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hiyaz diary...

today 3 plus went to dhoby ghaut meet jenny... then we juz anyhow shopped awhile... then went tampines... sit bus 65... very long... so we also juz anyhow chat on the bus... then go shili's house cause we 3 going to watch a bball match... my classmates and he also got play... then we went to hougang lo... that time 7 plus le...

then reached the court le... abit sad... he nv even say hello to me... feel that i eat glass grow up de... transparent nia... sadded... after that then match lo... he got in two 3 pointers... after the match, their team lose... 19-44 nia... then after the match got talk a bit ba... few sentences... haiz... also dunno y we become lidat le... somemore during the match, michelle messaged me something very true worz... she told me i shouldn't go the match cause he's out there playing, but me sitting there seeing him play knowing he's not mine... how true horz! when she told me this, i really nothing to say... cause i also really thinking abt the same thing... then she messaged me that... hmmm... so of coz will even more sad lo cause it's true ah... but come to think abt it, like him doesn't mean have to own him ba? can be frens enough le... but worse thing is, i m not even his fren? u where will treat ur fren like they r transparent lidat de right? after that went home lo... then bathed and told chingz everything... juz wanna talk to somebody ba... then johnson teach me play gb... now enlightened a bit by him le... anyway go le... late le... bubbye...

["CoS hE'S oUt ThErE pLaYiNg. AnD yOu'Re ThErE sItTiN. BuT sEeInG hIm pLaY kNoWiNg He'S nOt YoUrS."]