.::GoOd AnD bAd DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

today quite lame... it's like good and bad things all happened... -_-

morning woke up quite early at 9... -_- though i would have preferred sleeping till a later time... but still, i m in a good mood! then went breakfast... then came back... sis called mama... then is like got something like sad or bad news depending how u wanna see it... then i a bit sianz liaoz... mood went down one notch... i feel like staying at home after the phone call but then i already promised wl go study...

so went boon keng mac study la... then super sianz... bought drink... then settled down... then the staff have to ask us shift seats cause that few seats needed for a party... -_- so troublesome... then moved la... then no space... then haiya, move lai move qu the drink dropped and spilled... sianz... -_- ruin my mood for studying liaoz... then no space somemore so shifted to kfc that's opposite... then like totally no mood study liaoz... went back early at 4 plus...

then at this point in time, i dun feel like staying at home also... so went out again... went to orchard! went cine... planned to watch movie de... but the 7 o clock show sold out... so we walked to lido... then lame... dun have the show we wanna watch... then we took bus back to cine... then see like no suitable time also... so we decided to walk to ps... but cause dinnertime le, so went to cartel at cine to eat dinner! then lame la... the stupid sauce dirtied my shirt... and at a damn awkward place... -_- fortunately, can wash off by my intense scrubbing at the toilet... =p then eat dinner le jiu walked to ps... hehe... i wanted to see if i can manage to see stars right in front of the istana... but... bad day~ cloudy... no stars... =( then went ps cinema... sianz... sold out also~ haha buay tahan... bad day...

then jiu since nothing to do... i suggested a walk~ and what a long walk it is! lolz... we 2 walked from ps to paradiz centre, then to the art museum, then passed by a lot of 7 eleven to buy water... =p then walked past chijmes... then raffles city shopping centre... at first wanna walk to suntec de... but i suddenly feel like going one place... so from city hall sit mrt to raffles place... went to boat quay! haha such a nice place manz! the last time i went there is about 2 years ago... and i loved it then... so this time went... sat at the steps there looking at singapore river, fullerton hotel, victoria concert hall etc... ah, very nice and peaceful... then sat for quite some time and talked a lot of crap la... around 11 then walked boat quay one round... got nice nice de bridge! =) then went to this mac around the boat quay... damn nice mac! it is decorated to look like old coffeeshops of the 1960's... very rich flavour! =p then the seat damn comfortable also la... like big big black sofa... ah all this is the good part of the day i guess! =) then went home at 12... sighz~ i feel so sad to leave the beautiful place... =) hmmm, today really walked a lot... and it is not boring at all! juz anyhow walked and let our feet lead me to places... haha it's a very nice feeling... and can talk alot as we walk too... dunno how come can find so much rubbish to talk about... but down side is, i got gastric pain at boat quay... but, it's still quite bearable i guess...

come home le... all the sad things came back again... i wished i can stay at boat quay forever and let time wash away all the troubles~ but i will be a coward that way... so i guess, i will face everything with my sister bravely! jia you~

.::OffiCiAL LaSt DaY oF sChOoL::.

hiyaz diary... today official last day of school le... quite fast ah~ one year plus in mjc gone juz lidat... i can still remember the first day of school manz! ah time flies... anyway this entry will be mostly photos ba... =)




















my class! during year 1...









taken today! during pe lesson












us with miss gill!










































haha... with mr patrick at lecture hall...

.::ChArLiE aNd ThE cHoCoLaTe FaCtOrY::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no update le... very long indeed... today went back sch for maths mock test... super sianz cause saturday still have to go back school... -_- so anyway, after the test went to subway to eat and study... also got some time never go le... then weile joined me and jo...

then watched a movie together! as can see from title... lolz... it's a very funny show! charlie is so cute! =) then came home slack! tired tired tired!

.::SiAnZ::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no update... cause nothing interesting happened ba...

well came here to complain again~ damn it manz... i really dun understand why such a thing must happen not once not twice but countless times! wad the hell m i supposed to understand from it manz? everytime i m past the psychological barrier, somehow, at that very moment, things have to take a turn again~ even if it's juz for that short moment... juz enough to make u drop into the stupid trap or hole (depending on how u wanna see it) AGAIN... and zoom~ things are back to the way it is again originally and i can assure u the original state of things is not a good one~ is this like karma or what huh? the only lame and stupid excuse i can think of for myself is maybe i owe him something in my previous life...

crappy life

.::WhAt A wEeK::.

hiyaz diary...

this week had been tiring... everyday also got some extra lesson after school... then super sianz... everything seems to be in double periods... and time seems to pass by slowly... sianz~ even sat have to go back school study... even more sianz... i hate to go back school on sat! cause used to sleeping late on sat... and it's a day to slack and stuff not for waking up early to go school study... argh~

then supposedly going to toa payoh to help out with the YCF... but then sat i reached there, i felt like some extra... super sianz... dunno wad i can do to help out also... seriously wanted to do something useful but there juz seemed to be nothing for me to do! so in the end, i walked out... feeling stupid cause i could have juz gone home straight from school instead of travelling to toa payoh and back again and my house isn't really near toa payoh... but in the end, mindy called me at that time and she asked me out... i didn't really wanna go in the first place cause all i wanted to do was to go home and sleep... but that lamer told me she already at toa payoh and wanted to meet me and at the most go back my house sleep also... pengz~ so juz met up with her... went to eat lunch at the jap restaurant... then looked for shades with her... afterwhich i wanted to go home... so sat train back... but decided to alight at novena somehow... dun ask me why... it was on impulse... she bought a book from MPH and shoes... then went to united square to buy subway back for dinner... subway addict~

then went home le... before that went to punggol plaza to collect my harry potter~ it's finally out! *bIg GrInZ* the bookstore auntie very good still wrapped it up in plastic for me nicely... =) then i saw a lot of books i wanna rent at the bookstore... but decided against it cause wanna finish reading harry potter first... haha... then went home le with mindy... we slacked a while then watched madagascar with her while eating subway~ the show chao cute... got some parts very funny also... then i started reading my harry potter while mindy juz played around with the computer... she left at 10 lidat... i continued reading cause it's hard to put it down once i start... lolz... it juz got that effect on me... but around 12 i buay tahan le... damn tired... been yawning the whole day... maybe cause woke up early to go school... haha notice i m grumbling about having to go school on sat AGAIN...

then today woke up early at about 8 cause going out to fetch my grandparents and bring them go see the YCF performance at toa payoh... mama went with me... but they lived at clementi... so long long trip~ went to eat breakfast with my parents before taking the mrt to clementi... but late ah, so we juz sat cab from harbourfront to clementi then to toa payoh... the performance was ok... and i finally know one soka guy that's in mjc le... then after the whole thing me and mama brought them to eat... went to crystal jade... then cause they old le, so me and mama have to hold them all the time... i m not complaining about them being troublesome or what... i juz realised it's quite sad if u grow old and u have no children to take care of u... or worse still, u have children but they can't be bothered about u... quite jialat ah... then is like old le will tend to get more problems with health... then everywhere also pain... walk also got problem... eat also dunno can eat wad le... growing old really quite scary eh... then another long cab journey back... probably the longest i ever had... from toa payoh to clementi to drop my grandparents off... then to redhill cause mama going there play mahjong... then to punggol where i live... the whole cab fare costs $26.70 so u can imagine how long i was in that cab... and to top it off, i tend to get car sick when i m in cabs~ so u can imagine how the journey is like for me... for a whole 50 mins in the cab... bad!

okiez came home... really feel like sleeping but got quite some things to do... so =(... i wanna finish reading my harry potter!!! but got homework to do and a test to study for... haha... so little time so little time!!! okiez la... shall stop crapping le... go le~ tml is monday again... sianz~

[I cAn'T hELp It... ThE mEmOrIeS jUsT kEeP cOmInG bAcK tO hAuNt Me... EvErY mOmEnT eVeRy DaY...]

.::HaPpY bIrThDaY wEiLe::.

hiyaz diary...

today weile's birthday... happy birthday~ school was tiring today... seems to have overdosage of chem... >_< shan't elaborate much la...

then went tm to celebrate his birthday... ate dinner... then took cab back with weile... then he told me quite some things ba... and i realised he is really quite different person from everyone... dunno how to say also ba...

haha talk about tuesday~ back track... went to subway with jo for dinner la... and i think we really talk until forget time... reach subway at 5.30pm... by the time we look at clock again it's 8pm le... talk like hell but enjoyable! and the tuna sub is so nice!!! haha i realised almost every entry will have some mention of subway... =p

okiez... this week had been =(... dunno how to say... suan le~ off to watch tv...

.::LeT mE sLeEp FoReVeR::.

hiyaz diary...

still in the stupid mood right now... mummy said one sentence to me this noon... which sorta snapped me awake but still, i can't stop feeling sad... she said, look at you now, a bit of liveliness also dun have... it hurts when she said it... but i know it's true... and at that point, i was thinking to myself, i do not want things to be like this too... i do not want to live like a zombie too... but sometimes, things juz happen and i can't pretend that i m not affected... was filled with helplessness as i heard her say that... i dunno wad i can do to snap out of this... i do not want to resort to silly means again... i promised myself and a fren before... all i want is a way to numb everything... to forget everything... i cry juz so that i am able to sleep... otherwise, i can't get to sleep at all... for the first time in 17 years, i cried 5 times in a day yesterday as memories flooded me with everything i do... while watching tv, the scenes triggered off memories of the past... while eating, they keep coming back too... was alone at home last night... sat at the storeroom and stone till i cry yet again... i dunno wad is wrong anymore... i tried drinking so that i can sleep and forget about everything for the time being... but i didn't sleep till some time later... gonna say something childish... i wished i can juz sleep and never wake up... or maybe wake up one month later when things might have been better...

angry at myself... i told myself some time ago i wun get my hopes high so that i wun get too sad when the time comes... i told myself i can deal with it... i told myself i will be able to handle it so that it wun affect my life... i told myself life still goes on no matter what... but now that it had happened, i am still the wimp and the useless girl... although it had happened once, i still let it happen a second time... and the worse thing is i know it beforehand... i had expected it to happen... but still, i chose to let it happen... it takes 2 hands to clap... if i had curbed my feelings, things will not be like it is now! but what's the use of saying that over and over again... it's getting old and boring... not to mention irritating... i want to sleep

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

i hate my mood right now... =( everything juz sucked... maybe i not in a position to complain but juz can't help feeling like shit inside... i hope the feeling goes away soon... i juz wanna clear my mind and not think about anything... but everything juz keep coming... only can say what the shit~

went subway after school again with jo and maly... but even subway didn't cheer me up this time... =( i wished i dun have to lie to somebody... argh~

.::StOrIeS aNd QuOtEs::.

hiyaz diary...

wrote this story some time ago... decided to post it... also got some quotes from last time...

This is the story of a guy and a gal... It all started with a simple frenship between classmates... On the first day of sec sch, he saw her and she saw him... Their eyes met, they smiled and turned away... Little did they know wad could happen in the next few years... Little did they know this is the story which change the gal's life since then and maybe even the guy's life...

[HoW cAn yOu Be FrIenDs wiTh soMeoNe iF eVerY tIMe YoU LoOk aT tHeM iT mAKes YoU wAnt ThEm eVen MoRe?]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... They enjoyed their first year together as a klass, young and innocent... But, things happened and the guy changed his opinion of the gal and the gal was saddened terribly as everybody in the class sees her differently from then on...

[SomeTimEs I woNdEr whAt yOu thInk oF mE.. .oR iF yoU Do aT aLL.]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The next year, they were separated and split into different classes... Gradually, the gal made new friends and was not a outcast anymore... She began to have a crush on another guy and that was that...

[I wouLD hAvE foLLowEd hiM tO heLL iF hE asKeD mE tO aNd witH aLL hE puT mE tHRouGh, maYbE I Did.]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... In the following year, the gal gradually got over her crush as she knew it is impossible between them... It took her more than a year's time... The year was spent productively... The gal spent her time concentrating on her studies... As fate would allow, the gal somehow got a chance to be the guy's classmate again even though they were in different classes at first... But, they did not talk much to each other... And the gal thought their frenship is over...

[HoW dO yoU LeaVe tHe PaSt BeHiNd wHeN iT kEepS FiNdinG waYs tO gEt tO yOuR hEaRt, iT rEacHeS waY doWn deEp aNd tEaRs yOu inSidE ouT tiLL youR hEaRt tOrN apArT]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... Another year passed by... It was their last year in the school... They were classmates again... It all started with a simple dinner... Gradually, they became gd frens again since the dinner... The gal was thrilled to get one more chance to be frens again with the guy...

[YoU mAkE mE sMiLe fOr No rEaSon WhaT sO eVer, yOu mAke Me LaUGh aT tHe uNfUnnIesT ThIngS, bUt mOst Of aLL yoU mAke Me LOve YoU wHen I ShOuLdN't bE LovIng YoU.]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The guy could always know wad the gal is thinking about even though the gal said nothing to him... Soon, things are becoming different between them... It all started with a simple online chat... Then, it grew into SMSing... Then, it grew into phone calls... From then on, things were different as the gal realised she is falling for the guy...

[A gUy aNd a grL caN bE juSt fRiEnDs bUt aT oNe pOinT oR aNotHeR, oNe oF tHeM wiLL faLL fOr tHe otHeR, maYbE tEmpOraRiLy, maYbE aT thE wRonG tme, maYbE toO LaTe oR maYbE, juSt maYbE.. foReVeR..]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The gal could still remember wad really made her fall for the guy... It was the warm feeling that he managed to let her feel... She began to see him as a guy and not juz a fren... When he patted the gal on her head, looking at her with tender care in his eyes, it melted the gal's heart... She was totally head over heels in love with the guy...

[LoVinG yOu iS wHaT I'vE LeaRNeD sO eAsiLy. TrYinG tO FoRgEt yoU iS tHe LaSt tHinG I CoULd PoSsiBLy LeArN bEcAuSe I'm DeEpLy iN LoVe WitH yoU]

[Do yOu kNoW hOw mUcH it huRts ... tO bE stAndInG tHeRe iN uR aRmS ... fEeLinG Ur hEarT bEAt nExT tO mIne ... kNowIng tHat wE caNnOt bE toGetHeR? KnoWinG tHat yOu'rE sO cLoSe aNd yeT yoU'Re StiLL a miLLioN miLes aWay? It'S kiLLeR. My hEaRt iS sO miXed Up. It reJoIcEs aT tHe vErY thOuGht oF yOU anD crIes whEneVer yOu'rE neAr. AnD eVen tHouGh beInG "juSt fRieNds" iS peRfEctLy fInE, I cAn't hELp iT ... I juSt waNt tO Be wIth YoU...]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... The gal never admitted her feelings to the guy as she juz assumed that they could never be together... More importantly, he already has a girlfriend... And it was beyond her to snatch him over from that someone else...

[WhY iS iT tHaT I cAn TeLL yoU eVeRYtHiNg I'm FeELiNg, eXcepT hoW I FeeL aBoUt yoU?]

[HaVe yOu eVer ReaLLy cRiEd fOr somEonE moRe thEn yOu wAnTed To? HaVe YoU eVeR tRieD tO LOve hIm iN sPiTe Of aLL tHe pAIn? WiLL yoU keEp oN LovIng hIm, EvEn ThoUgh hE's wHiSperINg sOMeOne eLse's nAmE?]

This is the story of a guy and a gal... Of coz, the gal hoped that the ending will be of one whereby they lived happily ever after... But, unfortunately, that might only happened in fairy tales...

[AsK mE whY I keEP oN LoVinG yoU wHEn itS cLeaR tHAt u doN’t feEL tHè sAmE waY foR mE... tHe pRobLeM iS tHAt aS MucH aS I caN’t foRcE yoU tO LoVe mE, I caNt foRcE mYseLF tO sToP LoVinG yoU]

end of story... =) wrote this when i was in sec 4 if i nv remember wrongly... forgive me if it sucks... haha i was never much of a writer...

You hurt me more than I deserve; how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve; why am I such a fool?

§ømEtiMês I wïsH I wäs å £ïttLe kiD aGaïN bëcAùsE a §çraped kNëe hûRts å löT lès§ thäN a bRokèN hêarT.

It hurts a lot, it'll always hurt. You'll always hurt knowing he's not thinking about you but thinking about her. It'll always hurt knowing that the one you care about the most hurt you the most, that he hurt you to a point that you can't deal with it anymore, eventually you learn to get over it somehow, not to forgive but to get over it. if it wasn’t love, u wouldn’t care... tat’s y the one u loved most always hurt u the most...

I’m tRyInG rEaLLy HaRd nOt tO cRy oVeR yOu CaUsE eVeRy tEaR iS juSt oNe rEmnDeR tHaT I dOn’T kNoW hOw tO LeT yOu gO...

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you really don't but it's even harder to pretend you don't love someone when you really do

HaVe U eVeR wOnDeReD wHiCh HuRtS tHe MoSt, SaYiNg SoMeThInG aNd WiShInG u HaD nOt, Or SaYiNg NoThInG aNd WiShInG yOu HaD?

Don't be too nice, don't be too sweet, don't be too thoughtful because I might just like it. And when I do, you might regret it, because when you're so nice, you make me forget that you're just a friend, nothing more, nothing less.

haha like the last one in particular since last time... =)

okiez yesterday went to subway to eat with joanne after school... then went home... then at night 10 plus, went to serangoon eat durian with my family... last minute decision... ahhh! durian rocks~ was actually quite moody yesterday but after eating durians, my mood was so much better! =) thanks to brother/sis-in-law for suggesting it... i love durians~ oh while we were there, something quite funny happened... the stupid durian was placed on the slanted table and it almost rolled down right on my knee area... haha but the guy who opened the durians was quick to catch it before it fell onto my leg... it was so close... hehe... but dunno y i began laughing after he caught it... cause i keep imagining the durian on my leg with the spikes inside the flesh... i juz can't stop laughing! haha quite sadist... and mama saw the durian dropping so she used her hand to try to stop it and she got pricked slightly... =( motherly love and her protection for me... i love my mama...

nothing much today... went home straight after school... think gonna take a nap or something soon... damn tired... still having difficulty in sleeping at night... hopefully all will be well soon...

go le~

.::CyCLiNg::.

hiyaz diary...

today went cycling with some jo benny kev yz and monkey... met at east coast park... then benson took us to this beacon... it's supposedly quite some distance from east coast park mac... but then the trip didn't seem that long... maybe cause have each other's company... haha... it's quite enjoyable! went past a lot of places i had never been to before... like the national sailing centre... the golf course... and the airport runway there... =) wad i enjoyed most abt the trip is the wind! haha... and of course the nice environment at that beacon... but on the way there, i like keep stopping and slowing everyone down! haha sorry... accident prone... fell 3 times but didn't hurt myself... lolz... then last part bumpy... i totally cannot make it lolz... have to walk instead... but the trip back was better... i didn't fall! haha... and the trip back got less people and it's more windy! super nice! i like =)

then jiu take cab go parkway eat... ate mos burger... =) wad else can i say besides "nice"... lolz... it's juz nice la~ then jiu shared cab home with jo and kev... phew... tired~ but happy... now slacking le... tml got school =( haha but shall be optimistic about it~

[ThErE's ThAt OnE pIeCe MiSsInG sOmEhOw... AnD i ThInK i KnOw WhAt ThAt Is... BuT i aLsO kNoW yOu WuN eVeR uNdErStAnD... i OnLy WiShEd FoR tHaT fEeLiNg To CoMe BaCk AgAiN...]

.::ShOpPiNg!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

today went shopping the whole day~ mindy came over my house around noon... dunno why she suddenly came also... she juz called me around noon and said she's on the way to my house... -_- then went out together with her and my mother...

went to bugis first... cause heard there got international food fair... but we nv bought any food cause too much people le... quite packed... haha then went to the street opposite parco to eat dessert... nice nice... =) then walked to suntec... shopped again... and i ate subway~ =D my favourite! then we walked to marina square... cause newly opened! alot of new shops... and we ate again... lolz... keep eating... then we wanted to take bus back to boon keng but cause got ndp rehearsal so no buses at that time slot... so no choice, we walked through citilink mall and went to raffles city to take bus back... but then, the roads there also closed... -_- so in the end we juz went to the only available bus stop to take bus and go chinatown... haha... a bit off point... then we walked at chinatown a bit before taking nel back... then went to mindy's house to get a vcd from her, then me and my mom went back le... legs quite tired... lolz but everyone of us bought something! =D

now slacking and planning to watch vcd le... no exams really quite shiokz sia! i wish there were more days of holidays... hehe... =D

[HoW dId EvErYtHiNg DeVeLoPeD tO tHe WaY iT iS tOdAy...]

.::SLeEp::.

hiyaz diary...

today is sleeping day! haha woke up at 10... preparing to go meet weile for breakfast... but then in the end never go le... then jiu slacked at home... best life manz! then 2 pm buay tahan... went back to sleep again... and sleep sleep sleep jiu 6 plus le~ haha the feeling when i woke up is the best! =D then bathed and had dinner... sis came over to have dinner today... it was a great dinner! haha... cause got my favourite dishes and nice soup! =D

i wish life were simpler sometimes... was watching lost yesterday... and got one man in the show got this tattoo that says: "living is easy with eyes closed" makes sense to me...

i miss him =(

.::OvEr Le::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no update... lazy to blog and also busy with studying for mid years... today exams over le~ nothing much to comment lolz... it's just another exam... after the last paper about 4 plus le... then went subway to eat with jo and maly... =D been about a week since i ate there... haha... as nice as ever~ whee... =p subway rocks my life~ =) and we laughed like mad at subway talking about the most silly things...

then come home... slack all the way... lolz... planning to watch tv like there's no tomorrow! haha... lame la...

hmmm... nothing much le ba... got one long weekend to slack... yes! =) gonna catch up on some sleep and with my good friends!

tues was weird... haha... i m studying in front of the computer... suddenly weird thoughts came into my mind... began to think about things there were quite long ago... the times i had in sec 4... it's like one and a half years ago... and i wasn't even doing anything but studying... then after the first memory came, it juz keep on coming... haha... those were the days manz... i feel so old now even though it's juz one year plus difference... haha... missed the times i had with certain friends... unfortunately, i am not in much contact with a few of them anymore...

i read a quote from an email before... it says: u dun need to change friends if u understand friends change... i think quite true ba... i always thot that we will all have different friends at different phases of our lives... although this is true for me, it doesn't mean i had forgotten about my old friends... we are all still friends ya... and not being with u all the time doesn't mean i dun treat u as my best friend... take for example, i had not seen 2 of my best friends in sec sch for about 3 to 4 months? we dun even talk on the phone... haa... but yesterday both of them met up with me and we had dinner together... we still talked like how we did in the past and to me, things are still the same between us... just like the past... and i was so happy after spending some time with them... they came my house after dinner and we had a great time too even by just watching tv... so yea... what matters is the heart ba! =D

okiez go watch lost on channel 5 le... =) nitey~

[ThAt FeELiNg Of bLiSs Is A fEeLiNg I wiLL nEvEr FoRgEt... =)]

.::InItIaL D::.

hiyaz diary...

today woke up at 915... a bit sianz cause the night before i actually didn't really sleep well... my eyes were actually wide open for an hour while i am lying on the bed before i finally drifted off to sleep at 3 plus... and i keep waking up after that... so, was in a pretty bad mood... but woke up early to bring my doggy to the vet... his ear infection didn't seemed to be getting better... so have for consultation at the animal hospital again... sat a cab there with mummy after we had our breakfast... the animal hospital is quite a cute place... well at least to me... then after we are done, went to wait for a cab outside the hospital... and hell... we waited for like half an hour and all the cabs are hired... =( so booked a cab instead... dropped mum off at redhill first cause she go play mahjong... then i went back to my house alone with my dog... and the whole trip was so damn long... 40 minutes... bahz... and i hate cabs cause i always get car-sick easily whenever i m on a cab... so u can imagine wad the 40 minutes to me is like... i feel like puking with every km the taxi moved... haha and the feeling is juz horrible la... but no choice, i always get car-sick... even in kor kor's car sometimes... but taxi ah is the ultimate... almost every cab i take, i will confirm get "cab-sick" haha i suck... =p then went home bathe... then jiu went out le...

went to meet weile and felix first at kovan... then we went ps to meet the others... we r the first 3 to reach... haha so wait lo... then all came le... then slack around at basement 2 by juz standing there and cause we can't decide who sit where, we juz anyhow take a ticket after shuffling it... then went cinema... then joanne came~ then went inside after buying food... hmmm... nice show ba... =) i enjoyed it alot... there were funny parts and cool parts... the races were so cool! haha not to mention those 3 main characters... =) and there's also some plot ba... plus a bit romance... =) lolz so many smiley faces... so lame~ but yea, juz to prove my point it's a nice show... haha...

then when finish watching, went to have dinner ba... initially planning to meet darling for dinner de... but then never meet in the end... so i juz went for dinner with those who went for the movie ba... then slack till 9 jiu go home le... came back watched lost... getting nicer and more mysterious? lolz... now blogging to kill time cause there's no point in me going to sleep right now also... i will juz end up staring at the ceiling in the dark... and yes! tml going study with chingz darling at subway again... though we juz met 2 days ago, but i still look forward to meeting her tomorrow... haha... i super stick her eh... like some super glue... shameless me... =p

okiez... nitey le~

.::EiLeEn'S wEdDiNg DiNnEr::.

hiyaz diary...

today morning and noon nothing much ba... spent my time at home studying... then at night went to amara hotel for wedding dinner... my sister's colleague eileen's wedding! cause my whole family is on quite good terms with her so she invited all of us... eileen looks so pretty! and their wedding photos are so sweet... haha but i guess every newly-wed is also lidat de ba? sweet and romantic at the start... after that what will happen nobody know also... =x but still i give them my deepest blessings... =)

come to think about it, i also long time never attend a wedding dinner with my whole family le... including my sister and bro-in-law... haha this time it's really everybody... =) and we juz talk at the table... the feeling cannot be described ba... i love to have dinner with everybody in my family on those special occasions like birthdays, father's day, mother's day etc... it's a time when i am thankful for that fact that i have them... we may not be a perfect family... but it's enough already... how do u really define what is a perfect family anyway... wad really matters is every member and the heart!

okiez enough of crapping le... go le~ nitey~

.::StUdYiNg At TaMpInEs SuBwAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to school for physics spa make up cause i couldn't make it for the physics spa 2 weeks ago... sighz... didn't really feel like going in the first place but then i dun wanna have to explain things and make up lies to the teacher when school reopen... so went in the end ba...

then after that went to tampines to meet chingz dear... went to our usual place subway... eat le jiu studied there... studied till 7 pm then went tampines mall's popular... she bought pens and notebook... me juz bought a pen refill nia... nothing here much ba... went home around 8... come back slack watch tv and now blogging... realised hols ending soon le... only 5 more days left... why does time fly so fast can someone enlighten me?

someone once told me... "happy moments are usually followed by heartbreaking memories" i guess it makes sense...

.::BoRiNg SuNdAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today was boring as can be seen from my title... woke up at 1030 at the stupid phone was ringing... but after that, i managed to fall back asleep anyway till about 1240... =D that is happiness... cause this time round didn't had all kinds of dreams and didn't wake up at all throughout the night... yes~ past week did not manage to sleep well... wake up, ate breakfast... but i had diarrhoea right after eating so i guess breakfast or no breakfast is the same... lolz...

then studied chem for awhile... but... i was chatting online at the same time... haha so can guess how productive i m la... =x then 4 pm lidat buay tahan... i went to sleep... ahhh! haha i m supposed to study not sleep~ that's why sometimes really can't study at home... will play comp will watch tv will sleep... but study outside sometimes also quite sianz and gets tired quite soon unless the mood is right... lolz... lidat might as well study in toilet next time... =x then mama keep come into my room at 530 to wake me up to bathe and eat dinner... if not, i think i would have sleep till 7... lolz... but despite her nagging, i still slept till 6... haha... lame...

then juz finished dinner... =D watching tv yet again... =( haha later 9 still got iron ladies 2! slack! okiez... shall go le~ nitey everyone...

[I wIsHeD i HaDn'T toLd YoU tO teLL mE tHaT sToRy... I wIsHeD i DuNnO aNyThInG aT aLL...]

.::A LoT LiKe LoVe::.

hiyaz diary...

today morning woke up quite early to study... cause know the rest of the day will not be free to study le... then 12 plus went to orchard preparing to meet chingz darling... but i reached a bit early ba... so i juz went to eat with mama and sister first... then ermmm... was quite late in meeting chingz... hehe... paiseh ah darling! make u wait for me...

then pei her go nike buy bag~ nice! =D then jiu slack around plaza singapura ba... then yay watch movie le! watched "a lot like love" it is really a nice show! enjoyed it quite alot... got one part when they playing the song by jet "look what you've done" i was quite sad... maybe cause that song was wad i always listen to ba last time during that period when i was quite down most of the time... so ya, when the song is playing in the movie, felt like crying... =x lame me... but it has a happy ending! =D

then jiu got to go le... cause tonight having early father's day dinner... so said bye to my darling! then went goodwood park hotel there to meet my family... went to this thai village restaurant and the food quite good ba... then after dinner jiu went shopping with my family at taka... to be honest, i was quite bored cause i dun really have the mood to shop... mama and sis in law spent quite a long time at this particular shop... so i was like standing outside and stoning for so long... crappy manz... keep thinking about things i shouldn't think about in the first place... then went home at around 10 ba...

off i go le~ nitey...

[I wiLL nEvEr Be AbLe To FoRgEt ThOsE fEeLiNgS oF hApPiNeSs... BuT yEs, I kNoW tHe FiRsT cUt Is ThE dEePeSt... WhY aM i FeELiNg aLL tHiS... wiLL wE eVeR bE aBLe To WaLk ThRoUgH tHiS tOgEtHeR?]

.::SeOuL gArDeN::.

hiyaz diary...

yesterday was a weird day for me~ hehe... by the time night comes, i was super hyper~ and can't even get to sleep... slept at around 2... haha maybe happy till hyper le ba... ^_^ ah but just happy...

today morning woke up went to school again for chem lessons! today lesson also quite slack... spent most of the time talking to my powerpuff gang... =) and slack! hehe then after school went tampines to meet chingz darling... i was quite bored while waiting for her so i went ntuc walk walk... haha like auntie eh... =p then she same le then went seoul garden to eat~ hmmm... this time nv eat alot as compared to last time... dunno y also... got full quite fast... but i still enjoyed myself... =) thanks dear! then jiu went home though i dun feel like going home so early... cause like a bit sianz ah... but can't find anything to do also... so no choice...

then came home dunno y i became hardworking~ lolz... i washed both my shoes, my school bag and another bag... haha and i mopped floor for mummy... changed my bedsheets too and threw it into the washing machine with my uniform... haha... sorta feel accomplished after finishing all that... =p

okiez now slacking again... haa... go off le~ nitey... =D

.::ThInGs HaPpeN fOr A rEaSon::.

hiyaz diary...

i realised all things happen for a reason... we may not understand why now... but sooner or later, i m sure we will understand...