.::CyCLiNg At EaSt CoAsT pArK::.

hiyaz diary...

today going east coast park to cycle with my classmates... my aim is to learn cycling... lolz... well so morning met joanne... then go parkway wait for the others... but well... it rained on our way there... juz nice we alighted at the bus stop then rain... -_- heavily... so we thot we will be safe at the bus stop, cause can get shelter and stuff mahz... but the wind damn strong... blow all the rain in... -_- so imagine, even though we are sheltered me and joanne got all wet! then the wind keep blowing... and we wet already so we are damn damn cold... haha sianz lo the weather... then we are the earliest though we are late by half an hour... lolz -_- so the next one to come is benson but he's at the opposite bus stop... me and joanne wait rain small a bit then quickly chiong for the other side... heng sia! when we reached the other side, the rain big again... then cause we r feeling damn cold, so we went the hawker centre to get hot drinks... me benson and joanne slacked there and talk lo... then we decided to go parkway shopping centre when the rain small again... so went there... had roti boy... nice... ^_^ then we 3 bored so went arcade play... played the puck thingy, dunno wad it is called... then they played time crisis... then we 3 went to race car against each other... damn fun lo! joanne damn pro... 1st in all 3 matches... haha... she ah, thumbs up! then 230 the rest of the people came le... -_- then they went arcade play... so me and joanne played the puck game again but different machine from the first one we played... damn fuN~

then we walked to mal's house since it was on the way to the beach... waited for her to pump her bicycle... then off we go~ went to east coast park... rented bikes and a double bike... cause i dunno how to cycle mahz... so me and mal used the double bike... then i sat behind cause behind only need paddle nia, dun need keep balance and all that... then we cycled to bedok jetty, well, the feeling, all i can say is ShIoKz~ =D cause as u go, the wind blowing into ur face... and everything juz seems so nice u noe... u can juz talk to the person in front of u... then johnson kevin joanne yanzhu benson mallory teach me cycling at the jetty there... =x lolz so many teachers... BUT i only got half of it... haha cause i still cant keep my balance... then cycle double bike again but this time with johnson cause mal riding alone... so we went further further further down... far~ = then they taught me again at this far place... haha this time better a bit, i can go a short distance before i will lose my balance... and i fell once here... =x lolz... but not serious only scraped some skin on the toe... ^_^ but then learn learn, then gotta cycle back return bike le... cause we only rent for 3 hours... so cycled back again on the double bike... we are so far it took us a whole 40 minutes to cycle back... haha legs aching sometimes during the 40 minutes but nv slack for longer than 1 minute cause like tiring for the other person... the 40 mins, butt hurts... lolz... maybe i nv sit properly i also dunno... *sHrUgZ*

then went back mac eat dinner at abt 630... had the grilled chicken foldover... first time trying it... nice i like... =) then eat until 7 plus... saw some secondary 4 classmates... then we went the funfair at the beach there play bumper car... played twice cause the first time was so fun~ first time i shared with mal, joanne shared with yanzhu and johnson shared with kevin... the others all one car... but second time everyone one car... then second time even more fun! =D bumped like mad~ okiez... then walk to 7 eleven while deciding where to go...

in the end, mal invited us to her house to watch dvds... got me yanzhu joanne kevin johnson... watched "the perfect score" it's a show about SATs and how these bunch of students stole the answers to it... quite nice... ^_^ then mal's parents very good hosts... they keep stuffing us with food... they made sandwiches and orange juice just for us... then still got apples and snacks... lolz... damn good! then watched until 1130 lidat... then mal sent us down... so me joanne kevin shared a cab home... reached home 1230... bathed...

now blogging... well... legs aching now... then butt ache also... then having fever, so head a bit heavy... argh~ think from the rain and the wind when it rained... so shall go sleep le ba...

[SoMe Of ThE gAn JuE yI jInG bU yI yAnG Le... ThE mOsT hUrTiNg ThInG iS sEeInG u PuSh Me To AnOtHeR gUy... DuN u GeT iT, tHe FeELiNgS FoR u tHouGh DiFFerEnt Is StiLL tHeRe?]

.::GoOd FrIdAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today is public holiday cause good friday... ^_^ block test yesterday over le... after the test yest went out with the class... slacked around... then after that joanne lost her wallet... but heng today someone called her and tell her found the wallet le... somemore all her money and stuff still inside... ^_^ then around 5 meet chingz and went orchard... went to wheelock de apple centre for awhile... then went to eat ajisen ramen... yummY~ then sat outside taka de benches until 9 plus together... juz sit there slack and talk... cause dun feel like going home so early yet... then went home le... slacked somemore...

today went to grandmother's house with my mummy... then went to chinatown from there... ate a lot of stuff... lolz... then went home at 8... well... nothing much to do now... a bit felt like sleeping... =P becoming pig le...

okiez, actually nothing much to blog... shall stop here le ba... go off le... bubbye~

[SoMeTiMeS i DuN eVeN nOe WaD i WaNt]

.::BoRiNg SaTuRdAy::.

hiyaz diary...

well today had been a boring saturday... woke up at 11... went for breakfast at punggol plaza with mummy... then came back... made fruit juice for my parents and myself... well that took me about an hour? lolz... then slack and download songs... well... slack la... juz dun feel like studying... then chatted the whole noon away on msn... then had dinner early... at about 6 lidat ba... eat until now cause eat pomelo also... i almost finished the whole pomelo myself... hehe... cause it was very sweet and juicy~ ah, i juz realised wad i juz typed was all crap... hehe... =P

well... this march holidays is so not fun and enjoyable... so there's nth much interesting to blog abt... hmmm, thinking about it, now march also coming to an end soon le... so fast... is like i only have half a curriculum year left... why time pass so fast de!!! haha is like everytime i blog, i will always realise the fact that time flies...

oh yeahz, yest fri last episode of the serial "u are the one"... is a happy ending la... but the ending left me with some questions... why do people always say wad they wanna tell another person only when the other person is about to leave them or go overseas? haha yes, even i admit i m guilty of this... but well the bright side is that at least wadever we wanted to say were said... =) even though it may be last minute... right?

okiez dun crap so much le... in a calm mood now... and it's rare nowadays... so i shall enjoy it while it last... lolz... bubbye...

[WeLL, If U wErE nOt LeAvInG aT ThAt TiMe, DuN tHiNk ThInGs WiLL bE LiKe It Is NoW... I mUsT sAy ThAnKs FoR tHe MeMoRiEs U hAd GiVeN mE aLL tHeSe WhiLe... WhEn I m SaD, u WeRe 1 Of ThE fEw WhO LiStEnEd To Me AnD cHeErEd Me Up... U aSsUrEd Me ThAt U wUn LeAvE mE aLoNe HeRe... ThAnK u...]

.::WaLk WaLk::.

hiyaz diary...

juz returned from a walk... went alone cause juz wanna stone abit... after dinner went downstairs... sat at the garden downstairs... right beside the basketball court... watched people shoot... seemed to get some calmness from it, dunno why... juz focus on the chop sound... then after awhile got away from there... saw alot alot of stars on the way back... probably the most stars i ever saw at one time... saw the orion constellation also... and some arrow thingy and 2 super bright stars... well, looking at them comforted me in some way... then went to the lift lobby... stood there for a few minutes... dunno wad i m thinking also... now back le... somehow i feel better... maybe now is the time to do some studying... off i go le... bubbye diary...

[MaYbE i StiLL nEEd U tO iNjEcT sOMe MEaNiNg InTO My LiFe CaUsE rIgHt NoW, My LiFe FeELs MeAnInGLeSs WhEnEvEr I rEmInD mYsELf Of ThE FAcT tHaT i MuSt LeT u Go...]

.::AwAkEnInG sLaP::.

hiyaz diary...

honestly, i m damn sad now... cause today i finally gotten the awakening slap... i finally noe wad it all meant le... and the truth sucks... it hurts... alot... but i can't cry... cause there's no point anymore... not sure if i can divert my energy to something else such as studies right now... but i will try my best to put things behind me and concentrate on my studies le... actually the truth had always been smacked right in front of my face but i dunno y i only realised it about 3 months later... which is now... i m juz so naive...

these few days were sorta doing research for the hospitality courses that i can take up after a levels... found a few possible routes and plans... and i m even more sure i really wanna study hospitality after these few days of surfing the net for info... so there's nothing much to do now except to work hard and fulfill my aspirations thru my own efforts... sorta inspired by the senior in my sch who came back to share with us his story on how he worked hard and achieve wad he had achieved today... so ya...

i m so scared i can't bear to let go and say goodbye... really really scared... izzit a really tough road ahead? i m scared to take the first step... i m not sure if i have the courage also... wad if i dun? feeling lost... and confused maybe? is this the end already? do i really want a full stop to this story? i m only full of questions and no answers... i think my mind know wad's the best thing to do but how do i convince my heart?

[If I cAn HaVe OnE LaSt dAy WiTh U, i WiLL tReAsUrE iT... bUt ThE pRoBLeM iS, i DuNnO hOw To SaY gOoDbYe... MeMoRiEs ArE fUnNy ThInGs... ThEy CaN mAkE u HaPpY, bUt ThInK aBoUt It, WhEn U r ReMiNdEd Of ThE hApPy MeMoRiEs, DuN u UsUaLLy FeEL sAd BeCaUsE aLL tHoSe ThInGs HaPpEnEd In ThE pAsT aNd It WiLL nEvEr HaPPeN aGaIn... It Is ThE mEmOrY iTsELf ThAt MaKeS u ReaLiSe WhAt U hAvE aLrEaDy LoSt...]

.::WhEe::.

hiyaz diary...

long time no update... lazy la... nothing much happened also... except recently, took a liking to meeting chingz darling everyday... haha~ we practically meet up everyday since last wed until now... and we r still planning on meeting everyday for the rest of this week... lolz... sometimes meet to study, sometimes to eat and sometimes juz to stone... haha... we went to tm's bk and mos burger so often i think the people there can recognise us le... i also paiseh to go back so today we changed meeting place to pasir ris mac... the mac good ah... not much people one... lolz...

okiez... juz now went to punggol plaza with mummy ba... bought my favourite bread and mocha milk~ haha then we walk walk and went to eat ice cream... eat as we walk home... then along the way we sat down at the void deck and we talked about my papa and mama young that time dating de things... quite funny ah... realised my people were teenagers before also... hehe~ then talked about other things... then go home le... seldom talked to mummy lidat ba... so ya, enjoyable... =)

now slacking... today taking a rest cause the last 2 days got so many tests... so studied and studied and studied... (okiez, actually i spent more time slacking~) hence, i m now using that as an excuse to slack! well... actually, i got some things that i wanna blog abt ba... but then now that i m actually typing this out, i dun feel like it anymore~ cause i dun even noe where to start... haha? okiez... time to go slack and do other things... bubbye...

[A sMiLe So SwEeT aNd SiNcErE... iT jUz MaDe My DaY... =)]

.::CuTe GuY::.

hiyaz diary...

went to relative's house today to celebrate her grand-daughter's one month old... lolz... she ordered buffet catering so eat lo... oh yeahz, bought a billabong bag at north point shopping centre... liked it a lot cause big~ can everything throw inside... haha no more worries abt a small and fat bag on pe days~ whee... =)

then went to meet chingz darling at suntec... wanted to go nydc at first de but like saturday sure a lot ppl then we cannot sit long long so went to this o'briens sandwich bar at millenia bar to have a drink first... then chat chat chat... then 8 the shop close le... -_- okiez la maybe because located at millenia walk so the shops close earlier... so we went back to suntec... wanted to eat subway de at first but then turned out we decided to eat pizza hut... haha pizza hut was nice as usual... but wad is even nicer abt the dining experience there this time is that i saw this cute guy working there... haha... dunno lehz... he's not handsome or wad but there's juz something about him that makes me cant stop looking at him? wahaha... i noe chingz darling is going to luff when she read this cause she keep teasing me after dinner... lolz... but yeahz... the guy is juz eye candy nia... haha... the one i like is still in my heart... lolz...

juz now he finally talked to me on msn le after so many days... thot he's still irritated at me over wad happened on wed... okiez la... actually that day itself it's already obvious he not angry le but i juz feel bad ba~ so is plus he nv talk to me for the last few days so i juz scare myself into thinking he is still pissed? bo liaoz la me... kinda long nv see him also le... felt a kind of longing ba... is like after he said bye to me on msn and left... i m bombarded by this whole series of emotions and feelings for him... sounds weird huh... i dunno how to express it properly also... but suddenly juz wanna see him and hug him tightly... but... it's so impossible~ feelings are weird!

spent the last 4 days from wed with chingz... had a damn lot of fun and seeing her and spending time with her always puts me in a good mood... i guess that's because she's still my bestest bestest (though there's no such word, hehe) fren ba~ and how can spending time with someone u love that much be unhappy? lolz... i m not les! love for a fren, for her! my chingz darling... =P

okiez... enough of fei hua and time to sleep~ nitey...

[I dUn WaN tO bE rEmInDeD oF tHe GoOd ThInGs AbOuT u... It JuZ mAkEs It HaRdEr FoR mE tO LeAvE tHe pIcTuRe...]

.::WhItE nOiSe::.

hiyaz diary...

today woke up at 10 plus... then went online awhile... then went back to sleep for one more hour... then slacked somemore then prepared to go tm meet chingz darlinG~

met her le... then went to subway eat... haha still as nice as ever~ maybe because i like bread ba... =) then went to yoshi study... chose yoshi cause of the mango tea!!! then 6 plus went to take photos with chingz~ hehe... then watched movie~ white noise... nicer than hide and seek! had cup corn and nachos... then went home le...

now dunno wad to do... cause kinda bored but dunno do wad la... in the slacking mood... but... noe i cant waste time le... march block test coming soon! must try to do well for it...

haiz enough of crapping... go le... nitey...

[I jUsT wAnNa SeE u? I kNoW iT nEvEr WaS aNd NeVeR wiLL bE...]

.::I m SoRrY::.

hiyaz diary...

agar agar update abt this week ba... very tired now so this entry wun be very long...

tuesday lao yu sheng with the class... quite fun but juz for that one minute...

then wednesday half day at school... then after school went home... then meet up with some classmates again to eat lunch... alot things happened but i dun really wanna blog abt it... juz wanna say sorry to all and i noe it's my fault... then chingz darling came to meet me also~ after that the big group of us went to watch movie... watched hide and seek... nice show... got a very twisted ending... i like~ most important is the company also! haha thanks chingz for watching the show with me... =)

today thurs... went chinatown early morning to eat dim sum with my parents, grandparents and auntie... then i walked around chinatown alone for abt one hour plus... then i reached tampines at 12 plus when actually i m meeting joyce and chingz dear at 2 pm and 430 pm respectively... lolz... so i walked around tampines alone also finding ways to entertain myself... damn bored... then went to burger king myself at ard 1 plus to study while waiting for them... then they some le lo... so all of us studied till 630 lidat... then went to eat pastamania... bleahz... then go home le...

then tml friday le! yay~ going to study again with chingz dear dear... =) then sat mal having a birthday party for her sister and she invited the class... but that one still not confirmed going yet anotz... hopefully, i can keep myself busy on sat even if i m not going to the party... cause i dun wan to spend it alone and bored... so ya...

haiz...

geez... till now i still feel bad for the thing that happened on wednesday... it's all my fault... and he did something which kinda hurt me... maybe that's the main reason y i m so bothered by that incident in the first place... sighz... y m i bothering so much!!! argh... i brought this upon myself...

[ThE rEaSoN iS sImPLe... BeCaUsE i CaRe AbOuT u...]

.::I m ShIt::.

hiyaz diary...

here i m again... nowadays i like only blog once a week... haha... well... this week nothing much ba... but can say pass very fast... like monday juz come but today already friday le!!! then well... let me see wad's there to update...

well... thursday went out with some guys and joyce to bedok... went to eat handmade noodles at some coffee shop... quite ok ba... then we had a fun time crapping... then went to comic shop with the guys to get present for monkey... then so qiao i saw chingz dear dear at the comic shop!!! haha the funny thing is i was still messaging her earlier on about asking her to meet and she still said she can't make it cause next day got test... but since bedok so big we also can see each other means it's fated we must meet ba... so me her and joyce went to bedok's mac to "study"... but it became more of a gossiping session... =P had an enjoyable time with her... thanks dear! then ard 8, 3 of us went prima deli to buy a cake for monkey... saw this fantastic looking oreo chocolate cake... so bought that... then went home le ba...

okiez then update abt today... brought the cake to sch and all that... then gave it to the teacher to keep... then lessons and stuff... -_- after that we celebrated monkey's birthday... the guys whacked him... quite fun to see... lolz... then had the cake... it's nice~ =) there are actually oreo crumbs and they are big~ yummy... but i will still like to try the mint cake i saw at angie's the choice... lolz... but impossible ah... cause nobody in my family likes mint so i doubt we will have that cake for a birthday celebration within my family... sighz~ mint rocks my world! =)

then now smth abt how i feel abt today... today like all fridays played bball with the class and my CT... haiz... think i very kns worz... the guys passed me the ball to shoot quite alot of times but i cant even get one in... =( somemore the worse thing is they themselves are open to shoot but yet they made the effort to pass to me... but i failed to get it in and the opponent team gets the rebound... i feel damn bad... haiz... feel i m a burden to them and i m so useless... i know it's juz a game and i shouldn't think too much about it... but i juz feel like shit everytime i finished playing... haiz... maybe i shouldn't play anymore ba... but i liked playing with them so much... =(

okiez... enough of unhappy things... shall talk abt happy things... so looking forward to next week manz!!! cause tuesday going to lao yu sheng in class with my classmates... hopefully will be fun... then wednesday half day till 9.30 pm... wootz~ so my class planned to go out and have a meal together and maybe see can do wad together ba... then thurs fri no sch~ yes!!! whee~ slack... but after that have to work hard for the march block test le... gambate!

time to go! bubbye~

[WhEn WiLL i GeT oVeR yOu? DuN bE sO nIcE tO mE cAn...]

.::ChInEsE nEw YeAr!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

as can see... is chinese new year! no time to updatte about these 2 days until now... so i shall now talk abt the first day first... ^_^

woke up at 10 plus... then prepare prepare... then go out le... went to soka centre first then go grandma's house... then played blackjack and watched tv and eat~ then went back sis's house... took a nap... woke up at 7 pm... then we go tampines long john eat and after that watch movie... watched seoul raiders... not bad ba... kinda funny... lolz... i laughed quite loudly at some parts... oops~ but cause we were at the last row, it didnt really matter... ^_^ then went home le... slack slack... watched tv... 2 then sleep...

then today even more fun~ morning went to sengkang with 8 classmates to eat burger king breakfast... then went to hougang... then slacked and talk... then after that went to hougang mall's magic wok to eat cause it's like one of the few eating places open... had a great time... then we walked to hougang plaza to play pool~ fun! then after that they came my house... played xbox, mahjong and my dog... lolz... until 9 then they left my house... oh my god, realised we actually spent the whole day together from morning 9 till night 9... haha... actually planned to go chingz's house at night de... but can't make it in time... sorry chingz for making an empty date with u!

tml got sch le... sighz... although i dun feel like going, but i promised mal i will go... so ya... then after school most prob going chingz's house then to my sis's house for new year party~ yeahz! ^_^ hopefully i will have fun tml ba~

dunno y this year's new year like spent very differently... haha... normally first day of new year i will juz go visiting then go home le... but this year still get to watch a movie... then second day also... normally is wait at home for my relatives to come... but this year, spent the whole new year day with my classmates... haha... unexpected ba... but i had so much fun today~ haha...

well... should go le~ shall update more in the future~ bubbye~

[HoW i WiShEd YoU wErE hErE wItH uS tOdAy... U r My PiLLaR oF sTrEnGtH...]

.::NeW pHoNe::.

hiyaz diary...

here is friday again~ cheers to the weekend... ^_^ next week chinese new year le... time flies! =)

bought a new phone on wednesday with my sister and brother in law... we went to orchard's starhub and singtel to get the nokia 7260... my sis got the same phone also... kinda sianz of the n gage le... so it's a nice change... ^_^ then after buying phone nth much ba... went pizza hut eat dinner... so long never eat pizza! yummy~ hawaiian~ then brother that day also changed new car... now 7 seater... so he on the way drove me home... love the new leather smell... lolz... ^_^

okiez... this week went by without much interesting things happening... today afternoon play bball again with my CT and the class... but today i very sianz during the game dunno y, so i juz played awhile then go to the side and sit down... after that drinks break... our CT treated us to drinks and we rest lo... then after that 6 of us were sitting down... including our CT... then the other 8 playing bball... so we 6 decided to play vball at the other court... lolz... wad fun we had! then after that some of those playing bball also came over to join us... so we play vball for quite some time... very fun~ ^_^ then we went back to play bball again... but by this time only left 10 of us... so we juz played half court lo... but this game is so much more fun than juz now earlier that game... played very long... haha... then left at 5 plus...

now had dinner le... slacking... ^_^

sometimes really dunno to be happy or sad over him worz... things between us seemed to be even better than they were last time... but somehow somewhere, something is juz lacking... i also dunno wad i want from him? okiez, honestly, i really nv expect things will be what they are like today... i thot after telling him how i feel about him, it will definitely affect our friendship and stuff... and worse, he will start to avoid me... but nope... all these nv happen... instead, we got even closer... but still i noe we are impossible... cause we nv brought up that topic again ever since the day i told him... so yeahz... should i be sad that we are juz friends? or should i be happy enough that this friendship still exists? actually, occasionally, i do feel angry at him also... cause is like he pretended that thing had never happened between us... and it's kinda frustrating that i can't get an answer? even if it's a negative answer... but then again, if he really put it across clearly, i will be sad like hell... yikez~ i dun even noe wad i want from him anymore... think should choose to be happy ba... make life easier for myself and frens around me? haiz... yep... okiez... bunch of crap... go le go le~ bubbye~

[ThE hApPy MoMeNtS wE sHaReD aRe uSuaLLy FoLLoWeD bY hEaRtBrEaKiNg MeMoRiEs...]

.::ChInAtOwN::.

hiyaz diary...

today morning went to orchard with sis and my parents... we went to taka's sushi tei eat breakfast/lunch... then brother and my niece came to join us... had a very full meal... then went shopping cause wanted to buy new year clothes for my niece... went to paraon's metro... my niece is so cute! cause throughout the trip, she held on onto my hand... and tell me she very long nv see me le and that she misses me... dunno la, she's juz cute... =P then went to starbucks for a drink...

after that all of went to the supermarket at tekka shopping centre to get new year goodies and drinks... bought a full trolley of food... ^_^ gonna feed everybody who come to my house until they fat fat~ =P

then me and my parents went chinatown... bought new year sweets and kueh bahlu... then along the way, i ate bread and the sweet popiah... drank herbal tea... by that time ah, i already full like dunno wad le... then we went walk walk lo... squeeze here and there~ then mummy bought 2 cds for me... long time nv buy cds le... ^_^ then my legs aching... so we went home le...

then my house here de LRT start service le... so took LRT home... kinda faster than bus... then my parents went punggol plaza to eat dinner and i went home bathe... so now blogging... haiz, gotta go do maths homework le... if not tml kanna chased out of classroom by teacher... = go le~ bubbye!

[CaN u DuN pReTeNd As If NoThInG hAd HaPpeNeD? MayBe I shOuLdN't giVe U PrEsSuRe BuT u DuNNo HoW iT fEeLs...]

.::SuKi SuShI::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a fun but tired day~ went to sch in the morning lo... missed the damn bus so had to waste money take cab go sch... sighz! then sch was so boring and long today! i can't wait for the last period to come but the time like inched forward slowly... haiz! then finally the day over... yay~ ^_^

went to suki sushi at parkway with half of my classmates... sat a cab there cause there were 11 of us so we took 3 cabs... went to eat the lunch buffet~ very nice as usual~ ^_^ we ate like so many gyoza cause we were sitting together with benson... and he loves gyozas! then had quite some stuff and alot of lime juice! lolz... by the time we left, i really felt like puking with every step i walk... haha... ya it was that full! then somemore when we are all full and there are still some leftovers, we played zhong ji mi ma... the one who lose have to choose one type of food and eat it... haha so we finished our leftovers! joyce very sway, tio 3 times! ^_^ then we walked to a playground... play around and do stupid things for a while there... then me and joyce were trying hard to cross over each other on a round balance bar... damn difficult! took us half hour at least to succeed... haa... but fun! then after that i tired le... the guys were sitting down and talking mahz... so i juz sat down and closed my eyes a bit~ ^_^ then 7pm lidat we slowly walk to bus stop lo... i took 31 with the guys... planned to alight at bedok mrt but in the end we sat all the way to tampines interchange cause we all found seats and were sleeping... then reached tampines interchange le only left me bing han and kev... then bing han took bus home so me and kev went to take mrt to pasir ris... long walk from tampines interchange to the tampines mrt station cause i very tired ba... haha so is like long walk for me! then me and kev went our separate ways at pasir ris mrt ba... reached home... a bit mabok so here i m blogging now to relax a bit! ^_^

this year my class like united a lot le compared to last year like shit... haha... now we often go out and do stuff together... last time is like we nv even went out together for even once... pathetic manz! take one year to bond together! think maybe the chalet last dec hols bonded us together ba... haa... hope it continues this way for the rest of the year... ^_^

this week got long weekend! yay~ but tml working... for once i feel like going for work! hehe... but need to complete homework today as much as possible ba... if not weekend not free no time do~ happy mood now... the best arrangement had been given to me between me and him... wad more can i ask for? ^_^

okiez, enough of crapping le... go do work! =) nitey~

[ReALiSeD LoVe Is NoT a BeD oF rOsEs AfTeRaLL, FrIeNdShIp LaStS, LoVe UsUaLLy DoN't... sO wE aRe StiLL bEttEr OfF aS fRiEnDs =)]

.::BaSkEtBaLL gAmE::.

hiyaz diary...

a few days nv blog le... well... sch everyday mahz, wad is there to update? =S yesterday went to TM with jgys, yz, monkey, and bh... went to mac with them and see them eat cause i meeting chingz in the evening mahz... then at the mac, there's this woman sitting same table as us and in front of me... then suddenly she had fits and collapsed right in front of me... oh my god! totally stunned... watch her and stone... i wanted to call ambulance but dunno y forgot ambulance what number to call... *!!!* guess i was shocked ba... lolz... now to think of it, how can i forget the number to call for an ambulance!!! stupid me... but anyway, ya other people made the call anyway... after that they juz continue eating lo then the guys went home... left yz and me wait for chingz...

we went mrt station meet her... then go study at burger king... sat there from 4 till 7 plus ba... we gossiped a bit, studied a bit and of coz slack also... lolz... then we went to long john's to eat our dinner... nice~ ^_^ then 8 plus went home le... then go home online, watch tv, slack! then studied somemore for chem test...

then today sch is kinda slack... 1230 release le~ then our CT asked the class to play bball together after sch... so we played from 2 till 3 plus then juz sit down together talk rubbish with the CT until 5... hehe... our civics tutor very good, still treat everyone of us to a bottle of 100 plus... game was quite funny ba... cause our CT same team as me and jenny... then he keep suaning jenny... laughed until we stomachache... then if the other team snatch our ball, he will tell the other team say i deduct 5 marks from ur test and put your conduct grade poor... lolz! he's quite cool ba~ =)

then went home... bathing that time realised i got sunburned... yikez! now i got red neck, cheeks and eyelids... dotz! think very long nv been in the sun le then suddenly today 3 hours plus in the sun so got burned! stupid skin of mine~ weekend again le... working tml... haiz! dun feel like working on weekend but then again, it's a source of extra money... so guess have to drag myself to work?

oh ya then wednesday went to TM with joyce to buy joanne's birthday present... then since we got the present quite fast, after that me and joyce went to watch movie... watched kung fu hustle... the show so so ba... it's funny at times but is a kind of lame funny... but then i didnt really think it was that nice a show... so ya... well! nvm... feb like got a lot of new and nice movies coming out~ can't wait to watch! =)

okiez, enough of crapping le! shall go eat dinner now... bubbye~

[DuNnO hOw To ThAnK u EnOuGh FoR eVeRyThInG... sO gLaD wE aRe StiLL fRiEnDs aFtEr EvErYtHiNg ThAt HaD hApPeNEd...]

.::DiM sUm::.

hiyaz diary...

today morning woke up and went for dim sum with my family... my parents and my 2 siblings... went to yan palace... not too bad i guess... i ate alot of egg tarts as they r my favourite in hong kong dim sum... but, had a stomachache after that... >_< and i beared with it until 3 plus cause i was at some stupid ceremony after dim sum and it's not nice to go to the toilet while everybody is sitting... sighz...

oh well, school had reopened for one week le i guess... had a relatively bad week cause i was almost late everyday and i had to sit cab to sch everyday and on some days, i still can't make it in time even by a cab... >_< lucky my CT nv comment much...

well... again, i had a lot of thoughts to blog when i started blogging juz now... but now, i dun feel like typing anything... >_<>

[FrEnS iS jUz A nIcEr WoRd FoR 2 pEoPLe WhO cAn'T bE iN LoVe AnD wOuLd U pLeAsE gIvE mE bAcK ThE cOuRaGe ThAt I NeEd To LiVe?]

.::HaPPy NeW yEaR::.

hiyaz diary...

abit late in wishing happy new year but then the past few days were lazy to update... hehe... so anyway, spent the past few days shopping like crazy... bought numerous things... and all my pay is gone again... sighz... but happy~ =)

anyway... already 2005 le... haiz... long road ahead! nobody knows wad will happen for the months to come ba... hopefully, everybody will still be fine, healthy and happy! well... got alot of things to say but now that i m actually blogging, i dunno how to start... think i shall juz leave it at here ba...

go le... bubbye~

[DuN bE sAd Le La...]

.::GrInZ::.

hiyaz diary...

here i m again... though nothing much to blog... but since i m in a good mood, y not blog... haha...

today work again... but before work... went to citylink to get yanzhu and chingz's xmas presents... got a shirt for yanzhu and a cup for chingz~ then went to pacific coffee company to write letters for the 2 of them lo...

then met dine and joyce to go to hotel... changed and had our dinner there... then gave those 2 their presents... hope they like it ba... very scared they dun like then throw aside... >_<>

meeting chingz tml noon for coffee... looking forward to it ba~ can sit down and slack... ^_^ shall go and watch tv now le~ bubbye!

[StiLL wAnnA sAy ThAnKs FoR aLLoWiNg Me To HaVe A bIt Of DiGnItY LeFt... ^_^]

.::GooD dAy::.

hiyaz diary...

today had a good day ba~ met chingz at bugis to pei her buy shoes... then mindy came along... then we went to eat gelato ice cream... nice sia~ then went arcade play with them... had alot of fun~

then went to city hall meet dine and joyce... pei dine looked for a bag... then we went work... then today juz nice all of us working together at the same ballroom so yeahz... then had dinner at the staff canteen before going to work... today's food is nice... or at least i think so~ haha... then went to work lo... today the manager good mood... so wasn't too bad ba...

then me got 2 tables... but heng one table nv turn up at all... then in the end i left with one table... then when i served 2nd course, the captain told me to be drinks server... so drinks server i m! quite an easy job but hands will ache from holding the jug... lolz... then today time passed very fast... by 1030 dinner already ended le~ and it felt like "i thot dinner juz started?" haha... then i juz helped to clear table and the side station... then can go home le~ yay... happy, fast and good day at work... lolz... was in a good mood today ba... whole dinner smiling at the guests... -_- sounds crazy over here but yeahz...

well... hopefully from now on, i can stop thinking abt rubbish things and juz concentrate on my studies~ ^_^ now, i felt so relieved that finally everything is out ba... i dunno how to make ppl understand my feelings but i guess it's alright... actually, it may be signifying an end to everything and a new start for me~ finally~ haha... juz realised i wrote crap... ah nvm~ juz hope someone will be able to understand... ^_^

go le~ bubbye~

[HmMm... I kNoW u R bEiNg NiCe In A rEsPoNsIbLe WaY... ^_^ wHiCh JuZ mAdE mE LoVeS u MoRe~]

.::I dId It!!!::.

hiyaz diary...

today woken up by the phone... yuan lai my sis took leave today... so she asked me out for lunch... then i bathe lo... then weile ask me zap some worksheets for him, johnson and kevin... so i went to the shopping centre opposite my house to zap for them... but the machine like spoil... only zap half page de... lolz... so no choice... i go my old house boon keng there to zap... cost me $12 and also 15 mins of my time... lolz~ then went to bus stop meet my sis... then we took bus to millenia walk... then we chatted on the bus... i love my sis to bits! then we went sushi tei at millenia walk to eat... the sushi there is nice... the sticky rice tastes nicer... =)

then sis and me walked to suntec... went shopping... we went to fila... then saw this jacket nice and bought it~ happy! but means my pay gone also~ lolz... then we continue walk walk lo... then met kev at G2000 pass him notes... then said bye to my sis and went to the cinema to look for johnson and weile... we bought tickets... watched ocean's 12... like shit... dunno wad it is talking about throughout the show... dunno is because i nv watched ocean's 11 or because i dunno how to appreciate... after the movie, we 3 juz stared at the screen and laugh... haha... then i realise those 2 guys dun understand the show also... lolz... then we went arcade to play... ^_^

then we met benson and we went cartel for dinner... then we talk rubbish and ate our dinner~ then until 9 lidat lo... then johnson left to meet his frens... benson and weile went to the sports shops at suntec to see see~ then went to the koi garden to feed the kois... then walked to citylink with them...

then i went off to meet my les partner chingz at pacific coffee company... =) really les with her le lolz... one day never see also cannot... so late le but we still arranged to meet... then sat there until 1040... hehe... and the sweet darling bought me this precious moments calendar that's so beautiful! i loved it! thanks chingz!

and at the coffee joint, i suddenly decided i wanted to tell him how i feel about him... and i finally told him ba... was scared and whiny about it at first~ but chingz gave me support and encouragement lo... haha... so relieved when i finally told him... ^_^ then my phone of all times had to go low batt at this time! haha... stupid sia... but anyway, it's late le... so went home lo... then charged my phone and on it back... and he replied me! hehe... he made me a happy and relieved gal~ now feel like big rock gone from my heart~ finally can get a good sleep tonight ba... ^_^

then watched tv... and now chatting with chingz dine mindy and johnson as well as blogging... think shall go le... tml still got work and meeting chingz at bugis to look for shoes before work~ =) oh ya... bought a bag with chingz on sunday... was damn happy about it... cause looking for a bag for quite some time le ba... haha... go le~ nitey~

[ThAnKs ThAnKs ThAnKs! I dUnNo HoW i CaN tHaNk U eNoUgH!!! =)]