.::CoMpUtEr DePrIvEd::.

hiyaz diary...

though it has only been about 3 days that i never get to use the comp as compared to last week's 5 days, this week has been harder to endure... =x weird... haha everyday i juz think about using a comp... it's all i can think about sometimes... haha... i sound like some psycho here

again, updates of the past few days...

MoNdAy
okiez... went for my tuition assignment around noon... yes i know it's a public holiday but i still have to go... =( time passed quite slowly on this day i shall say... maybe because the small portable clock is juz in front of me staring at me in the face... and basically, i m juz watching time tick away... =x super slow sia for this day... but eventually, it is over... =D

then went orchard... intially thought i might have to endure loneliness for a few hours and shop around myself while waiting for jgys to meet me around 4 plus... but in the end, my chingz darling is there too with her classmates watching a movie... and juz nice when i reached orchard, her movie ended... so she met up with me and accompany me while i am waiting... she accompanied me at mos burger for about 2 hours ... thanks darling! u are the best... =D gave her my christmas prezzie for her and my christmas card for her... i know it's belated but it's because i didn't have a chance to meet her and pass the present to her before christmas... so sorry ya... forgive me... =) anyway, we slacked at taka mos burger as i mentioned...

then around 5, jgys came le and darling went off... i feel quite bad for wasting her time... again sorry... forgive me!

then from taka, we walked to cine cause planning to watch movie... he wanted to watch the promise but the timing weird and the tickets for the sneak preview of another show is sold out... so we walked to lido to try our luck... again, didn't manage to find suitable timings... then we took a bus to suntec... haha eng wah... it seems like a long walk from the convention centre bus stop to the cinema... =x and due to murphy's law, anything that can go wrong will go wrong, we didn't manage to get tickets at suntec too...

so we decided to walk to marina square and try our luck there and that means walking all the way back to convention centre and more walking... =x super hungry and tired as we walked... haha i think i keep complaining... and finally, we got tickets for the promise at 910 pm at GV marina... phew... darling left at 5 plus... by the time we bought tickets already 8... 3 hours... not bad... haha...

then went for my long awaited dinner cause i was so hungry! went to marina square's carl's jr... hmmm eat le jiu just nice 9 pm... then slowly walked back up to cinema and went toilet before went in... oh ya i met this weird woman at the toilet... she was dressed quite "un-normally" and on her clothes were urine stains and shit stains(i assume that's what the brown patches are) at all the wrong places... then she went in the cubicle before me... and took a long time... when she came out super stunning... she stuffed plastic bags in her chest and it is very obvious... and inside the cubicle, there were newspapers everywhere... and it stinks to the max... sighz... unfortunately i m in a rush for time and i have to use that cubicle... haha i felt that my hands were so dirty after that... =x it's just that stupid hands thingy again i think... washed it like mad after that...

then went for movie... haha i can say i dun really like it... lolz... but shan't comment much... cause i m lazy to... then have to walk to mrt again... haha citilink seemed never ending sometimes... then as we are walking there i passed jgys his christmas prezzie and card too... lolz... hope the gift is to his liking cause personally, i think it's ugly... =x dun ask me why i bought it then... a moment of folly... =p

TuEsDaY
stayed at home basically... was happily watching vcds... then mindy huang decided to come by at my house for a surprise visit... well it was a surprise alright... =x then she actually took a nap at my house... haha... diaoz... come my house surprise visit and in the end she napped... =x then had dinner... then she slacked till 9 plus then went home le...

WeDnEsDaY
went cycling at ecp with some classmates... sorta like last outing with them before some of the guys go into ns... i went parkway directly from tuition in the morning for my kid... reached parkway around 2... then went walk walk around myself cause we made plans to meet only at 230 pm... then went kfc meet bh, yj, jerrold and uday... they were eating their lunch there when i met them there... then next to come is wl and kev... then jo came... then after that we went to mph bookstore... then jgys and yz came around 3... then we walked to ecp...

rented bikes... cycled for quite long... kev took us to the place benny took us last time... the beacon thingy... slacked there... haha the scenery there really quite nice... but i only got one pic...



nice ah? =D

oh and the place that me and jgys went last time no more le... =( there is still the beach la but cannot walk in as far out as that time le... quite a pity to not be able to see it again... but then at least i have seen it once and that's enough... =)

then we cycled back... we rented our bikes around 340 pm and we returned the bikes around 710pm... 3 and a half hours... whee... nice... cycling always makes me happy...

then we went to mac to wash up... then we walked back to parkway for dinner... =D had dinner at mos... maly joined us for dinner too... been so long since me her and jo sat down and chat... then quite nice to slack that day and juz update each other... =D

then we went shop awhile but not for long cause already 9 plus le and the shops are closed halfway...

then me took bus and mrt with jo... then reached home in quite a sticky state... =p bathing nv felt so good haha... =D

ThUrSdAy

did nothing much... juz slacked at home... went breakfast for mama after what seemed like a long time... watched dvds again... think i can never get sick of that... did some cleaning up of the house with mum after that... mood was slightly brought down by something but after while jiu ok le... life goes on i guess... then while watching tv, i fell asleep... =x then woke up bathe... then when i came out from the toilet, my sis in law's niece and mama is at my house... the little girl is so cute... but very active... run everywhere... hehe... then had dinner... then they played mahjong while i went for a walk downstairs... =D juz in the mood for it... nice... came back watched some more tv... haha... and played with the little girl... i realized taking care of a kid really tiring sia... i wonder wad will happen to my mama and me when brother's baby is born next year... =x i can imagine our messy hair and clothes and everything... haha okiez... i m exaggerating... =x

okiez le... feeling sleepy... going sleep le... nitey~

.::MeRrY cHrIsTmAs To aLL::.

hiyaz diary...

MeRrY cHrIsTmAs to everybody! =D

ChRiStMaS eVe
before i say anything, i wanna say sorry to johnson... ermmm... sorry if i gave u attitude the night before about christmas eve and still said some things too directly... forgive me!

didn't wanted to go out for christmas eve at first and intended to stay at home... but last minute, there were some changes... think i just attitude-ing for the past few days by insisting to everyone i wanna stay at home on christmas eve... =x dunno what's wrong with my brain... hmmm yeah...

went to tampines mall around 2 pm to meet kev and yz... went to look for presents for gift exchange at a christmas gathering at night... then cr came... shopped around some more... we got a log cake as well... then super tired when shopping... cause tm is crowded... and everywhere there are queues... =x and every shop is like crowded... so super sianz have to squeeze and let ppl step my leg... haha... somemore we went up down up down up down dunno how many times and still can't find a suitable gift... add in my lack of sleep the night before and i m ready to juz sit somewhere and sleep... hehe... think i got a sianz face after like 1 hour of aimless strolling... last time wl said to me one classic sentence: "i think u are born with a sianz face" haha... so now i always use that as an excuse whenever people ask me why ur face so sianz, u tired ah... then kev saw my sianz face and he asked me what's wrong, i used the classic sentence to weile's credit... =p what a convenient excuse! lolz... ermmm going off point and crappy... sorry~

okiez then we went to get a log cake from bengawan solo and left tm... what a relief... haha cause think too many people le so it's a bit hot inside... we 4 took a cab down to cy's house...

when we reached there, some people were already there... i saw his 3 dogs... all so cute can! haha... feel like touching them but i dunno if they bite... but they look so cute together... =D i should have taken a pic manz...

then went to the room to slack... watched them played soccer while johnson entertained me occasionally... thanks worz... =D but after that quite boring cause they started to play another game which i m not very interested in and i have no one to talk to cause kev is playing, yz is playing occasionally too and jg is busy outside preparing the food for dinner later and i dunno most of the people there... bahz~ hehe... but well, i survived... =D

then went to eat dinner around 7.30 pm... steamboat and stuff... nice nice... thanks to all of them who prepared the food though they probably wun see it here except for one of them... haha... especially the fish... me and yz's favourite... thanks horz~ =D and yea thanks for letting me kope your food hee... =x

after that went to the room again... watched cy playing fatal frame with the lights off... interesting... haha... but my poor arms... =<>

then cut cake cause it's ck's birthday~ haha happy birthday to him... though again it's sorta redundant here... but nvm la for memory's sake... then the guys carried out their tradition on him while we girls watched... i think zy very innocent... =x

then played some games... yz tio and have to drink alcohol... his face turned red followed by his hands followed by his legs... i keep commenting on his red face to jgys... i am not trying to be mean... but it's really very funny... =x it's laughing for fun not laughing for the sake of being mean so yz, dun blame me ya!

then me kev cy's sis and bro talked in the living room... looking at kev draw... haha... i can really see the passion kev has for drawing from the way he talks about it to us... then we 4 talked... quite slack but enjoyable... =D all of them very nice people...

then gift exchange... and i got a box of chocolates... =D and a very nice surprise on top of that... it's totally unexpected... again thanks... hmmm... then nothing much le...

then now, i think i dilly dally too much... i started blogging at 7.22 pm but now is like 10.25 le... haha... cause i half chatting half watching tv... so blog a bit slow... argh... lolz and i m getting tired le... so below will be quite brief...

ChRiStMaS dAy
went to a friend's house at eunos for a mini gathering... was quite late in meeting pris at ang mo kio cause she's driving me to eunos since i dunno the way as i m going to the friend's house for the first time... so sorry for making her wait so long... then we went there... talk talk played some games eat and then talk some more... we left around 5.30 pm... initially thot can go out or something but pris didn't know i m going out so she drove me home straight instead of to ang mo kio mrt... and i only knew when she is already on the expressway to my house... lolz... but she already very nice drove me back when she lives at ang mo kio so i didn't complain... juz alighted at my house downstairs obediently... =p so in the end, i never go out too...

came home watched tv... watched half of princess diaries juz now though i watched it before le... then now watching sweet home alabama... holiday movies rock! haha cause channel 5 usually show nice movies on holidays... =D

ah... actually i m damn happy now... =D this christmas had been great...

looking forward to next week... cause got some gatherings i m looking forward to... dunno when will be the next time i can blog... haha... so hopefully can come back soon! bye all~ sick of blogging le for today... lolz sorry for all the randomness... =p

.::PaSt OnE wEeK::.

hiyaz diary...

hmmm never update for almost one week le... cause comp still down... =( quick updates about these few days ba though it's nothing much cause this week is a boring week...

MoNdAy
i think i stayed at home... i can't really remember... haha wait let me think... oh okiez actually i dun remember still... but after i typed the thursday entry i suddenly remembered wad i did on mon... okiez i went for this tution assignment near yio chu kang... haha... it's a primary 5 girl... she's quite guai ba i can say... and enthu... lolz... so that makes her quite a good tution kid... =D not too much problems yet and i hope it stays that way... =x

TuEsDaY
woke up earlier than usual cause need to go to bedok to do my hair... sianz... i was at the hairdresser from 11 am till late evening... sighz... bored to death but lucky got cable tv watch there and i can flip the channels as and when i like... lolz... if not think i might turn into a fossil le... went to tamp meet him for dinner after that... weird day =p dunno is he cranky or me cranky or we both cranky... =x dun really remember what we did... think it's just dinner and walking around...

WeDnEsDaY & tHuRsDaY
i think i stayed at home again cause i can't wash my hair so why bother going out... i hate going out without bathing or washing hair... haha i feel dirty on these 2 days... =x oh yeah talking about cleanliness, recently developed this sickening habit of washing my hands frequently... ya it's getting to the stage of paranoia... =x everytime i touch something, something will talk in my mind hey go wash ur hands that thing u juz touched dunno got how many germs... and i will have this illusion of my fingers being sticky sticky and i just can't help but think oh yeah i should wash my hands... LOLZ... it's so lame can... but usually i listen to the voice... haha! so those who see me washing hands often when i go out with you, now u know why huh... so dun blame me or label me as a freak... =x it just happened that way... hehe...

FrIdAy
went for job interview at suntec city... but when i reached there, the counter people just went for lunch... so i had to wait like 45 minutes... so i went for lunch too since i haven eaten... haha... eating alone at suntec is a new experience manz... last time, i always told myself i never wanted to try eating alone outside, watching a movie alone or go shopping alone... but over the years, i think the main reason is because i moved house to an area that's further away from my clique of friends, i start doing these things... haha... and i came to realise that it's not that bad afterall... really... =) in fact, it's good cause u can just walk whereever u like or eat whatever u like without worries... but of course i m not saying friends' company is not good also... haha... okiez off point le... after lunch went to fill up the form... then went orchard meet mama cause she buying something from taka and need help... but i can say i m in a bad mood already... =x maybe pms or something lolz... cause lunchtime i m still ok... then black face when meet mama think she see le she also know i sianz so she also never talk much to me... then mindy huang came too cause she wanted to pass me a gift she bought from thailand... but throughout, i also not much mood la... felt like crying somemore... =x go home then nothing much le rest rest slack slack lo... then felt slightly better ba...

okiez now dunno wad to update le... shall update about christmas soon if there is anything worth updating... okiez bye le~

.::NeW LaYoUt::.

hiyaz diary...

got a new layout... haha... please tag and tell me how it is please? haha... thanks le...

.::LoNg DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

had isomnia last night couldn't really get to sleep... woke up at 9 this morning... then went to orchard meet evelyn... i went shopping first... haha didn't buy anything much... juz bought the m)phosis pouch... hehe...

then went eat brunch at the food republic... then went shopping again... went to quite some places... shopped at wisma first... then went wheelock place... after that went to heeren... then went mos burger to have a drink, sit down and rest... =D

then headed to telok blangah ba... attended the SD GM... quite enthu bunch of people... can feel the power of youth... lolz... then went on the bus to people's association at kallang for chingay... but i didn't know it will be starting today so i already made plans with chingz beforehand... so i left early but i am still very late in meeting her... sorry darling make u wait for me so long! and sorry evelyn for leaving u alone there...

oh then went to bugis with chingz... had dinner at mos again around 7... ermmm... lolz... had it for 4 days le... lolz... but i doubt i will eat it for 5 days la... haha... people might think i m crazy... oh funny things happened there... i keep acting like i am a mad woman... i think lack of sleep so a bit crazy la... sorry darling ya... then we went to starbucks around 9 plus... we shared a peppermint mocha and had pastries la... i m a pig! sat till 11 then headed for home... on the way walking to the bus stop, had a talk with darling... haha... no wonder she's my bestie~ she still knows me best and always knew the right things to say...

hmmm, juz typed one big chunk of things out but can't bear to put it down here anymore... nvm~ next time ba! nitey all~

.::My ChInGz DaRLiNg Is BaCk::.

hiyaz diary...

my chingz darling is back~ haha... got a pleasant surprise this afternoon when she messaged me... =D last minute went out to meet her at dhoby ghaut cause can't wait to see her... yea i m lesbo~ =p

she waited for me for a long time cause she's already outside while i m still at home and i haven even bathe somemore... hehe... sorry darling~

we went to have dinner at mos burger... lolz... i already consecutive 3 days eat mos burger le but since it's nice, i dun really mind... let's see if i can break the 6 consecutive days subway record... haha!

then talk talk with her... so much to catch up on...

after dinner, we walked or rather strolled to taka... had ice cream there... then we went shopping for darling's slippers... haha somehow, we ended up walking back to plaza singapura again... but it's quite alright except that it was quite crowded because of the festive season ba...

darling finally got her slippers at plaza singapure... nice nice worz... =D

i saw this tissue cum coin pouch at m)phosis but they didn't have new stock... hopefully i can find it at some other branch tomorrow...

okiez enough of crapping... nitey all~

--i wonder when will i get to see you again...--

.::KiNg KoNg::.

hiyaz diary...

here i m again~ been trying to get used to a life without the computer... so far so good... =p

hmmm this week nothing much ah... stayed at home on mon and tues... slack...

wed went out with wl to orchard... haha again slacked the day away... juz went shopping around and eat dinner... nothing much ba... we are 2 bored people but all our friends are either busy or overseas... =( chingz darling went overseas le... haha i already missed her on the day she went off... hope she's enjoying there and missing me! lolz...

okiez now about today... today had a fun day out... =D

went to tamp around 1 plus to meet the pro... had lunch at mos burger... and then bought tickets for king kong at 8pm... haha though we went to buy around 3pm but the tickets at 8pm were already selling fast... haha guess the show quite popular ba?

oh but anyway, after buying the tickets, went to east coast park... cycled! =D ermmm, at first like unstable... =x but after that jiu slightly better le... =D haha cycling makes me happy! was smiling throughout and tio suaned by him... hee... but all in the name of fun~ we cycled till the end of the bicycle track of the park... saw stunning thing there... haha... i dun really know how to explain it fully but a picture speaks a thousand words... =p oh before the pictures, i shall describe but i dun think i can describe it well and give the place the credit it deserve... =p

i think is very very low tide or wad but it's not exactly the normal low tide... cause u can basically walk in very very far and in the middle of nowhere, there is like this sand patch for u to step on... so is very nice... the actual shore is quite far from that sand patch and the water shallow shallow de... the sand soft soft nice nice... by the time we went there is around 5 plus 6 plus, so the sky very nice too... =D very pretty...

haha the scenery is very nice!!! dunno next time go there still got chance to see it anotz... i couldn't bear to leave that place cause it's so beautiful! but we had to, ultimately... =(

then have to return the bikes and cycled all the way back again... haha... ermmm by the time we returned the bike, my legs like turning to jelly lolz... i think because long time never cycle and i long time never work my legs too... haha! then walked out to catch bus 15 back to tampines mall... haha... the funny thing is we saw bus 15 opposite the road and we ran like mad to catch the bus... but when we reached the bus stop, we realized there's no 15 there... we turned around and saw the bus making a right turn... diaoz manz! haha... we ran so hard for nothing... =x in the end still miss the bus... lolz~ then we strolled to the 15 bus stop with me laughing my head off... i dunno why la i juz find it super stupid to run for nothing and we are still gleeful at first for being able to catch the bus until we realized there's no 15 at that bus stop... haha... ermmm... thot we will miss a bit of the movie at first cause we only went in around 8.15 pm... but juz nice went in the show start... =D so didn't missed anything...

well at first i thought this movie is a documentary... so mountain turtle ya... =x so i m not too thrilled about watching it at first... but after that, chingz darling told me that it's not a documentary... =p after watching it today, i think it's a nice show! though i did have doubts at first on whether i will feel bored cause it's a 3 hour show afterall... but i can say i m fully entertained during the whole 3 hours... lolz... nice nice~ got some parts which i think is quite touching...

then finish the show also 11 plus le... went home after that... haha... enjoyed the day~ okiez dokez... nitey all...

.::SaW 2::.

hiyaz diary...

haiz... comp's monitor spoilt again... sianz!!! then now i can't use the computer... and it's killing me... =x cause i will be bored like mad at home... but now updating using brother's laptop... i hope he brings it home often for me to use but i doubt it since he need it at work...

haha... so anyway about today! went to sim lim to get my adapter... =D i asked the pro to go with me cause i blur blur about such things... =p and the pro did made himself useful... lolz... i didn't wanna ask the shops and compare prices cause i think it's troublesome... haha i just have this tendency to go in the first shop and just buy whatever i want instead of going around asking... cause basically i m lazy la... lolz... but anyway the pro asked some shops for me =D by right is we take turns and ask alternately... but me keep bullying him lolz... keep making him ask while i stand around doing nothing... lolz... oh enough of crap... after some time, we finally went back to the first shop we asked and bought the adapter... SEE! i already said to go in first shop and buy le... haha... it's the same in the end... but walking around also quite fun la... hehe... =)

then walked to bugis... the pro not so pro anymore when it comes to cinemas... =p

lolz... ended up walked to suntec... bought tickets for saw 2 before we went to eat dinner... haha ate at carl's jr. hmmm quite nice... =D maybe cause hungry la~ then slack abit then go watch movie... hmmm the movie's sick! i prefer my happytreefriends haha... at least i can laugh... =p but the show is not bad too... i like the plot... quite clever... =D

then walked to starbucks... whee... along the way, something funny happened... i hope the pro will still have father's day next time... hoho~ then bought peppermint mocha from starbucks... hmmm nice! =D forced the pro to drink... hehe... zhen shi ben... always talk rubbish to me whenever i ask him to drink...

hmmm then went home le... mama and chingz darling called me to warn me about this murder which occurs right beside my block... ermmm got scared by their warnings... haha on the way home keep looking behind my back... getting paranoid!!! lolz... but i reached home safely... =D lolz lame la...

and i spent the night uselessly by listening to music and sitting on the chair stoning... how great ya... lolz... cause i got no comp use!!! =( but i actually stoned till 2.30am lolz... i wish i had a comp! okiez la shall stop grumbling... shall get used to it! =D chingz darling ask me out!!! i m bored at home!!! haha please please please~ =p this is getting pathetic... off i go! dunno when i will be back again... hehe... bye all!

.::FoOd GLoRiOuS fOOd::.

hiyaz diary...

just finished the entry for prom night... but u will have to scroll further down to read it... it's right below the harry potter entry...

haha today went block 85 at bedok eat again... whee... food there is so nice!!! had noodles satay and glutinous rice balls... =D happy happy happy... sometimes it's the simple things in life that makes me happy! haha... of course u made my day perfect too... =D thankiez!

short entry nia... haha tired le... nitey~

.::HaRrY pOtTeR aNd ThE gObLeT oF fIrE::

hiyaz diary...

supposed to blog about prom night but i haven got all the photos yet so i will blog about that when i got all the photos... hee...

anyway today went to tampines mall watch movie with weile... the title says it all... we had been going town for the past one week or so... we r so sick of town already so we juz decided to watch it at tampines mall since we long time never go there ever since exams ended... went to eat subway for lunch... dun have my fav cookie so i juz ate the sandwich... haha long time never see the aunties there le... then sat there awhile slack... that stupid shit keep blackmailing me... so lame...

then before lunch he bought the tix le so we juz went straight to cinema after that... dunno why weekday 3 pm tamp mall also so many people... -_-~ maybe because school holidays ba but i see more adults than students and teenagers...

we shared a nachos combo... yeah i know we just ate lunch but dunno why i m still hungry... haha... been getting hungry all the time and eating a lot these few days ever since prom! pigging out on nachos during the movie... anyway the movie nice... hehe very funny at some parts and the end very sad... but dunno why alot of people told me not very nice... =( okiez la, i think some parts need improvement but otherwise still ok~ =D

then went home le... cause we both going home to have dinner... ermmm... yeah i knew i had lunch and nachos... =x i already said i m hungry easily and eating alot beforehand!=x that's not all... after dinner, i had guava and barley water... haha... somebody help! i must stop eating~

okiez nothing much le... guess gonna look for a job soon if not i m gonna turn lazy! hee... bye le!

.::PrOm NiGhT::.

hiyaz diary...

haha like my title say today prom night... luckily the night before i can sleep~ no isomnia lolz! then around noon went to bugis meet darling... super stressed cause some things messed up at first... but after that ok le...

but anyway the make up like sai... =x i think i look like some fox... damn~ this is before makeup...


look like sai =x

but got darling pei me after the make up so i not so embarrassed when walking around if not sure dig hole hide somewhere... then sat cab to swissotel stamford first cause we booked a room there... reach there slack a bit and wait for some guys to come back from doing their hair... and took photos in the meanwhile...

this is a scandalous looking pic but trust me, it's not wad it looks like... =p look below~

i was juz tying some ribbon on my dress~



the guys acting cool... =p


this is another stupid pic



uday(sitting) so funny haha...



around evening, we shared cab over to fullerton hotel... haha... took photos... mr wong came too...


jerrold weile


uday weile















haha not looking at this camera


not looking at this camera too!!! =p

yz and me~ i look pale =(


bing han and me~



they are finally looking at the camera! =D


me weile dunno why i smile until lidat~



kang wei and me, the bright flash made us look like ghost =x

jerrold me

uday me

kevin me

johnson me


weile johnson



blocking the ballroom main entrance~


kevin weile

my favourite picture of the class from weile's camera



joyce me

joyce jenny me


jenny me

then dinner then ermmm the usual stuff ba... nothing much...


taken at the table... my face look so big!!!

su xian me lilian

me lilian~ i like this pic alot!


now compare these 2 pics with this below

*dRuM roLLs*

*tAdA*



haha nice comparison... =x

after that i shan't say much cause things turned out quite boring... lolz... we wanted to go somewhere to have a drink but it seems like the pubs along boat quay are closed... =( then dunno where else open so somehow after a long long time we walked back hotel... but before that we took some pics along boat quay...

haha i think this is the cutest pic of all le...

it's a bird~ nooo, it's a plane~ nooo, it's SUPERMAN!!! =p

droopy eyes~ hehe

"we just got retrenched"

the most fun i had the whole day is when playing stupid game with wl and jg at the hotel... super funny... =D and the drinking of hooch part made it even more funny... then talked until 6 plus in the morning... some of the guys left then me and weile feeling lazy so we shared cab home... go home sleep immediately... tired!

then woke up and went bugis meet darling to help her prepare for prom... lolz look so pretty after the makeup at jean yip! =D then saw mindy huang coincidentally and we sent her to her prom at ritz carlton... lolz...

okiez i took a long long time to finish this entry... phew... tired sia! nitey all!

.::HaPpY 18tH bIrThDaY tO mYsELf::.

hiyaz diary...

didn't had time to update these 2 days... so now here~

hehe thursday finally turned 18 le... wanna thank these people for their wishes... =D

-chingz darling
-michelle nu er
-jgys
-yan zhu
-joyce
-si yi
-mal
-huiting
-mindy
-willyson
-sis

then went orchard with papa mama to meet sis for lunch... had chicken chop at lucky plaza... then sis went back to work and i went with my parents to shop... decided to go to dhoby ghaut after that... showed mama the prom dress i wanna buy and initially planning to buy it on friday but jiu bought it on the spot cause mum say buy now... so well~ finally i settled my prom dress! lolz...

then went meet him... went to watch chicken little... quite funny show... then had dinner at swensen's... had this sandwich that taste very nice to me! =D then he gave me my prezzie at swensen's... ermmm i must say i m indeed surprised...

then went far east look at his shoes... after that funny thing happened... =x

then went esplanade sit sit... then went home le~

okiez now about friday...

went to meet sister at orchard again... cause she had a day off from work and she wanted to celebrate my birhday for me... went to sushi tei at taka to eat our lunch... haha nice nice... cause i had craving for jap food quite some time ago... then we went to boat quay to do a manicure and pedicure... then we went back orchard again... =x had been going there for the past few days... sick of that place le but no choice since sis had to get a present at taka for someone...

then we went to crystal jade to have dinner together with eileen... wait so long for seats... almost fell asleep while sitting outside... went to sengkang after that cause have to hand in some form... reached home very tired... phew~

nothing much le ba... stupid entry this is... =p off i go nitey le~

.::PrOm ShOpPiNg::.

hiyaz diary...

today went prom shopping with jo weile and jg... went to marina square first... then went suntec eat before we continue to shop... haha... in the end narrow down to 2 dresses... think getting them sometime this week ba... =D

after that met up with mindy huang and chingz darling... shan't elaborate much... i m lazy now la... =x

the next few days gonna be busy! hee hope have time blog soon! nitey le~

.::AcHiNg LeGs::.

hiyaz diary...

today morning went to grandma's house with mummy... watched vcds there... hehe~ then mama cooked chicken rice over there... left at around 6... went to shop~

went to suntec... had my dinner... then saw jo! haha... then went marina square... had our favourite ice cream as usual... then took her to esplanade walk walk... then went home le... today walked a lot... legs aching... hehe... lao le...

.::SwImMiNg AgAiN::.

hiyaz diary...

today went swimming again with mindy... went to tamp swimming pool at first but it's closed for upgrading... super sianz =( cause the sun is scorching and we are melting... so we took cab to downtown east to swim instead... nice weather, nice pool... first time swam so much cause normally go swim i always very slack... =x but this time round never slack as much...

after that she came my house... we had dinner together with my mummy...

then both of us went to compass point to shop... hmmm never buy anything though...

shan't elaborate much about the night cause it is not something happy... can't really sleep at night so thought about things... realised all along it's my fault ba... instead of complaining, maybe i should try to learn to forgive and forget... be more understanding towards my sis-in-law too... since i can't change the environment to suit myself, then i shall change myself to suit the environment... so, i must ren3!!! yeahz... now i feel real bad for complaining for the past few days... time to change... shall not bother others le and make a nuisance of myself... i will deal with it alone...

--it's so hard to trust you anymore--

.::WhAt HuRtS tHe MoSt::.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days
Every now and again
I pretend I'm ok but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
Not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see your old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed
Dealing with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade
Give away
All the words that I say
Through my heart that I left unspoken

.::BuGiS::.

hiyaz diary...

didn't really had the mood to blogged about wednesday until now... went out with chingz darling to bugis... went to mos... then went shopping around to see if there is anything to buy... i believe in retail therapy... unfortunately, didn't bought anything... so no chance for a better mood...

then we walked to citilink and then suntec... i dun really remember wad we did at suntec... but again never bought anything... then walked to marina square... had ice cream... since retail therapy doesn't work, then the only way to get happier is eat~ well at least it did helped abit i guess...

i miss my darling already though i juz saw her... =(

oh happy birthday to bro~

.::PuNcHiNg BaG::.

hiyaz diary...

think i need a punching bag right now... it has been a long time since i felt THIS angry... everything is messed up!

.::ShIttY dAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a shitty day... because of the rain, things planned for today seemed to go haywire... and thanks to some misunderstandings, i got pissed, some people got pissed, everyone is pissed... and i flared up... angry at that point in time and it's just because of some lame misinterpreted information... irritated at myself after that manz... cause it's totally unwanted for...

but had to pretend everything is fine and went shopping with the guys for their prom clothes... i m feeling sianz the whole day but nooooo~ have to laugh and smile... GREAT

oh to add to things... sis-in-law came back today... think she had always hated my dog... but today is the extreme manz... today when she come back, my dog is zooming around crazily to welcome them... then as she went into the room, she slammed the bag at my dog... HELLO!!! is there a need for that??? super shocked at first manz... and after that i m even more irritated at her to add on to my pissed off mood... isn't that great too! in case u still haven figure it out, i dun appreciate my dog being treated this way! u can hate him, scold him or hit him with a cane since it's my dog's fault for zooming around crazily in the first place... but i really dun think slamming him in the face with ur bloody bag is adequate behaviour...

THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO MADE MY LIFE GREAT TODAY now juz stop making my life great alright? i thank you in advance

.::SwImMiNg AnD tEnNiS::.

hiyaz diary...

went for lunch at orchard with sis bro mum and niece... =D it has been so long since i went out with my family... then after lunch we shopped around for awhile... then went to fort canning to swim! my bro-in-law came to join us too... then tried to teach my niece how to swim... but failed... =x think i m a bad teacher... lolz... but i think she had fun nonetheless... haha... then after that bro tried to teach her... and i went off to slack with sis in another pool...

after that all of us went jacuzzi... think my niece enjoyed that the most... haha she was laughing throughout and keep telling us very fun... she's so cute at that point in time... =p

then went for a quick shower and played tennis! bro me sis and bro-in-law... so lame la... cause the first ball i hit i hit it out into the jungle... =p and the ball is lost forever... lolz... throughout the game, we keep hitting the tennis balls out into the jungle... lolz... got a few times we also hit it over the other side where the pool is... lolz... lame sia... then have to ask the people swimming to help us pick up the ball... then after that only left me sis and bro in law cause mummy they all left le... played till 7 plus... then went to shower again...

then we 3 went for dinner... i felt like light bulb... haha... then after that they brought me to eat ben and jerry's ice cream... blissfully delicious... =p

went home around 10 plus... super tired... my niece staying at my house for the night... so i went home slack with her and watched her play maplestory... =p then we went to sleep around 3 am... both of us squeezed on my bed together... =p i love my niece! lolz... okiez...

i wonder why some tears are so easy to keep them from falling but some tears are so hard... go le~

.::JuSt LiKe HeAvEn::.

hiyaz diary...

a's over le~ =D not really excited over it though after the paper... jiu like normal... after paper went orchard watch movie... went to eat random stuff at taka... lolz... watched just like heaven at lido after that... the seat is bad! -_-~ my neck is aching after the whole movie... =x last time watched at lido is not as bad... horrible... =( cannot enjoy the show fully but nonetheless it's a nice show and guess i enjoyed it... haha i hope i dun get that cinema again the next time i go to lido... =x haha the highlight of the movie: something stunning happened during the show... can't say much though cause i think i shouldn't... =p someONE know jiu hao le la horz? =x i'm so gonna get killed... =x

after movie also 9 plus le... it's only at that point of time then i start to feel the happiness of the fact that the a's had came to an end... =p super happy then... but after awhile, it died down... =p then walked to cineleisure to eat subway for dinner... =D satisfied after the meal... then walked around somemore looking at the lights... this year de lights not bad ba... didn't really see in much details also... then went home le...

legs aching now... tired too... -_-~ go off le... nitey!

.::NuA-iNg DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

today supposedly went tampines to do chem mcq... but end up do one mcq paper i jiu bored le... =x went to subway with weile and benson... then after doing one paper, i sat there slack... lolz... around 4 we left though we only reached there around 3... hehe... went to tampines mall... watched benny and wl eat... haha i juz sat at the seat looking sianz... =x after that wl suggest we go mos burger to drink milk tea and juz sit there slack... and we actually nua there for 3 hours... =x talk talk slack slack... man hao wan de...

around 730 went to arcade... they r so lame... watch them play game will laugh like mad... then we walked around aimlessly... i juz dun feel like going home i guess... after awhile jiu went home le... wl went subway to buy something back for his family to eat... then me and benny sat outside waiting for him... and we sat there around 15 mins cause we lazy to stand up though wl is done already... lazy ba? =p i think today is like official nua-ing day for us or something... =x then went home le...

oh ya we had this conversation at mos burger which set me thinking... i didn't really thot much of it until we talked abt it today... how would one feel if ur present gf/bf once got together with your best friend or like ur best friend? will things be weird between the 2 friends? haha, i got a new perspective on this thing today... XD

in a weird mood now... =p but sleep will make it all good again~ looking forward to tomorrow... nitey le!

.::SkY hIgH::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no blog le... hehe... i m back again~ though a's only end officially on friday but today already felt like the last day cause friday is chem mcq... so glad after the physics paper... this feeling of relief juz washed over me... *pHeW* can't wait for a new life after a's... lolz... a bit exaggerating ya? =p

after school went to eat mos burger at tampines mall... it seems like that's the only thing we always eat nowadays... =x we were kinda early so it's empty which is good!

after eating all of us went to watch movie... watched sky high... nice!!! funny show... =D then jiu went home le though i got nothing to do at home too... haha... well... i have no life!

"out of sight, out of mind" maybe this saying is true sometimes... -_-~ thoughts and doubts that i shouldn't have are in my mind right now... asking myself, do i really care or it's juz an obligation? ah nvm...

i got so many cravings right now!!! when will all of them be satisfied??? =( haha i got craving for crab, for burger king breakfast though this was satisfied on tuesday morning but still i want it! =p for japanese food! ramen sushi everything~ for ice cream! for mac's breakfast! for subway! ARGH lolz... this is making me hungry so i shall stop... =p

oh manz speaking of food, now i can't stop talking about it! =p kor kor bought back bk breakfast on sunday... very happy since i had always liked burger king breakfast... =D the croissanwich is so nice!!! =p it juz tasted heavenly on sunday... anyway, i dunno what's the point of typing all that... =x guess i m just bored and killing time...

and chingz darling if u r reading this, I MISS YOU!!! when are you going to go out with me!!! haha off point =x

okiez enough of crapping... bubbye le~

.::sLaCkInG iS sO fUn::.

hiyaz diary...

today i had a great day slacking... haha cause like long time never so slack... i totally forgot the feeling yuan lai is so nice de... ermmm sounds a bit off point... hehe...

went to toa payoh first with chingz darling... went to eat at the jap food restaurant... long time never eat with her le... last time secondary school still always go... the food there is not bad ba and quite affordable... nice environment also... haha... then we went mos burger drink iced milk tea... haha last time i dun really drink that... now like it alot... =D

then paiseh darling pang seh-ed u...

went to jurong after that... went IMM... haha long time never go too... last time always go with my family... i miss our outings... =( cause now brother like married le... where got so free go out with us... then recently i also "busy" with "studying" haha... so not much chance to go out with mama, papa and sis le... well if only the a's is over~ then i can go out all i want... =(

then went to creative building... hehe first time go there... sound like mountain turtle here... haha... but well there's always a first for everything~ hehe...

then went to plaza singapura around 7 to see if can "bumped" into chingz darling accidentally there... haha... cause she's going there too at night... well went to eat mos burger for dinner! haha ya... mos again~ =p nice~ then walk walk around then really saw chingz darling once come up from basement... hahaha... so stalked her... all the way into carrefour... quite exciting... lolz... i can't stop my heart from starting to beat faster... ermmm then stalk up to cinema then "surprised" her by waving to her from one level down... haha... but ermmm turned out plan failed cause she sorta expect i will be at ps too to "stalk" her so she's not surprised... argh... she know me too well~

ermmm then think i embarrassed myself haha... cause talked too loud, laughed too loud... oops... but jiu excited at that time so can't help it... paiseh~ haha will control next time... =p

then walked around somemore after that... ate nice nice de durian ice cream~ then stand at the railing see got any mei nu anotz... cause i like to see mei nu! haha... ah slack feeling jiu shi shuang... =p then went home around 9 plus...

i wanna slack somemore!!! a's will be over soon! =D

oh ya in weird mood these few days... haha... sorry to anyone who had a taste of it... hoho~ that's me... lame and off point and stupid... i hope i go back to normal soon! haha if not people around me will have to suffer... =x

nitey le~

.::NoVeMbEr::.

hiyaz diary...

it's november le!!! -_-~ haha dunno i high at what... november only mahz...

anyway today i also confused... dunno is hari raya or deepavali... lolz...

went to tamp meet chingz darling around 4 plus... was quite last minute ba... sorry made u wait for so long! went mos eat dinner though only 5 plus... haha but miraculously, we made our food last us till around 7 plus before some guy from mos cleared our tray away... then we sianz cause have to think can go where else sit and slack... ermmm... dunno why now still in slacking mood... only one more week left to the exam... argh~

after that we went to mac slack... but we were so bloated and we SHARED a small ice lemon tea and we didn't even finished one quarter of it... haha... imagine 2 people sharing but still never finish one quarter...

then went home... argh~ feel damn bad now... i should be studying... ya... ARGH!!! nitey le~

.::RaInY tHuNdErY dAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today lazed around whole day at home... watched vcd... yes i know i should be studying... but dun feel like it... then went out around evening with chingz darling to parkway... went eat mos burger... =)

then we walked to east coast park... sat at the breakwater... but got rat and cockroaches... so after awhile we left le... but before that, we still managed to talk about quite alot of things ba...

then went to walk in the water... nice feeling as u feel the water gushing up your feet... but suddenly got thunder and lightning so we went to mac to take shelter... went to mc-cafe... sat there quite long ba... talk talk... talk about alot of things again... thank you worz! =D i had a great time...

then got lightning and heavy rain... so waited long time for rain to become drizzle and less lightning... then the walk back to the bus stop quite interesting and funny and scary at the same time... cause we wore our jackets and covered like some eskimo... haha... quite comical to see 2 eskimos walking together ba i think... scary part is at the tunnel got this couple quarreling... then i quite scared they will fight and then hit us too... -_-~ so me and darling walked fast fast and pretend they dun exist and we never see nor hear anything...

okiez ba... going off le~ nitey!

.::CoLd CoLd DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

today is a cold day from the moment i woke up... =( anyway, went subway study with weile around noon... subway is even more cold... =( studied physics... boring subject! then halfway through, something happened then felt very sianz le... not much mood study after that... but still forced myself to study... or rather wl forced me... oh no no should change to motivate... left around 6 plus...

then dunno why normally the bus very hot like no air con... but today the air con like no need money... fingers freezing... walked home after that and purposely walk fast fast so can warm up a bit... well at least it helped~

now watching tv again... though watched on vcd le, but still find some parts of the show very nice... and now it's showing a nice part... haha...

realised all that i juz typed is crap...

got this from friendster:

14 ways to win a gurl's heart. . .

1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when y'all walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Don't force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even if your friends call u pussy whipped.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart.
13. Pick her up and flirt with her.
14. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).

dun really think it's entirely true cause afterall, whether a girl likes a guy is dependent on other things too... juz because some guy did these 14 things for a girl doesn't mean she is obliged to fall for him... still got other factors ba i think...

fairytales are beyond stories, they are written dreams... unfortunately, dreams not = reality... dun mind me, juz being bitter... haa

.::GrUmPy OLd WoMaN::.

hiyaz diary...

today woke up jiu feel grumpy... haha... then went polyclinic see doctor... because eye hurting too much... initially super sianz... and i mean super~ in sulky mood haha... then after see doctor jiu happier ba...

then tio pang seh-ed... =( initially feeling a bit lost cause the timing like weird weird to go home yet like a bit weird/late to ask other people out pei wo... called chingz darling first but she watching movie... still thot she watching with *aHeM aHeM* so i assumed she wun be free... called weile but he say weird timing... haha then suan le~ took bus home... but halfway, my darling called me~ hehe yuan lai she at tampines mall... and not with *aHeM aHeM* so i alighted halfway and went to the opposite side to take bus back... = haha... we went starbucks~ sit sit slack slack... so glad to meet up with her today... =D puts me in a better mood somehow... cause she's my bestie! can talk about everything... =D sorry darling torture your ears... lolz u got no choice! =p u are stuck with meeeee~

but as we walked towards interchange preparing to go home, we became 2 grumpy old women... haha... both of us trying to be stubborn on the road and darling stomped her leg at the bus stop... so cute la... i laughed like mad cause bus stop got people but she juz did that openly and she looked so ke ai... buay tahan... then we decided that she would be grumpy old woman 1 and me grumpy old woman 2... haha juz like bananas in pyjamas! they call themselves B1 and B2 too... haha... lame...

=D nitey all!

.::StUpId EyE::.

hiyaz diary...

right eye feel like being boxed... haha... sianz... irritating eye... dig out let it heal le then put back in... or to punish it, use it to squash lemonade... lolz~ learn from happy tree friends~

.::FuLL oF cRaP::.

hiyaz diary...

the last entry forgot to put in a photo taken with darling at the merlion... haha here it is now... =D



hehe... taken right beside the merlion though the merlion is not in the picture la... haha...

sat i realised alot of things... haha... stupid little things but when added up, it paints a clear picture ba... =D but of course some toot human being have to go ruin it... hahaha~ =p just kidding~

hehe haiyo~ i shan't continue crapping here... shall crap elsewhere~ haha... nitey le all~

.::FLiGhTpLaN::.

hiyaz diary...

today went out with chingz darling!!! =D met her at somerset mrt and we went cineleisure watch movie... watched flightplan... =D at first the cinema made a mistake and showed 40 year old virgin instead... haha cinema in a frenzy after that... then after that the problem is rectified~ =D

then we went shopping for darling's bag... in the end, she bought a bag at crumpler... nice nice worz =D

then we went plaza singapura for awhile nia and then went esplanade and merlion... sat at merlion de steps there... first time went with her to merlion if i never remember wrongly... then talk talk slack slack... had a great time ba though basically all we do is slack~ =D thank you darling! at merlion, she told me a lot of things... which made some things clearer to me ba... also must thank her ba... =D

then went boon keng with darling~ then went home le...

.::OffiCiAL LaSt DaY oF sChOoL::.

hiyaz diary...

today last official day of school le... got farewell assembly first... then civics period at the computer lab... very slack overall~ took a lot of photos at the computer lab...

(all the names order are from left to right)

my powerpuff girls in class... =D



yanzhu, kev, bing han



jerrold and ying jie



uday



weile jerrold

joyce and jenny

maly

the guys with mr wong

back row: kang wei, bing han, jerrold, uday, yanzhu, ying jie, kevin

front row: benson, weile, johnson

me, jo, maly, joyce, jenny

we purposely stand far far from mr wong... =p

04S214

johnson kevin kang wei

haha computer lagging now... -_-~ stupid computer...