.::OuT wItH jOyCe & GeRaLdInE::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up around 10 plus... had oats for breakfast and watched hong kong serials again... then went to orchard with joyce and geraldine... wanted to buy his present cause his birthday is tomorrow... and joyce is looking for a present for sze teng too... so we walked from dhoby ghaut to orchard mrt and then to wheelock place... saw a dri fit basketball t-shirt yesterday at suntec's b.i.r.d shop which is so nice!!! but today go wheelock place's nike shop, they dun have that design... then went to the b.i.r.d shop at shaw centre but they dun have medium size... the sales assistant called suntec's b.i.r.d outlet for us but there also no more medium size... argh!!! pek cek cause i really like that shirt a lot and i think he will like it also... damn dissappointed... so no choice have to walk back to wheelock place's nike shop again to get a black dri-fit sleeveless jersey top for him... then went to borders trying to find some nice wrapping paper... but great, they all look girlish... so walked to taka... sighz... finally found nice wrapping paper and wrapped everything up... joyce and geraldine bought a adidas bottle for sze teng... had that wrapped also... then we walked to paragon to have dinner... went to spagheddies for dinner... their spaghetti are nice... =) after that walk to orchard mrt's popular to get geraldine's cue cards... then went home le... leg hurts... think my sprain still haven heal completely...

juz wrote a letter to him cause want to give it to him together with his birthday present... today joyce told me she talked to him that day and it appears he's sad lately... it seems that he can't sleep also... so wanted to cheer him up in the letter ba... gotta go for now... bubbye~

[I jUz HoPe U wiLL bE hApPy, AnD dEfInIteLy NoT bEcOmE LiKe Me... I aLsO dUnNo WhY i M sO sAd WhEn I SeE u BeInG SaD...]

.::BrOtHeR's WeDdInG::.

hiyaz diary...

today is brother's wedding... woke up at 6 plus... then bathe and sis made my hair for me... then changed and go and fetch bride le... oh well, i guess it's true when they say girls are most pretty on their wedding day... then after that the bride's friends made my brother drink milo with a egg inside before they let him in... disgusting drink... and he still have to sing... haha... quite funny... then went to punggol mrt to take some photos... ok i know it's a weird place to take photos but cause it was raining la... cannot take at those outdoor nice nice places...

then went back to punggol house... had breakfast there... after that slacked at home until 4 plus... watched the dvd hot chick with my sis... then 4 plus prepare for the banquet dinner... reached pan pacific hotel and met mindy there... my bro invited her also... then went up to the hotel room to rest awhile... sis ordered a club sandwich and fries from room service and it tastes so good man!!! but it's expensive also... $21 for juz a sandwich with fries... then went to the ballroom le... be receptionist with my sister while mindy is the usher... haha... then dinner commence... it's very interesting to watch the banquet staff working cause it's like last time i also work before mahz... so i juz find it interesting... then whole night took alot of photos on the digital cam with my sis, bro-in-law, mindy... haha... practically took 100 plus photos... then we didn't eat much of the courses also... busy walking in and out and talking... rubbish de... then stayed at the hotel for the night with the newly weds, their close friends and mindy... slept at 4 plus though we are dead beat...

next morning which is saturday, mindy went to my house... then juz slacked at my house... about 4 pm lidat, we went to bugis with my sis and mom... mindy brought them to a place to eat dessert... nice... then shopped at bugis... after that we went suntec city... went to eat marche together... had pizza, calamari, mango crepe and waffle ice cream... oh manz, i love the ice cream waffle... they rocks... but everything at marche also tastes nice... then shopped somemore at suntec... then me and mom went to kovan to rent hong kong serials... then went home le lo...

shall go watch my show now le... bubbye~

[WhY iS iT tHaT u HaVe SuCh A bIg EfFeCt On My MoOd? I fEeL sO uSeLeSs FoR i M uNaBLe To EvEn CoNtRoL mY oWn MoOd...]

.::LaSt DaY oF tErM::.

hiyaz diary...

today rained!!! argh~ and my last pe lesson of the year is juz gone lidat.. damn... still thought can play ball de... sighz... last pe lesson also dun allow me to play with my class... sad manz... =( then skipped a few lectures cause i wasn't really in the mood to go for lessons la... stayed in a classroom for the rest of the day with joyce...

then had pw in the afternoon... -_- practiced a bit for op ba... boo... my part is like less than 5 minutes... sighz... troublesome la... still have to write a 5 minute speech and all that... then he drew on my hand with a pen... -_- after that he said will wash my hand for me after pw... and he did... he juz held my hand and use a tissue to wipe it... oh manz... embarrassed like hell... he held my hand!!! and today is 28th again le... 1 more month... sighz...

and brother getting married tml le... hopefully, i can get to sleep today cause i will need energy tomorrow... bubbye...

[CaN YoU fEeL mY hEaRt BeAtInG aNd HeAr mY bReAtHiNg? ThEy ArE StiLL gOiNg On All bEcAuSe Of YoU...]

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

juz a continuation of the earlier entry... wanna thanks weile also... he messaged me and asked me if i m alright and y i cried... sighz... and he juz wrote me such a sweet testimonial... it's good to know there are still people who cares... sighz... thanks man...

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

i had a totally BAD day today... today slept at about like 3.30 am... slept for 3 hours then wake up... sianz... then go school for flag raising and then it's free period until 10.40 pm? like totally waste of my time... spent those free periods in class reading my story book and trying to catch some winks... but well, i was like can't get to sleep and totally not tired... but i m in such a bad bad mood! dun feel like talking to people manz... juz wanna stone there... u get wad i mean? and then went for 2 lectures... after lectures still have to go back to the class for project work... ah!!! stone and slack in the classroom lo... then suddenly geraldine was like came over to talk to me... she talked about the old times she had with me for this past few months... then i got sad, the more she say, the more i realised i m gonna miss her... and i cried in class... (-_-) i was like oh shit, can't stop... but well... must say thanks to all those who bothered about me and asked me if i m ok... like joyce, jenny, geraldine, mallory, benson, yanzhu... well, maybe they can't see this but still thanks ya... and i can't believe i cried in class... that's so embarrassing can... sighz... i sucks... =(

also dunno i cry for wad la... partly, i know it's because i m really sad some of my classmates can't get promoted and will be leaving us... but i guess the other part has got to do with him again ya? i think i m so screwed this time round... wad had happened?!! i lose sleep over him, i cry over him... when will i wake up? i need someone to slap me manz... argh!!! then went home le... received jenny's sms... quite touched ba... haiz... when will i learn to be contented with life? out~ bubbye...

[ThErE's So MuCh I wAnNa SaY tO yOu BuT i NeVeR SuCcEeDeD gEtTiNg It aLL oUt... MaYbE 1 dAy, Ya 1 DaY u WiLL kNoW...]

.::CrAp::.

[Don't know what to say, i never meant to feel this way... falling so hard so fast this time... how did I fall in love with you? i also dunno ba... maybe one day i will know why we are not meant to be... i can't do with and without you... with you, reality sets in even more painfully... but without you, i am at a loss... wad must i do before i can put you behind me and juz treat u as a friend? late at night, i stay up and lost the will to sleep... so i shall juz wait for the day and the courage for me to tell u everything...

.::LaSt FLiGhT oUt::.

my all time favourite song since secondary 2... ^_^

"Last Flight Out"

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop

[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you
I'll takeThe last flight out

I'm afraid that You will leave
As my secrets Have been revealed
In my dreams You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start toI'll never stop

[c h o r u s]

I cannot hold back The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more

[c h o r u s]

.::I aM a PiG!::.

hiyaz diary...

i feel like a pig today! =) but a happy pig... ^_^ went out at around noon with my mom, sis, bro and sis-inlaw... dropped my mom off at ang mo kio... then went to eat bak kut teh and minced pork noodle with the others at balestier... juz had some bak kut... nice... after that went orchard shopping with my sis... bought 2 giordano shirts... then walked somemore... then went marche eat waffles and crepes... their ice cream is still as good as ever manz... then shopped around heeren and og... after that walked to dhoby ghaut... decided to rest awhile... so went to cafe cartel... had some garlic herb bread which tasted like pizza... then just sat there while waiting for my bro in law to join us for dinner... had mushroom and ham pasta and some soft shell crab with prawns thingy... pig~ after that still drank the oreo minty milkshake... oh my god!!! that drink is heavenly!!! and i m still a happy and bloated pig... then anyhow walk around ba... my bro in law then drove me home... and he gave me his samsung phone which i dunno why... but since he give me then take lo... hiakz~

and it's again back to school tml... oh my god... sianz~ lessons lessons lessons... -_- that's all for now... bubbye~

[FoR yOu, I wOuLd TaKe ThE LaSt fLiGhT oUt...]

.::BoReD bOrEd::.

hiyaz diary...

bored now so thought of blogging... today had a long day... well, in fact, this week had been a long week... everyday 12 plus actually school end le... but still have to stay back to do pw... everytime got free period, also pw... sianz anotz!

switched handphone with xinyi for awhile... flip phones are so cool! ^_^

hmmm... now my cg rep also know some things le... haha... dunno if it's a gd thing or bad thing also... also dunno y i said it out... i mean, i dun planned to let anybody in the class know... but well... juz let it be ba...

today slacked in classroom after pw... oh manz... a fren of my classmate is so cute!!! he is playing the guitar and singing in the class... he juz blew me away man... haha... so was like being mesmerised together with my cg rep... and shalini was so funny... everyone now treats her like disease lidat manz...

then went home... had dinner outside with mummy... then walked around a bit... then went home... became a couch potato... watched singapore idol results... sylvester is really ke ai when he smiles... haha... he got that kind of charm or x-factor ba...

haiz... a classmate juz played a joke on me... somemore is regarding affairs of the heart... lamer... spoil my mood... >_<

[I aLsO dUnNo WhAt To SaY La, MaYbE i ShOuLd GiVe Up... JuSt Be HaPpY...]

.::SpRaInEd LeG::.

hiyaz diary...

today had pe... then played basketball with my class... today fun ba... cause at least never feel extra in the court... the guys also keep passing to us girls even we can't really play well ba... haha... and i sprained my leg... sighz... and we girls violent towards each other during the game... i accidentally scratched my cg rep... hehe... then she always snatch my ball from behind!!! then in the end, we always pull my cg rep's hand dun let her get the ball... haha... foul sia! but no hard feelings ba... then played for like 2 periods... skipped physics and gp lecture cause we all dun feel like going... after that had pw... *wAd'S nEw?* then went home... somehow too tired, so slept on the sofa while still in my uniform... -_- and my leg seems to be hurting even more after i bathe... sighz... morning still can walk normally, but now is officially limping... long time nv sprain leg le... haha...

watched one whole night of tv today... the new show at 9 pm on channel 8 seems to be quite nice... ^_^ and now channel 8 is showing one more new show, romancing hong kong... looks nice... go and watch le... bubbye~

[DuN wAn To SeE tHe TrUtH La... TeLL mE tHiNgS aRe nOt WhAt I tHiNk It Is...]

.::OpEn HoUsE::.

hiyaz diary...

today is my school de open house... fortunately, i m not involved in anything at all... so i juz went to sch to slack with joanne... then around 10am, too bored le... so decided not to stay for the open house and i went home... haha~ then watched dvd lo... nothing much to do... then got a slight fever... probably from lack of sleep and my toothache... so went to sleep at 4... woke up at around 7 plus and had chicken porridge for dinner which my mummy cooked... after that went to punggol plaza walk walk... bought earphones cause mine was spoilt... after that, mummy forced me go dentist to make an appointment... =( i m scared of dentists!!! but guess i have to face it anyway... so booked an appointment for tml... gonna do 3 fillings... shit manz... *BiTeS fInGeRs* i m so not looking forward to it!

anyway, shall go le... feel like sleeping again... piggy~

[HoPe Ur NeCk Ok Le Ba... HaIz...]

.::SiAnZ::.

hiyaz diary...

currently bored with life... =( nothing much to do in school... most of the people in my class are skipping and dun even bother to come to sch... and the class is like half dead everyday... it's just so boring! haiz... i hate school... and i hate my life sometimes too... sighz... sometimes things aren't going too good and i will just feel depressed and want to give up? been sleeping late everyday... cause thinking about too many things so can't get to sleep... and even if i tried to sleep, i juz end up lying in bed with my eyes wide open for a long time and thinking about shitty stuff... and great, i end up feeling even more down... in front of everyone, still have to pretend i am ok and still must put on a smile... but reality still sunk in whenever i m alone... on top of that, my tooth is hurting again... and maybe that's the main reason y i m in such a bad mood in the first place... haiz... screw myself...

went to watch wimbledon juz now... it was ok i guess... it's just like watching a real tennis match but with a plot and romance in it... sighz, time to stone... bubbye...

[WhErE aRe ThE sTaRs WhEn U nEeD tHeM? sOmE tHiNgS cAn'T bE sEeN fOr ThEy MuSt Be FeLt WiTh ThE hEaRt... CaN u FeeL iT?]

.::PrOmOs::.

hiyaz diary...

and doom is here... promos had started? thankfully, i only need to endure 2 days of it and i m free! and then it's time to slack, slack, S-L-A-C-K... ^_^ can watch movies and vcds, sleep, play some games on the xbox, read my favourite book and shop till i drop... i can't wait for 6th Oct to come~

i almost can't believe my brother is getting married in 3 weeks time... yes 3 weeks... say bye bye to freedom and bachelor status kor... say bubbye~ okiez... i m being lame here... -_-

currently addicted on the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre tv serial... didn't really like such "martial-arts" shows but i was bored one saturday night and decided to watch... wrong move~ ever since then, i m officially hooked... the show on sunday 11 am channel 8 also not too bad though it's a repeat... niccce~ ^_^ i swear i m going to become a couch potato after promos...

currently, i shall juz resign to fate and continue my chem revision~ but it's nice to remind myself of the relaxation that comes after all the big fuss... nitey~

[I jUsT wAnT tO sEe A hApPy YoU FoR i ReaLiSe It HuRtS mE tO sEe U sAd AnD tRoUbLeD... iT's HaRd To TeLL yOuR mInD tO sToP LoViNg SoMeOnE wHeN yOuR hEaRt StiLL dOeS... wHy DoEsN't ThE hEaRt Do ThE mInD's BiDdInG?]