.::OuT wItH jOyCe & GeRaLdInE::.

hiyaz diary...

woke up around 10 plus... had oats for breakfast and watched hong kong serials again... then went to orchard with joyce and geraldine... wanted to buy his present cause his birthday is tomorrow... and joyce is looking for a present for sze teng too... so we walked from dhoby ghaut to orchard mrt and then to wheelock place... saw a dri fit basketball t-shirt yesterday at suntec's b.i.r.d shop which is so nice!!! but today go wheelock place's nike shop, they dun have that design... then went to the b.i.r.d shop at shaw centre but they dun have medium size... the sales assistant called suntec's b.i.r.d outlet for us but there also no more medium size... argh!!! pek cek cause i really like that shirt a lot and i think he will like it also... damn dissappointed... so no choice have to walk back to wheelock place's nike shop again to get a black dri-fit sleeveless jersey top for him... then went to borders trying to find some nice wrapping paper... but great, they all look girlish... so walked to taka... sighz... finally found nice wrapping paper and wrapped everything up... joyce and geraldine bought a adidas bottle for sze teng... had that wrapped also... then we walked to paragon to have dinner... went to spagheddies for dinner... their spaghetti are nice... =) after that walk to orchard mrt's popular to get geraldine's cue cards... then went home le... leg hurts... think my sprain still haven heal completely...

juz wrote a letter to him cause want to give it to him together with his birthday present... today joyce told me she talked to him that day and it appears he's sad lately... it seems that he can't sleep also... so wanted to cheer him up in the letter ba... gotta go for now... bubbye~

[I jUz HoPe U wiLL bE hApPy, AnD dEfInIteLy NoT bEcOmE LiKe Me... I aLsO dUnNo WhY i M sO sAd WhEn I SeE u BeInG SaD...]

.::BrOtHeR's WeDdInG::.

hiyaz diary...

today is brother's wedding... woke up at 6 plus... then bathe and sis made my hair for me... then changed and go and fetch bride le... oh well, i guess it's true when they say girls are most pretty on their wedding day... then after that the bride's friends made my brother drink milo with a egg inside before they let him in... disgusting drink... and he still have to sing... haha... quite funny... then went to punggol mrt to take some photos... ok i know it's a weird place to take photos but cause it was raining la... cannot take at those outdoor nice nice places...

then went back to punggol house... had breakfast there... after that slacked at home until 4 plus... watched the dvd hot chick with my sis... then 4 plus prepare for the banquet dinner... reached pan pacific hotel and met mindy there... my bro invited her also... then went up to the hotel room to rest awhile... sis ordered a club sandwich and fries from room service and it tastes so good man!!! but it's expensive also... $21 for juz a sandwich with fries... then went to the ballroom le... be receptionist with my sister while mindy is the usher... haha... then dinner commence... it's very interesting to watch the banquet staff working cause it's like last time i also work before mahz... so i juz find it interesting... then whole night took alot of photos on the digital cam with my sis, bro-in-law, mindy... haha... practically took 100 plus photos... then we didn't eat much of the courses also... busy walking in and out and talking... rubbish de... then stayed at the hotel for the night with the newly weds, their close friends and mindy... slept at 4 plus though we are dead beat...

next morning which is saturday, mindy went to my house... then juz slacked at my house... about 4 pm lidat, we went to bugis with my sis and mom... mindy brought them to a place to eat dessert... nice... then shopped at bugis... after that we went suntec city... went to eat marche together... had pizza, calamari, mango crepe and waffle ice cream... oh manz, i love the ice cream waffle... they rocks... but everything at marche also tastes nice... then shopped somemore at suntec... then me and mom went to kovan to rent hong kong serials... then went home le lo...

shall go watch my show now le... bubbye~

[WhY iS iT tHaT u HaVe SuCh A bIg EfFeCt On My MoOd? I fEeL sO uSeLeSs FoR i M uNaBLe To EvEn CoNtRoL mY oWn MoOd...]

.::LaSt DaY oF tErM::.

hiyaz diary...

today rained!!! argh~ and my last pe lesson of the year is juz gone lidat.. damn... still thought can play ball de... sighz... last pe lesson also dun allow me to play with my class... sad manz... =( then skipped a few lectures cause i wasn't really in the mood to go for lessons la... stayed in a classroom for the rest of the day with joyce...

then had pw in the afternoon... -_- practiced a bit for op ba... boo... my part is like less than 5 minutes... sighz... troublesome la... still have to write a 5 minute speech and all that... then he drew on my hand with a pen... -_- after that he said will wash my hand for me after pw... and he did... he juz held my hand and use a tissue to wipe it... oh manz... embarrassed like hell... he held my hand!!! and today is 28th again le... 1 more month... sighz...

and brother getting married tml le... hopefully, i can get to sleep today cause i will need energy tomorrow... bubbye...

[CaN YoU fEeL mY hEaRt BeAtInG aNd HeAr mY bReAtHiNg? ThEy ArE StiLL gOiNg On All bEcAuSe Of YoU...]

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

juz a continuation of the earlier entry... wanna thanks weile also... he messaged me and asked me if i m alright and y i cried... sighz... and he juz wrote me such a sweet testimonial... it's good to know there are still people who cares... sighz... thanks man...

.::StUpId DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

i had a totally BAD day today... today slept at about like 3.30 am... slept for 3 hours then wake up... sianz... then go school for flag raising and then it's free period until 10.40 pm? like totally waste of my time... spent those free periods in class reading my story book and trying to catch some winks... but well, i was like can't get to sleep and totally not tired... but i m in such a bad bad mood! dun feel like talking to people manz... juz wanna stone there... u get wad i mean? and then went for 2 lectures... after lectures still have to go back to the class for project work... ah!!! stone and slack in the classroom lo... then suddenly geraldine was like came over to talk to me... she talked about the old times she had with me for this past few months... then i got sad, the more she say, the more i realised i m gonna miss her... and i cried in class... (-_-) i was like oh shit, can't stop... but well... must say thanks to all those who bothered about me and asked me if i m ok... like joyce, jenny, geraldine, mallory, benson, yanzhu... well, maybe they can't see this but still thanks ya... and i can't believe i cried in class... that's so embarrassing can... sighz... i sucks... =(

also dunno i cry for wad la... partly, i know it's because i m really sad some of my classmates can't get promoted and will be leaving us... but i guess the other part has got to do with him again ya? i think i m so screwed this time round... wad had happened?!! i lose sleep over him, i cry over him... when will i wake up? i need someone to slap me manz... argh!!! then went home le... received jenny's sms... quite touched ba... haiz... when will i learn to be contented with life? out~ bubbye...

[ThErE's So MuCh I wAnNa SaY tO yOu BuT i NeVeR SuCcEeDeD gEtTiNg It aLL oUt... MaYbE 1 dAy, Ya 1 DaY u WiLL kNoW...]

.::CrAp::.

[Don't know what to say, i never meant to feel this way... falling so hard so fast this time... how did I fall in love with you? i also dunno ba... maybe one day i will know why we are not meant to be... i can't do with and without you... with you, reality sets in even more painfully... but without you, i am at a loss... wad must i do before i can put you behind me and juz treat u as a friend? late at night, i stay up and lost the will to sleep... so i shall juz wait for the day and the courage for me to tell u everything...

.::LaSt FLiGhT oUt::.

my all time favourite song since secondary 2... ^_^

"Last Flight Out"

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop

[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you
I'll takeThe last flight out

I'm afraid that You will leave
As my secrets Have been revealed
In my dreams You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start toI'll never stop

[c h o r u s]

I cannot hold back The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more

[c h o r u s]

.::I aM a PiG!::.

hiyaz diary...

i feel like a pig today! =) but a happy pig... ^_^ went out at around noon with my mom, sis, bro and sis-inlaw... dropped my mom off at ang mo kio... then went to eat bak kut teh and minced pork noodle with the others at balestier... juz had some bak kut... nice... after that went orchard shopping with my sis... bought 2 giordano shirts... then walked somemore... then went marche eat waffles and crepes... their ice cream is still as good as ever manz... then shopped around heeren and og... after that walked to dhoby ghaut... decided to rest awhile... so went to cafe cartel... had some garlic herb bread which tasted like pizza... then just sat there while waiting for my bro in law to join us for dinner... had mushroom and ham pasta and some soft shell crab with prawns thingy... pig~ after that still drank the oreo minty milkshake... oh my god!!! that drink is heavenly!!! and i m still a happy and bloated pig... then anyhow walk around ba... my bro in law then drove me home... and he gave me his samsung phone which i dunno why... but since he give me then take lo... hiakz~

and it's again back to school tml... oh my god... sianz~ lessons lessons lessons... -_- that's all for now... bubbye~

[FoR yOu, I wOuLd TaKe ThE LaSt fLiGhT oUt...]

.::BoReD bOrEd::.

hiyaz diary...

bored now so thought of blogging... today had a long day... well, in fact, this week had been a long week... everyday 12 plus actually school end le... but still have to stay back to do pw... everytime got free period, also pw... sianz anotz!

switched handphone with xinyi for awhile... flip phones are so cool! ^_^

hmmm... now my cg rep also know some things le... haha... dunno if it's a gd thing or bad thing also... also dunno y i said it out... i mean, i dun planned to let anybody in the class know... but well... juz let it be ba...

today slacked in classroom after pw... oh manz... a fren of my classmate is so cute!!! he is playing the guitar and singing in the class... he juz blew me away man... haha... so was like being mesmerised together with my cg rep... and shalini was so funny... everyone now treats her like disease lidat manz...

then went home... had dinner outside with mummy... then walked around a bit... then went home... became a couch potato... watched singapore idol results... sylvester is really ke ai when he smiles... haha... he got that kind of charm or x-factor ba...

haiz... a classmate juz played a joke on me... somemore is regarding affairs of the heart... lamer... spoil my mood... >_<

[I aLsO dUnNo WhAt To SaY La, MaYbE i ShOuLd GiVe Up... JuSt Be HaPpY...]

.::SpRaInEd LeG::.

hiyaz diary...

today had pe... then played basketball with my class... today fun ba... cause at least never feel extra in the court... the guys also keep passing to us girls even we can't really play well ba... haha... and i sprained my leg... sighz... and we girls violent towards each other during the game... i accidentally scratched my cg rep... hehe... then she always snatch my ball from behind!!! then in the end, we always pull my cg rep's hand dun let her get the ball... haha... foul sia! but no hard feelings ba... then played for like 2 periods... skipped physics and gp lecture cause we all dun feel like going... after that had pw... *wAd'S nEw?* then went home... somehow too tired, so slept on the sofa while still in my uniform... -_- and my leg seems to be hurting even more after i bathe... sighz... morning still can walk normally, but now is officially limping... long time nv sprain leg le... haha...

watched one whole night of tv today... the new show at 9 pm on channel 8 seems to be quite nice... ^_^ and now channel 8 is showing one more new show, romancing hong kong... looks nice... go and watch le... bubbye~

[DuN wAn To SeE tHe TrUtH La... TeLL mE tHiNgS aRe nOt WhAt I tHiNk It Is...]

.::OpEn HoUsE::.

hiyaz diary...

today is my school de open house... fortunately, i m not involved in anything at all... so i juz went to sch to slack with joanne... then around 10am, too bored le... so decided not to stay for the open house and i went home... haha~ then watched dvd lo... nothing much to do... then got a slight fever... probably from lack of sleep and my toothache... so went to sleep at 4... woke up at around 7 plus and had chicken porridge for dinner which my mummy cooked... after that went to punggol plaza walk walk... bought earphones cause mine was spoilt... after that, mummy forced me go dentist to make an appointment... =( i m scared of dentists!!! but guess i have to face it anyway... so booked an appointment for tml... gonna do 3 fillings... shit manz... *BiTeS fInGeRs* i m so not looking forward to it!

anyway, shall go le... feel like sleeping again... piggy~

[HoPe Ur NeCk Ok Le Ba... HaIz...]

.::SiAnZ::.

hiyaz diary...

currently bored with life... =( nothing much to do in school... most of the people in my class are skipping and dun even bother to come to sch... and the class is like half dead everyday... it's just so boring! haiz... i hate school... and i hate my life sometimes too... sighz... sometimes things aren't going too good and i will just feel depressed and want to give up? been sleeping late everyday... cause thinking about too many things so can't get to sleep... and even if i tried to sleep, i juz end up lying in bed with my eyes wide open for a long time and thinking about shitty stuff... and great, i end up feeling even more down... in front of everyone, still have to pretend i am ok and still must put on a smile... but reality still sunk in whenever i m alone... on top of that, my tooth is hurting again... and maybe that's the main reason y i m in such a bad mood in the first place... haiz... screw myself...

went to watch wimbledon juz now... it was ok i guess... it's just like watching a real tennis match but with a plot and romance in it... sighz, time to stone... bubbye...

[WhErE aRe ThE sTaRs WhEn U nEeD tHeM? sOmE tHiNgS cAn'T bE sEeN fOr ThEy MuSt Be FeLt WiTh ThE hEaRt... CaN u FeeL iT?]

.::PrOmOs::.

hiyaz diary...

and doom is here... promos had started? thankfully, i only need to endure 2 days of it and i m free! and then it's time to slack, slack, S-L-A-C-K... ^_^ can watch movies and vcds, sleep, play some games on the xbox, read my favourite book and shop till i drop... i can't wait for 6th Oct to come~

i almost can't believe my brother is getting married in 3 weeks time... yes 3 weeks... say bye bye to freedom and bachelor status kor... say bubbye~ okiez... i m being lame here... -_-

currently addicted on the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre tv serial... didn't really like such "martial-arts" shows but i was bored one saturday night and decided to watch... wrong move~ ever since then, i m officially hooked... the show on sunday 11 am channel 8 also not too bad though it's a repeat... niccce~ ^_^ i swear i m going to become a couch potato after promos...

currently, i shall juz resign to fate and continue my chem revision~ but it's nice to remind myself of the relaxation that comes after all the big fuss... nitey~

[I jUsT wAnT tO sEe A hApPy YoU FoR i ReaLiSe It HuRtS mE tO sEe U sAd AnD tRoUbLeD... iT's HaRd To TeLL yOuR mInD tO sToP LoViNg SoMeOnE wHeN yOuR hEaRt StiLL dOeS... wHy DoEsN't ThE hEaRt Do ThE mInD's BiDdInG?]

.::ThInKiNg oF yOu::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a lame day at school... was fooling around with my friends the whole day and basically in a good mood... after school stayed back with some friends to do maths... feel accomplished... ^^ haiz, promos coming le... =( couldn't wait for it to be over then can at least rest and slack a bit... sighz...

pe lessons are fun recently... the pe department actually have a conscience... haha... they had been letting us play games for the past 4 months... and now they even allow us to play intra-class games on wednesdays which are usually "running day" cause they feel that our promos are coming and we need to relax... lolz... lame huh? so means games games and more games! whee~ it's always fun to play with ur class ba...

nothing much le ba... juz blogging for fun... =)

[I kNoW nO mAtTeR wHeRe I gO, u WuN bE fAr CaUsE u WiLL aLwAyS bE iN mY mInD... u WiLL nEvEr ReALiSe HoW mUcH i MiSs U eVeRyDaY...]

.::QuiLL::.

hiyaz diary...

today went to orchard in the afternoon... shopped around for shoes... cause brother getting married soon le... haiz... have to buy shoes buy clothes buy accessories... it's giving me a headache... =|

then went to watch movie at night... watched "quill"... oh my god, it's such a nice show... it has a very touching plot... then ending really very sad lehz! the cinema got a lot of people cry including me... *sIgHz* first time i cried in a movie? and when walk out of the cinema so malu can... *ThRoW fAcE* thank god i m not the only one... haha...

and monday is coming soon... which means school? >_< which also means end of holidays and start of mugging... >_< >_< go sleep le! bubbye~

["SoMe PeOpLe wAnT iT aLL
BuT I dOn'T wAnT nOtHiNg At All
If It aIn'T yOu bAbY
If I AiN't GoT YoU BaBy
SoMe PeOpLe WaNt DiAmOnD rInGs
sOmE jUsT wAnT eVeRyThInG
BuT eVeRyThInG mEaNs NoThInG
If I aIn't GoT yOu, YoU, yOu"]

.::SLaCk::.

hiyaz diary...

hehe... now is september holidays le... by right should use the time to study for promos de... BUT... i m using it to sleep, slack, play and go out instead... sighz... i m going to screw up my promos? can't change the lazy attitude... everyday i tell myself must study but i never worz... always will procrastinate... till now i haven even touched one subject yet... i die le~ but that aside...

went to watch "13 going on 30" on monday... i think it's a nice show!!! love the ending... lolz... fairytale de... again those "live happily ever after" ending... but i like happy fairytale endings... hehe... watching quill and cinderella story tml... hopefully it's nice... recently like suddenly "boom" so many nice movies...

haha... anyway let me share this weird dream that i had on sunday... i dreamt i was at my old house bendemeer there... then was walking past a chicken rice shop then suddenly i saw this red and black snake gliding along the road right beside the chicken rice shop... then got this crocodile chasing the snake around trying to catch the snake... (-_-|||) then the snake glide into the chicken rice shop... so of course, the crocodile followed also... then of course i got scared, by right, should run away right? but no!!! i juz climbed up onto a chair and stood on it? oh my god... wad a stupid thing to do... then the snake glide too fast and the dumb crocodile can't catch the snake... so it came out of the shop lo... then it saw me standing on the chair and it jumped up and bit my back... =| then i woke up le... and the strange thing is my back still got this tangly itchy feeling when i woke up... haha... the dream feels quite real... honestly, i never had such a lame dream before... lolz... i think is because on sunday noon, i went to shaw tower's cinema with my friends and slacked there the whole day... so being a cinema, there will surely be posters and we had been particularly near the "anacondas" poster... so, i guess that's y i dreamt of the red and black snake? lame sia!

okiez... enough of crapping... shall go now le... bubbye~

[U mAdE mE LeArNt ThAt tO mAkE LiFe MoRe BeArAbLe, OnE sHoULd AlWaYs TrY tO tAkE tHiNgS iN tHeIr StRiDe... HaIz, I sTiLL mIsS tHe PaSt...]

.::LoVe MeRiDiAn DaY::.

hiyaz diary...

monday is love meridian day... stupid name... but well the school chose it... wad can i do? it's juz teacher's day celebrations la basically... hehe... but had fun~ happened yesterday but only got time to update today... well had lessons till 1.25 pm... but everybody is like so not in the mood so is quite slack la... we r supposed to go to school dressed in retro or blue... my class chose retro... had fun... after lessons we practice our item for the inter-cg performance... haha... then went to the hall for the performance lo... some performances by the classes were nice... then after tt is dinner time... half the class went to elias mall and had mac... then after that went back to school... we miss the aces' day dance though... *oOpS* then the night performance start le... kinda funny... and it feels good to be sitting under the big round yellow moon (it happens to be the 15th day of the month so it is super round! =D) with the rest of the school and munching away at popcorn... took a lot of photos throughout the day... haha... after the night performance already about 10 le but we still continue to take photos and each pose got lamer and lamer... lolz... fun! then went home le lo... tired beat... play the whole day le... lucky today and wed dun need go back school~

then today slept till 11 lidat... then went back chung cheng to get my o level cert... then came home... did homework... so much homework to catch up with! argh~ go le ba~ bubbye!

[ThE mOrE i LoOk At YoU, tHe MoRe I fALtEr...]

.::QuIcK uPdAtE::.

hiyaz diary...

hehe... long time no update le worz... as usual lazy ba... also nothing much to update... well, school is as usual... hehe... pe is interesting cause we r learning the aces' day dance for these past few weeks... it's kinda fun... =D and next monday will be quite fun ba... got sch for half a day, and then teachers' day performance in the noon, and a talent-time alike concert at night... =) it's also be-yourself-day... haha... everyone has to come dressed in 2 themes... retro and true blue... retro means retro lo and true blue juz means blue all over cause that's our school colour... (-_-|||) our class chose the retro theme... dunno wad to wear though... all the classes have to put up a performance also and we are doing a cappella of the song "stand by me"... lolz... i hope it works out... if not, we will be embarrassed like shit...

watching the results of singapore idol now... it's kinda amusing? haha... guess i go le ba... still have to study for physics test... bubbye~

[If U sEe A DeAd EnD aHeAd, MaYbE tHeRe'S hOpE aT tHe CoRnEr]

.::FiReWoRkS!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

didn't have a chance to update yesterday... i had so so much fun! =D well... sunday 4 plus lidat connie suddenly call me and ask me out together with them... then she say going sakae for dinner before going marina and esplanade there to watch concert and fireworks... haiyoz... huge group we have... about 12 people... =

then ate at bugis de sakae lo... not too bad ba... then we walked to esplanade... managed to catch the fireworks! nice~ =D it was really beautiful... then we walked to marina promenade there cause ll and connie wanna see the concert... so walked again lo... crowded seh... somemore we big group easy to get lost... haha... then reach the marina there then is like cannot see anything also... then ll angry at her bf very unreasonably... then she juz stormed off lidat then connie go chase her back lo... kaoz... in the end, we got separated from ll and connie... then starhub also screwed up de la... keep on cannot call out... argh! so we wait at marina quite long... then in the end finally the singtel line can call out then they at fullerton hotel that bridge liaoz... piangz, then we have to walk back again... somemore my leg hurts from the dumb orh ceh... then every step i take is like shitty... and she angry at her bf got reason still nvm, but it's not the case... sighz... then nvm ba... forget about unhappy things...

then we continue go play lo... we went to the fun fair near the marina there ba... then quite fun la... after that we walked back to the concert place there then walked to suntec to look for toilet... sighz... by this time i buay tahan my leg le so i juz took off my slippers and walked bare-footed... haha... siaoz de lo... walked from ritz carlton there until suntec... even cross roads also dun care le... but cause it's already 12 plus le so no one around to laugh at me also...

then after that we walked back to shaw tower... slack in the cinema's office room for awhile cause ll's bf work there de mahz, so we juz use the room to rest and drink water lo... lolz... then talked crap until 1 plus then ll say a bit hungry... then we went geylang for supper... but the good news is we walked to geylang from shaw tower also... >__<>

went home around 6 am... 7 am i sleep le... lolz... then i 10 am woke up... hehe... did homework until 1 pm... then slacked a bit and went to watch NDP with mindy... again saw pretty pretty de fireworks... =D took photos this time... yay~ and surprisingly, with 3 hours of sleep i can still survive today... lolz... i m still feeling quite ok now... not very tired... whole day also can say never feel tired ba... weird... dunno why... juz like any normal day lidat... my sleep pattern is all screwed up le haha from the past 2 weeks i had... think my sleep system de computer shut down le... haha... *aRgH* anyway shall go now le... bubbye~

[HoW i WiSh U wErE tHeRe To SeE tHe FiReWoRkS tOo... SiGhZ...]

.::NaTiOnAL dAy CeLeBrAtIoN::.

hiyaz diary...

today had national day celebrations in school... most ppl are wearing red or white... haha... reminds me of the good old secondary school days... =)

then is concert lo but my class nv go for the concert cause we are doing something else at the school's atrium... cause my class is involved in some ymca project then we r lighting up 2000 plus tealight candles that form the words "i love singapore" after the concert so we have to prepare for it mahz... then at the atrium quite hao xiao... we keep laming... after arranging the candles, then a few of us played monkey at the atrium with a basketball... slack ah! haha... then cause we need tables to block out the wind, so me and joanne helped carry the tables from the canteen lo... then another 2 guys also carrying 1 table... then they suddenly lame say we race see who can reach the atrium faster with the tables... loser must treat drink... then we like "not fair!" cause we girls mahz haha... so we blocked their way in front so that we will always be in front of them... but in the end, they chiong!!! then me and joanne laugh until no strength carry then the dumb heavy table dropped onto my leg... *!!!!!!* damn painful... but we still stand there laugh and laugh... like 2 crazy girls... (-_-|||) then though we lost, in the end, the 2 guys still treat us drinks... =D then after that cause got one big big heart with 1000 plus candles to represent the word "love" mahz, so we all light that up first lo cause it's difficult to light up 1000 candles in a short time lo... but the dumb wind keep blowing... we light one hour still haven light finish lo... haha... keep on extinguishing de... but after that wind less strong le... then we are able to light up more easily... lighting up that time we very united lo... everyone keep on encouraging each other even though it keeps extinguishing... guess that's what keeps everybody going ba... then concert end le... all the people come out... haha juz nice to see the lighted up heart... it looks very nice from the second floor... =) then we started lighting up the words "singapore" lo... then took photo... nice~ then slacked a bit... then when all people go le, we clear up le lo... but cause the wax haven solidify yet in each of the tealight candles, then our class guys go play with it... dip one finger in and then take out and let it solidify on their fingers... like mould lidat... haha... in the morning, i already tried putting a finger in myself and i realised u dip inside is not painful but when it solidifies on your finger, it's painful... but the pain is bearable one la... haha... i was about to warn them that it will be painful but too late... they already dipped ther fingers in le... haha... oh manz, then they were ouching away... but they seem to like the pain... haha cause they continue to play with it and making very big finger moulds... saddists lo!!! haha... then soon, everyone was playing with it though they know it will be painful for a little while... haha... then me dumb... took 5 tealight candles out and arrange in a straight line... then i dipped my 5 fingers in each one at the same time... haha... pain awhile then ok le... then looks very nice... 5 wax finger moulds... then the guys also do it... super gao xiao cause it's still hot and they were jumping around blowing at their fingers so the wax can solidfy faster... cannot stand it... we are all laughing like hell lo... we are mad!!! then me and joanne had a candle fight with johnson and kevin... opened the bag of extra tealight candles and throw at them... haha... they say it's very painful which makes us throw even more candles at them... then we r running around the atrium like siaoz la... haha... they got throw candles at us also but can see they dun dare to throw too hard... but we dun show mercy to them lo... we throw at them hard... and i managed to hit them at the butt... haha... then kevin came over to me and joanne's side and we all began aiming at johnson alone... haha... each one of us threw 4 at him in one go lo... so he got 12 candles coming at him... he damn stunned... lolz... then scraped some wax on the floor and we slacked somemore at the benches while some other people sweeping the floor and everything... talked crap la... then left at 12 le...

now back to reality... tml got physics test... =( lucky got long long weekend... yay~ can sleep late late!!! i already 2 weeks nv reach home before 7 pm and 1 week never sleep before 1 am le... so i m damn damn tired!!! i m falling asleep everyday in lectures... haha... looking forward to tuesday cause my class de girls going out together... our first official outing... haha... a bit too late huh cause we like know each other about 4 months plus le... then only first outing... but well, better late than never... =D so, go study physics test now le... then maybe catch up on some sleep... hehe... =) bubbye diary~

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