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hiyaz diary...

not in the best of mood nowadays... maybe i am too stubborn, dunno how to think properly... keep refusing to believe in your explanations... keep thinking of the negative things that i assumed myself... sad sad!

i can't just forget what u had said... some things once said or done can never be taken back or pretended that it never happened before... maybe over time, possible... but definitely not just forgotten overnight...

i heard this song today which reminds me of our 2nd date way before we got together... it's a rough period for us recently... maybe on my part only cause he always seemed alright...

i dunno, the simple life is gone! full of complications now... too much commitments, too little time... so i guess something/someone have to be sacrificed... u once told me, in life, u gain some, u lose some... i guess it's true but just didn't thought that i will be so insignificant to you to the extent that i will be categorized by you into the lose category

i must learn to be independent & dun rely on other people so much! main reason being that i dun wanna make myself a nuisance to other people!