hiyaz diary...
the weekend had came and passed again... =p
went for a facial yesterday around 7pm with sis and sis-in-law... before that, we had dinner at maxwell market... i was famished as i had not eaten the whole day! just been rotting at home and watching dvds... almost finishing my hk serial - the brink of law already! yay!
today woke up super early for kylie's baby competition at pasir ris... damn i was so tired!
father's day lunch at golden mile after that cause daddy likes thai food and my bro suggested golden mile... it was at this thai restaurant, the food is just so-so...
headed home after lunch to bathe and change before going out to meet him at bugis...
we went shopping again! bought 2 pairs of plastic shoes and earrings at very cheap prices, very good bargain!
left with pink as it's the last pair

for this other shoe, there's 3 colours - black, white and brown... chose the brown one cause i dun have much brown shoes... i was wearing white plastic wedges and i changed into this immediately after i bought it... haha it matches with my brown bag perfectly and it feels more comfortable walking around in flats... =p


3 pairs of earrings

he bought a cd also... i hope the album will have nice songs! met up with his sister at bugis and the 3 of us headed to outram park for father's day dinner with his family... claypot chicken rice, herbal soup, fish & satay, yummy!
after dinner, he and i headed to town for 2nd round of shopping! but we didn't manage to buy anything...
@ wisma isetan's esprit

i had this craving for ice cream so we went to taka basement and had some hokkaido ice cream to satisfy the craving! played some pool at cine as well... it was a good game today! hehe... today's pool was very fun, love it!
was walking along orchard road after that and couldn't resist a bit of cam whoring! in the next few pics, the background shows different places from takashimaya to wisma atria to orchard mrt station as we were really walking and cam whoring at the same time... haha...
start of cam whoring at takashimaya

wisma's isetan

wisma's sony

indochine is just behind

in front of gap

before the escalator to wisma's basement

above orchard mrt station

orchard station itself, the background looks quite nice in some of the photos due to the glass panel display & the plasma tv... some pics we really look cock la






it was great fun taking lotsa silly photos the whole night... had some good laughs...
and to end this entry ............
i love you!
hiyaz diary...
he took leave today and i had a good day with him =)
i watched dvds in the afternoon after waking up and having breakfast... i am finally making progress with my hk serial, the brink of law! haha...
lunch-ed around 1 plus at home as mum cooked... cabbed to his house after that cause we made plans to go jogging...
okiez, i must say i have always hated jogging but i dunno why today when he suggested jogging, i said ok... i must have been out of my mind... either that or my bad cough is making my brain malfunction...
so anyway, i cabbed to his house and bought lunch for him... nua-ed at his house waiting for 5pm to come when the sun is not so strong...
jogging at bedok reservoir... geez, i had not been jogging for 2 years i think since the napfa test ended in april during my jc year 2... so of course i am slow like dog... haha... and after only about 2km, i had a headache on the left side... gosh! it hurt so badly that i feel that the whole of my left face is kinda affected as well... lolz...
needless to say, at this point in time, i hated jogging with all my life! felt like puking after that, i am such a weakling... even i can't stand myself... anyway after around 2.5km, i was feeling real crappy and he said let's walk... sorry for being such a nuisance! =p
anyway, we just continued walking until we reached our starting point again... 1 round and it took us 1 hour... timing so chui! on the brighter side, the weather was quite nice today... quite windy with pretty clouds to look at...
my headache slowly subsided =p
during the jog, suddenly he mention apple juice... and damn! i was already so thirsty and he had to go mention apple juice... so for the rest of the journey, i keep having this craving for apple juice... haha... i feel like killing him!
alot of silly moments while we walked... we tried brisk walking... with exaggerated hand movements and the shaking of butt... he seriously cannot make it... look like shit lolz
anyway, went back his house after that... watched tv, had dinner at his house cause his mum bought food, watched somemore tv, bathed and watched tv again while waiting for him to bathe... hee...
we went tamp mall at around 830pm...

been so long since we were there! there's been some changes... new shops, new escalators lolz...
anyway, we went to pazzion... i saw 2 pairs of shoes i like so much!!! but they are quite ex =( argh damn it!
i loved this pair especially... but it is also the more ex one... there's white and black for this design!


i shall forget about them like this instant cause i am not going to spend that amount of money on a pair of shoes! and in addition, i am trying to save up now... lolz... cause i have got this plan! i shall reveal it when the time is right! hehe
walked around somemore till all the shops closed...
oh ya i saw this shuai ge who's working at royal sporting house then i was telling dearie oh my that guy is shuai! so he looked inside to see who i am talking about and he ended up waving to that shuai ge as the shuai ge is his basketball friend... haha i felt quite paiseh after that!
i have got this sudden craving for ice cream but can't find any gelato at tamp mall... then i saw cheers and i got this craving for moo ice cream stick... lolz... shared it with him... it's one of my favourite ice cream cause the combination of the milk and chocolate is power!
so all in all, i had a good day today... but i still hate jogging lolz... if i have a choice, i never want to jog again =p to u, please spare me from the agony... cycling blading anything is fine, just no jogging pretty please??? =p hehe!
hiyaz diary...
just wondering about something last night and wanted to blog about it... but i was on the phone with ll and i shut down the lappie and only remembered i got something to blog after i shut down...
i had a nice chat with that girl! i miss all my girls! chingz darling, ll, mic & nana! all of whom i had not went out for quite sometime already for some girls' talk!
anyway i had digressed too much... i was just wondering when was the last time i had been truly happy? my mum commented last night she think i have no energy at all nowadays... she said that i am so young and yet i dun even portray a bit of the kind of happiness and energy level youths should have...
felt like telling her what had been bothering me all these while but i didn't... cause i knew that telling her wun make the problems go away and i am not sure what kind of comments she will give me... i definitely dun need sarcastic ones at this point in time... so i just gave her a sad look and returned to looking at the comp...
so back to the question, when was the last time i am truly happy? i can't remember when... i think nowadays it's easy to see people laughing and joking around when what they really feel inside is a far cry from what they are portraying outside...
haha enough of emo stuff... i am gonna watch some dvds... finally no tuition today and i can slack my day away...
hiyaz diary...
i am sorta free again which explains why i am blogging at this time in the afternoon when i should be working! quitted my job at rtc... last day yesterday... haha... so i am sorta free again! but i just took on 2 new tuition assignments so i guess i will still be busy but just now as busy as when i am taking on the rtc job...
last sat, i went out with my parents and kylie to look for my sis to eat lunch together... sis drove us to far east square near chinatown and we ate at tenpu ramen together with 2 of sis's colleagues... all of us love this ramen restaurant and we eat there quite often, usually on saturdays! there's quite a few other branches and 1 of them is at suntec basement...
went amk hub to shop after that minus my father... i like the shops there! they even have new york new york there... hehe... sis and i bought a top from RED! it can be worn as a top or as a wraparound skirt! very pretty! hee
saw xiuling at amk with her friends! i always seemed to bump into her outside... lolz... this year already dunno how many times le...
went to the ntuc at amk hub! it's sorta big! bought a lot of stuff there...
after ntuc, we headed back to sis's house to rest and wait for bro to drive us back...
around 7 plus, all of us went dinner with bro & sis-in-law somewhere near balestier... we went to the famous whampoa fish steamboat restaurant... the soup is so power! and the fish is damn fresh! hee... there's pork ribs and fried chicken wings as well! had a good good dinner! =) but i forgot to take pics...
home after that!
sunday i met up with him around 4 plus 5... went to plaza sing to watch pirates of the carribean... i was super hungry so we bought sushi and honey roasted chicken leg from carrefour to the cinema to eat... on top of that, we got a hot dog from gv as well! total gluttons while watching the show! haha...
when he took the chicken leg out to eat, the girl beside him was staring openly at him... lolz cause the chicken leg is huge...
anyway, in my opinion, the movie was not as funny as part 2... i like part 2 better... hee...
after the movie, it was around 8 plus... we 2 went shopping for awhile... then went cine to play pool! and i bumped into nana there! lolz! she was with her colleague... so i stopped playing and left her colleague to play with dearie... after 2 games, they left and i played 1 last game with him...
went xin wang for dinner around 930 hehe... my fish mee sua was awesome! his fried rice is damn nice also... i keep koping his fried rice haha...
i love xin wang hk cafe! =)
haha nothing much already... bubbye all...
hiyaz diary...
i had a lazy lazy friday today!
as mentioned in the previous entry, did not go for work today! haha...
totally nua at home... surf the net, blog, read a book & watch tv... =)
he called me early in the morning to tell me my results... i asked him yesterday to check for me cause i thot i going to work today and my workplace can't use the internet... i was so relieved i don't have to retake stats the next sem! haha...
he told me he will come over to my house after he knock off to visit me cause he knew i am a bit sick... but by the time he came, i am feeling slightly better already... my fever had subsided and the pain in my neck had went away~ hee!
and of course i didn't totally slack the noon away... when i knew he was coming, i cooked porridge! lolz~ make him suffer with me, must eat porridge! =p it was meant to be a surprise though...
he called me around 6pm and told me he's at punggol plaza... i am like shit i haven bathe... he asked me if i wanted any food and even wanted to buy porridge for me! i am like oh no please dun buy porridge haha... i just said my house got food... so chui! i can't plan anything well lolz...
i went to bathe and he's already here when i came out from the bathroom... haha... he played with baby kylie the whole time... they looked so cute together =)

he bought me liang teh and i showed him what i cooked for us to eat... hehe...
i had to admit i did quite a bad job cause i can't get both century and salted eggs from the market... so i used the salted eggs that my mum made herself at home which actually is not ready yet till another 1 - 2 weeks... hence, it's not very salty still... and i had to do away with the century egg...
then i overestimated the amount of rice and i underestimated the amount of minced meat to put in... lolz... so it's alot porridge with little minced meat! i like to have minced meat in every spoon of porridge i eat! my estimation failed badly! haha...
oh well at least the porridge is not just plain porridge... i added LOTS of chicken soup for flavour! hee~
by the time we sit down and eat with kylie and my mum, i got not much appetite already... lolz... but i am super hungry now in fact! cause i got no bread at home to eat... that goondoo however finished the big bowl of porridge i gave him! give him credit for finishing everything... *cLaPz CLapZ* hee~
he stayed till around 930pm before he went home... thanks for coming over after work to accompany me! =)
i wanna get well soon! so i can go around di-siaoing people! lolz...
and i am glad we decided to start everything afresh! =)
hiyaz diary...
i know this entry is like long overdue... lolz... i wanted to blog after i get all the photos from my friends... but i think if i continue to wait and dun post, i am gonna forget everything le... =x
31st May 2007 (Thursday)
today is the vesak day holiday! went out with my mom and sis... went to vi'lage heeren for lunch cum tea at 3pm...
calamari, mushroom soup with swiss roll, rosti, pizza... the mushroom soup was damn good!

after eating, it's time for some shopping! hehe... the Great Singapore Sale had started! all of us managed to get some stuff... it was a happy shopping day!
and we did something quite funny today... the 3 of us went to heeren and took neoprints haha... =x i never thought that i will take those with my mum and sis... haha... it was fun taking the photos... =) some parts are whitish as the thing came off and stuck onto my mum's wallet lolz...



some are repeats, some looked similar but they are not the same lolz...
mindy huang came to town to look for me after that... it ws around evening already... we stayed with my mum and sis awhile more before going off... shopped around while waiting for connie and rayben to come cause we are meeting them for dinner... they reached around 845pm and we went yoshinoya for dinner... mindy and i didn't eat that though cause we were hungry while waiting for them and couldn't resist eating some chicken sticks from tori q... so by the time they came, mindy and i were full already haha...
went to walk around after that before heading home around 10 plus...
1st June 2007 (Friday)
back to work again... was told i will be transferred over to be f & b secretary from next monday onwards cause they needed someone instead of being at catering sales... never thot i will be a secretary one day! went straight home after work and told my mum abt it... she was quite shocked also haa
on a side note, it was supposed to be happy 17 months with my dearie but ironically, today ended on a note of sadness~
2nd June 2007 (Saturday)
saturday is finally here! went to bugis with mum, sis and kylie again... they went for a massage session while i look after kylie... i brought her to mos burger for lunch and went to shop around after that... my hands were breaking cause i carried her around for about 2 hours... -_-~ we saw fiona xie, felicia chin & rui en at bugis cause there was some i-weekly roadshow... felicia chin looked even prettier in real life can!
after their massage, we went to chinatown... i stayed for awhile and went home le around 5 pm cause gonna go home change and meet some of my girlies!
went to vivo around 8 pm to meet the girls for dinner and he came to join us too cause he was at sentosa before that... we went to this noodles stall at the basement...
at first it was only him, ll, nana and me! then mindy arrived... after we finished eating, we sat there waiting for connie & rayben to come... we had a photo session while waiting... they arrived around half hour later... then after connie and rayben had finished their dinner, dearie asked everyone some IQ questions which gave all of us quite an headache... haa...
some photos below are really quite cock!
me & ll

yea i go around hugging everybody in the same way haha

all of us think mindy looked funny in this pic cause her head like suddenly squeeze in... maybe cause of the angle of her body

this is better haha

he always has a stupid face when taking photos with me



oh oh! u see the mango plastic bag? haha nana bought me a very cute t shirt from bangkok and she gave it to me on that day! thanks nana! the t shirt really damn cute! it got piglet on it with stick on eyes and a real bell on the shirt!
this is a cock pic also haha trying to prove she's taller than we think she is =p

heh finally a normal pic

nana and ll

haha the 4 of us! and i realized we all wore fresh colours that day! pinkish red, cobalt blue and turquoise green!

after all the crapping, it was around 10 plus already... hee... connie & rayben went home first... dearie took the nel with us 4 girls... we alighted at clarke quay while he went home... clubbing at mos with the girls! girls' night out! hehe~
saw dearie's good friend cy there coincidentally... i have got no pockets to keep my phone that day so i gave it to cy for safekeeping... haha it was a stupid mistake... cause we totally could not find him at the club after we went our separate ways at around 12 midnight... and i dun remb cy's hp number so can't call him using my friends' phone... lolz... but we found him eventually later in the night by walking around the whole club...
and because i dun have my phone, we took photos at mos with ll's phone! i will post those up next time when i got the photos from her!
taken from mindy's phone

ll left around 3 plus but nana mindy and i stayed still it closed... hehe! the music was so sucky up till 3am! after that, all the good songs came and we had a good time! =) the whole night was a mixture of funny and scary things happening! hee...
after clubbing we went to mac with cy and his friend to get a drink... we saw a fight going on outside and even witnessed an accident which involved a motorcycle... hope the motorcyclist is okay! both incidents happened one after another... what a happening morning!
we saw pretty clouds at clarke quay around 6 plus!

can u see its reflection in the water? haha it's quite cool!

this was at my house around 7am
took a cab home with mindy as she came by my house to sleep... haha... saw another pretty cloud at my house!

we finally drifted off to sleep around 730 am... but that silly girl is like so energetic and she got up damn early! started waking me up around 9 am... i am like -_-zzz in the end i can't sleep much also...
sorry to mic and zouky for pang seh-ing u all! cause i thought i will wake up super late and i can't make it for our outing in time!
went compass point with sis and mum around lunchtime... went to sakura the thai-chinese restaurant to have brunch...
went home played mahjong till around 5 plus before taking a bath and heading out to meet him...
he so poor thing today! kanna deployment, gotta work...
we went wheelock place's fish and co for dinner! cause i promised him a treat when i got my first pay cheque for this current job!

while waiting for food


mussels in garlic & butter sauce served with baguettes... the sauce was DAMN good with the baguettes!

then our seafood platter had not arrived so we were quite hungry! our hungry faces!

seafood platter for 2 and sharkie freeze! the freeze is huge!

happy faces after a full meal! =)
i had a rather sad weekend though it was filled with activities... but something is just missing... sighz!so anyway! that's about it! my updates for the vesak day weekend! will post the rest of the photos up soon! =)currently sick and didn't go to work today... but now i feel so much better actually... lolz... it's just that today is results day and can't really be bothered to head for work!i may be quitting soon cause i found 2 more tuition assignments and by calculations, my total tuition pay should be around the RTC pay already... so i see no point in continuing at RTC... working long hours with minimal pay! BOO! at least with tuition, my working time is shorter and more flexible~but well i dunno to quit also anotz! i am fickle!another update... recently, things hadn't been going too well for me and him... so strained =( but i hope after our long talk yesterday everything can be started afresh! =)alrighty! gonna go off already! bubbye all~ wishing all of you have a nice weekend ahead!
hiyaz diary...
random-ness ahead!
1) i can't seem to stop listening to last night by p.diddy & keyshia cole... seriously, i feel like hearing it everyday whenever i can!
2) i love the forever 21 dress i bought from KL alot alot alot! =p
hiyaz diary...
i do have some updates from thursday onwards! got some photos to upload here as well!
but have to blog another day cause damn sleepy now! and the next few days will be a bit busy with tuition again... will blog abt the vesak day weekend once i am free! =)
nitey all~
hiyaz diary...
not in the best of mood nowadays... maybe i am too stubborn, dunno how to think properly... keep refusing to believe in your explanations... keep thinking of the negative things that i assumed myself... sad sad!
i can't just forget what u had said... some things once said or done can never be taken back or pretended that it never happened before... maybe over time, possible... but definitely not just forgotten overnight...
i heard this song today which reminds me of our 2nd date way before we got together... it's a rough period for us recently... maybe on my part only cause he always seemed alright...
i dunno, the simple life is gone! full of complications now... too much commitments, too little time... so i guess something/someone have to be sacrificed... u once told me, in life, u gain some, u lose some... i guess it's true but just didn't thought that i will be so insignificant to you to the extent that i will be categorized by you into the lose category
i must learn to be independent & dun rely on other people so much! main reason being that i dun wanna make myself a nuisance to other people!