda impromptu but it just seemed the right time at that moment i guess... hmmm so much to say... but dunno where to start...

read this ok, it's just for u...

life had been full of colours ever since u came into my life a few months ago... u had always been so sweet and nice to me which makes me feel very blissed... i apologize for giving u stupid attitude sometimes and yet time and again, u beared with me... sometimes i really dunno wad i did to deserve u... but instead of pondering over that qn, i might as well learn to appreciate and cherish what i have got now... thanks for everything and i really mean it...

hmmm... another person to mention... chingz darling this is for u...

9 years anniversary in 3 more months... excited ma? i am... =D i also must thank u for tolerating my flaws and temper... u brought life into my life and i can't tell u how grateful i m... there's not much i can say here cause basically i have said everything to u before already... u will always have that special place in my heart as u r my precious and cherished darling! juz wanna tell u again, i love u to bits! hope year 2006 will be a good one for u and let's write a new chapter of our lives together! =D

to all my friends and classmates... thanks for being with me all these time... u made my year 2005 a fulfilling one... =D i m sorry i can't list everyone out as i m quite tired now... =x

okiez, nitey all le... =D cheers to the year ahead!