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hiyaz diary...

photos!

the u.r.s wedges



at swensens marina square



baby kylie learning how to flip over



baby kylie with her new float and i look sleepy cause i just woke up

on the empty bus

baby kylie



sentosa outing last sunday~



cycling



waiting for tram



on the tram



swimming



the idiot



during the skyride



our new flip flops, it looks corny i know =x



helmets for the sentosa luge ride



still got quite some photos but i am lazy le... weekend coming again~

some random thoughts in every para, sorry for the randomness

booked tickets for the first movie screening at the GVmax cinema at vivocity tml! dunno why i am sorta excited about it in the afternoon cause it's the first screening... suaku me! but now i m not so excited anymore thanks to the night's happenings

the haze outside is quite bad now... so blur and i can practically smell it! covers up the pretty moon on mid autumn day... what a pity!

i sorta hate fridays now... it always leaves a bad taste in my mouth if u know what i mean

what else, oh yeah, currently watching the korean drama that's showing on channel u next monday... it's quite funny... the female lead is pretty

i am having the last few tuitions within this week for my PSLE kids... i felt so relieved to know i can dun need rush around for tuition anymore after this week as i will be only left with 1 student! these past 2 months had been hellish with so many students and no one can understand, not even those people that i wished they could understand like my mum... but it's ok, i survived through it in one piece... and u can say it's my fault for chewing off more than i can bite and so i shouldn't complain... but if u dunno anything, then dun come judge me

now's the time to pick up the pieces and buck up for my studies!

sometimes, i wish i can let it go but i can't... i know if i do, i will kick myself in the future for doing so...

stupidly, i sacrificed some things but i realized that what u do for people doesn't mean they will do the same for u too... yet even more stupidly, i allowed it to happen time after time... i just keep getting pissed and upset everytime it happened, it's tiring u know? no u wouldn't know cause u r not the one getting upset... sick of hearing the apologies, sad to say, they are worth nothing to me now

i am sorry to those people whom i lied to before cause now i realised how bad it feels to be betrayed and lied to... guess this is what they call karma, what goes around comes around...

i dunno what i want out from my relationship also, i still love u just that things had changed already... i think u know what i am talking about too dun u? i dun mean it as a negative thing since it can be viewed positively also just that sometimes, it's saddening...

it's mid-autumn festival and here i am thinking about mundane stuffs

i must go for lectures next week onwards except HR maybe =x

uni life isn't all rosy like what i think it is, feeling incredibly lonely and i miss my frens and family... u dun even have time to get to know who people really are anymore, who's true and who isn't...

i still didn't get to eat my pure durian flesh mooncake this year... have to wait another year...

okiez la, all these randomness doesn't making sense, dun bother making sense out of it

nitey

[edit: just realised this entry sounds a bit hostile, readers dun take it to heart ya, i am just saying in general]