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hiyaz diary...

ah... what a day... lolz...

went to pasir ris bus interchange met dear to send him off together with his parents... quite awkward at first cause dunno if his parents will think i extra anotz... =x took the bus together to changi ferry terminal and then took a ferry to pulau tekong... haha initially i thot will be a short trip... but then actually the whole journey quite long, more than half a hour... a mixture of emotions on the bus with him beside me... didn't talked much... think we both also dunno what to say ba at such a situation like this...

then reached tekong island and the enlistees were separated from us the visitors... bahz... haha and i m left alone with his parents... ermmm... but they were quite ok... at least never scold me or ignore me... haha... his mum also very nice... cause we were brought on a tour around the training school in a bus and she always ask me sit next to her and leaving her husband to sit alone... ermmm, i feel quite bad for "separating" them but she insist to pei wo sit... then his papa also very nice... always let me board and alight the bus first... haha... they are not as scary as dear said they are...

then went tour around the school as i said... they showed us their dormitories first... the bed looks quite ok ba... thick mattress and the whole room is relatively clean and neat... there's even mosquito nets~ haha... so their welfare is quite taken care of i guess... then next went to the recreation room... not bad too... got pool table, tv, sofa, couches, games, the soccer game thingy and magazines... haa...

then went to the medical centre, their canteen and cookhouses... slacked at the canteen for quite awhile and ate some biscuits before heading to the oath-taking ceremony at the main auditorium... hmmm watched a video there and listened to the colonel lieutenant give his opening address... knew more about their army life for the next 9 weeks or so at the basic military training centre... then witnessed the enlistees take their oath and they are officially recruits! =)

then the recruits are allowed dinner with us at the cookhouse... haha... the food seemed not bad ba... chicken rice with a big chicken drumstick and cabbage... still got wanton soup, a pear and guava juice i think... haha... it tasted super nice! but always hear them say this first meal with parents is always the nicest one cause got parents there mahz... but after that the meals for them jiu not so nice le... but i think should be ok de la... should be around same standard...

then walked back to the ferry terminal and said our goodbyes there... hmmm thought i would cry but i didn't... =x but of course got the sadness feeling inside... then went back to pasir ris interchange le... said bye to his parents and went off for tuition at punggol~

today de assignment is a new one too so first time there... it's quite near my house, within walking distance... primary 1 girl... quite cute... but i have to be super patient cause primary 1 what, u will have to teach them things like numbers 1 to 10 and their spelling... a lot of things that is easy to us may not be easy to them cause they haven even learnt it... haha... so i think this kid will be kinda hard to teach... not because of her ability to learn but whether i can be patient enough to teach her the very basic stuff i have learnt 12 years ago =x

then finished at around 9pm and walked home... ermmm, kinda sad on the way home cause thinking about him... jiu seems like time flies, less than 2 years ago, we are still studying together... than 2 months ago, we were still taking the a levels together... and a few days ago, still going out together... but now, like suddenly he ns le... haa jiu like a sudden transition... not that i didn't know this day will come but i didn't really sit down and acknowledge the fact that this day will come so soon ba i guess...

reached home in a super sianz mood... think mama sensed that i am moody due to my sianz face and she treated me quite nicely... i feel quite bad... thanks mama~

sorta looking forward to his call at night and finally he called... =) but bad news is hearing his voice made me miss him even more... and i finally cried =x desperately controlling but failed... bahz... i think he also dunno wad to say to prevent me from crying and i juz cried harder... argh~ felt like a failure... after half hour jiu hanged up le cause lights out for them at 11 le... and i m still crying like mad after that... zhen shi ben! but think after one night sleep jiu should be ok le ba... now still feeling a bit sad... i m missing him already... =( this is so gay can... argh!

i will learn to grow up in this 2 years! haha... must learn to be a better girl so that he dun need worry about me and mama also dun need worry abt me... ^_^ haa hopefully 2 years later, both of us would had grown to be better people... =) ah i wun be sad le~

going out with chingz darling tml cause mama papa going to indonesia, brother is currently at reservist, leaving me alone at home with nothing to do... i miss my darling~ and i can't wait to see her...

okiez le... nitey all...

--there's nowhere else in this world i would rather be than to be with u--